May I be confuseed, I may hear myself tell myself that I do not want to understand because it is too difficult to make choices and deal with the mediocre or horrible or pleasant consequences.
I am listening to myself. And Ghostland Obsevatory. I wish I could silence myself better sometimes. There is nothing harder than trying to please someone who knows not how to please his or herself. Everything is wonderful. I believe in People and I believe in Beauty and Hope.
I could set myself on fire but that would hurt and solve nothing. When you can look into someone else's brain. I am going to go everywhere. I want to make it happen so badly. I am trying to keep my tears in my eyes. I am going to figure it out.
Ranisha is my girlfriend. It is a very good thing that has happened to me. I am happy to make her happy. It is a fulfilling thing. Life being very heavy. I want to be a great writer. I want to help people make themselves like themselves.
