Saturday, May 11, 2019


The album cover of In League with Dragons    is    epic   as .

I was going to post it to facebook ,  but  did  not  work  out

i like the songs a lot


Facebook   is   very   annoying   often

I   am   more annoyed by myself   for  wanting to share so much  Stuff  ,  thinking  I  will   mean  anything   important   to  anyone  else . . .

i dunno ,  something like that, I want to stop using facebook again, and stop thinking about it,

stop filtering things and life thru internet

I just heard of  Yum Yum and Dragon  by  Flaming Lips

very  weird ,  or they want me to think . . . ha [ :  yes

Now Holly Herndon is Truly weird , the sounds , music , crazy , wild

                         " Frontier "

My mom and I watched 2nd half of  My Brilliant Career  last eve.

It is  really   nice.

I wonder why I want to put all these spaces between words

I have some  annoying   form   of  claustro phobia

it invades every facet of my thought

even huge valleys  feel  trapped   if  mountains  surround

it sucks


i listened to Kishi Bashi two days ago

very  nice


We are about to go Groceries , 1832 market and HEB


it is good


maybe   it   is   my   3  to   5    second   attention  span

Does   Me     In


okay

we gotta  bring  Emerson   in

He just Peed  lying   down   on  edge   of  Patio

Belly

Legs

Towels


Purpose

Human

Life

Near Ness

Beauty

Forever









Thursday, May 9, 2019

important feelings ... Tin Kows




Important feelings I feel too much Blood and happy Death
for the beginning, the Inner farce,
the faces grow and believe the yellow hot shame Burst and
what ever they do it is all there does to them for them and for everone   
then   some   pushes    follows    begs   asks  nicely    forests    forgets    broke    special  . . . . 
        Tin   Kows    dance 








Reception of Jesus and


Relaxation after yoga

 Yoga pose Shavasana , Corpse

I want useful thoughts , complex , progressive , divine , Real , Good

I think :

The regular course of human lives , birth , death , wake , sleep ,

relative health , relative ill - ness , dis - ease

Average , Normal ?

The regular Hope of human Minds , a human consciousness and body

and the collective universal consciousness and body


\


Good eternity at the wedding reception of Jesus and . . .

All My People :

The HG TV crew , Joanna Gaines , Lindsey Bennett

Louie CK walks up , reediculous sex joke

 everyone welcome , love , laugh , live . . .

Reggie Watts   center   makes  everone   feel   god . . .

Jacques Barzun of course , best cool

Good guys , Movies Television

Best women

And  A'  course ..  Aaron and Andee and

Immediate Families

Singers , Song Writers , Musicians ,

Writers , Annie Clark , Miranda July

Old Friends

Soon - -  -  to be Friends

Tibees , Toby  -  All  the  Youtube  -  Dodger

Every One

Who Makes However Smiles

Inner Light

The Most Forever

The Ones  to  Never  Name


The End . . .

More people

i know

Alex ashley kim anna anna annar ann crystal jade nova katherine kelly casey jesse julie andrea nikki
max him him her her them     and so   so   forth   on

The End

.

Tuesday, May 7, 2019



Hope   You

Have   a

Good


H  Y  H  A  G

A Library of Dead Souls

A Garden of Sleepy Dreams

A Graveyard of Correct Feelings


Souls Dreams Feelings

Syncopatic, Synchronous, Spontaneous, Simultaneous

Disparate, Desperate, Dual, Dividual ... Diebold

Functional, Foundational, Formulaic, Futurology







Monday, May 6, 2019


Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy

500 million square miles

I'm goin back to Africa

goin back to Africa


Mark!   Mark.   Mark ,

I   think   we're    happy   we.   need.    your.   car







To age
Age of time
I'm 30
30 people. 1 year old, 2 and so on.
Stand on an old asphalt road. Cracks. Holes.

The Body floats, hot air, starlight of the Sun, hugest Cloud.
Wet insides. Dry . dry .
Pains . Slips . Smooth . Tired .

A different perspective , not your old , never theirs , you become anyone
Else . . . .
The end
Of now

Sunday, May 5, 2019



Sunday, May 5, 2019


The terms for the RYB tertiary colors are not set. For the six RYB hues intermediate between the RYB primary and secondary colors, the names amber/marigold (yellow–orange), vermilion/cinnabar (red–orange), magenta (red–purple), violet (blue–purple), teal/aqua (blue-green), and chartreuse/lime green (yellow–green) are commonly found. The names for the twelve quaternary colors are more variable, if they exist at all, though indigo and scarlet are standard for blue–violet and red–vermilion.
In another sense, a tertiary color is obtained by mixing secondary-colored pigments. These three colors are russet (orange–purple), slate(purple–green), and citron (green–orange), with the corresponding three quaternary colors plum (russet–slate), sage (slate–citron), buff(citron–russet) (with olive sometimes used for either slate or citron).[8][9] Beyond that are shades of grey blue grey , which approach but never quite reach black.
The RYB color terminology outlined above and in the color samples shown below is ultimately derived from the 1835 book Chromatography, an analysis of the RYB color wheel by George Field, a chemist who specialized in pigments and dyes.[10]

Secondary 
  yellow
  orange
  red
  purple
  blue
  green
  yellow
Tertiary 
  orange
  russet
  purple
  slate
  green
  citron
  orange
Quaternary 
  russet
  plum
  slate
  sage
  citron
  buff
  russet
Quinary 
  plum
  blue grey
  sage
  khaki
  buff
  puce
  plum
our hot tub
at 9 o clock , sunny

Minimum Distraction
Of Talent
Of Torture
Minimum Distribution
Maximum Talent

Abuse
Forgiveness
and Insanity
and . . . . . . . . 
forgot.

Meaninglessnesses
M E A N   I N G   L E S S   N E S S   E S

An infinite number of infinitely small Smallnesses










Saturday, May 4, 2019


I dreamed i i pushed a huge ~45 degree-leaning. Tree down with my foot in my front yard. Counting trees approximately ,  Imy sister in law and my brother pat. He made me feel bad. He told me that I sold the tree by pushing it down. I tried to explain my innocence and I woke up ang ry at pat wanting to smash his face.

Yesterday with my mom coughing dvery t seconds before bat the breakfast table .....  i turn off the oven  ...

The end

Why Are You So Angry

Just Change Again


. .. . . . . . ... . .

Friday, May 3, 2019


So   What   Is  the   Name

And   What  Is   the    Name

What is a name

What is the name?


Roast     Slow     Snakes


I   ate   the  snow    cones    The   Maker


I wrote a book it was Green and Bold an' Brown

I read a book and it took   Me   Under    Ground




the   end








Thursday, May 2, 2019


I am home alone.

My mom went shopping in Austin and to dinner with friends who she worked with. Holly.

I drank wine and a little more alcohol.

I listened to Baby Dayliner and little danced.

I just heard Love Somebody by Okkervil River. It's good.

Now is Goose Snow Cone by Aimee Mann. I like it.

I thought of a title:

My Eye Cuts the Wild Wind of No One's Everywhere


I want to drive to a gas station and buy 5 Texas Two Step lottery tickets.

Now is I Don't Want to Grow Up by Broken Social Scene.


No Where's Everyone



I want to lose 20 pounds.

I want to read good books.


I just put on The Nashville Sound by Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit.

It's great.

I just texted Aaron and asked if he had heard of Jason Isbell. He said no, and he'd check them out.

i poured the rest of the tequila. i wonder if my mom will notice and what she might think of it.

I feel a little shame. I should poop. ... I did


Like People Who Are Good People


Chaos and Clothes

it has been about 30 minutes since i began typing this



I am going to go to the closest gas station in less than an hour. I need to win the lotto.

I do not worry about getting arrested for drunk driving.

I imagine the relief of going to jail or prison. I am stuck. I have no choices to make for a while.


The Speckled Word


Okay, maybe later, bye.