Saturday, November 30, 2019

It is fuckin December baby


We drive from home to an emergency room at 11:49.

Can then be worse than now?

The only way to sleep through the day is to be canine or feline.

We do it all most all of Saturday.

I show you the music inside then you show yourself a sign

This means more than any can imagine.



7:31 Cloudy Temperate . . Walk


sweat pants ,  b b All shorts ,  torn neck elk wood long sleeve green shirt ,  blue flops



Ascendin'   Arpeggio -


Can we name all our friends?

Are they Jame - Are they Aarons?


What is the point of falling forward?

What is the loss of taking a walk?


Am I used to (by) taking the order?

Can we know how the BeingsTalk?


Can You get what You want?

Can we give You All of Us?




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         Fuel

          Inje

                   Ction

                   Do you

                    Think

                    You're

Real ?

And soup for you to spill on anyone

A cup of your life

Taco

Tear-

Sday

Like looking at the sun

Destroying itself.

Rip your eye from the sky

The holy one begs corners to flatten

And reimagine.

The always right answer

Will Restart

A You Me You sandwich.



Friday, November 29, 2019

How to save How You Love ?

Krismiss is the time of year

Taking a walk through the rain

E'erything is joy and fear

What a wonderful feeling

Suck all of the air out of the moon

It is just a bit of a balloon

Everything you know as your life

Are the wise wishes of the Christ of Wife



Thursday, November 28, 2019


dreams are like

what if hell were heaven?

what if everyone who ever exists or who can never exist were my only friend and we shared everything with each other?

i should poo in the next
... i pooed.

do i want you, reader, to read this?

why do i type words, think the words i think . . ?

i did bank and credit card stuff this morn

i just read You, Reader by Major Jackson from a paris review email

i like it more than most things

i think i will post it on fb in a moment

You, the Living is the english title of the swedish title of a movie i saw about ten years ago

momis makin thanks giving foods

pat and bride and lorena and kit are coming here in 4 or 5 hours

i want to drink eggnog and rum and feel good . . . about every thing

later doug and his family are coming here .  they are annoying except natalie is cool .

 it ' s okay  . .  .   .  it  '  ll  be   o k

i want to hear that song that goes - i've loved you for a thousand years ,  a thousand years . . .

i think it is on scott pli-g-im

the end

of to day

tomorrow mom and i plan to see tim and chelsea ,  maybe they will come here

or we will go to their house

 . . .

Who   Is    Never   ?


i have had ~ half a cup of coffee and i have almost cried a couple time today


i looked up plumtree, the song scott pilgrim i've *liked you for a thousand years


mom asked me to vacuum rugs and i just did. i put the 2 extra chairs at the table

           and to leaf blow the porch

she just showered and i took 2 drinks from the big rum bottle . . . cruzan , gold

i feel weird

i wonder how Aaron and Andee are

i had a good dream about them a couple nites ago

hugged her

upset

sorry

out in the open

Clearing Air

clear words ,  good clear intentions

Reconcile

Smile

Facial Hairs

Fun


i think it was ~ 7 30 when i began this

it is 9 26


i should eat a bit

a little croissant


i woke nervous about family interactions

excited by holiday

i am excited because i have four days in a row without as much obligation

just worked 3 days with tim and jesse

work with tim monday and tuesday

jesse said in ~ a week or 2 i can join them on a job that may take ~ a week


i got almost 800 dollars in the past week

it is wierd

i hope i win at least 100 thousand dollars in the lottery, next time i get a ticket, maybe tuesday


it was 9  54

now it is 9 56


i am wearing a blue land's end vest that mom bot but it was too big


i want to pee outside in a minute




Tuesday, November 26, 2019

          blue   more

                      aplle   trail

                                              Christ   fidget

                   

       tree    free

new   few

o.k.   hi

i.   v.



Sunday, November 24, 2019

Wait Far Land Film on a 44 inch TV 12 feet from my eyes

the Sea

feel sick

lonely habits

capture your life

hold too hard


Cape Kneelhouse

Stony Batter

Phat Eternal English Library


Specify Prolific Holographic Deprivation




26 and 54 . Faster Hunger


What else is everything ?


Nothing is they .



Thursday, November 14, 2019

Showin Hoein Sowin Growin


Hello, Good Morning

Hello Good Morning

Good Morning, America

Good Morning, good morning

ello, good morning


Michael Ewing

Patrick Ewing

Patrick Wredberg

I don't know where you are going. How about you show me?

How 'bout showing me your hoeing and your sowing?

S-E-W , S-O-W

H-O-I-N-G

H-O-E

Till the land and sow the seeds.

Till the soil.

Michael Ewing

Patrick Ewing

Patrick Wredberg

I am going, how 'bout you?

How 'bout showing me where to go with You?


Am I You? Are You Me?

Are We going to the same place beyond what we can see?


I drank some Vodka that I just bought at 10:45 in the morning.

sigh...


How 'bout showing me where you are going? Are you hoeing? Are you sowing

the seeds that we will be growing

up towards the internal eternal infinite

God of Love

Love of God

God's Love


Good Bye

Good Morning

I will talk to you soon

and I will be showing you to -

O -

Owe . . .

Yes




Plans for 2020


[ Pamela Mortensen plays didgeridoo ]


A lot people got a lot of plans for the year 2020. Two thousand twenty,

but what do we know about what we do know?

What do we know about any thing? What do we know about our selves?

Do we know the future? Do we know any tangible physical reality?

What is reality? What is our reality? What is experience, consciousness, memory ?

What do we know about the year 2020?

What do we think

we will choose to do ?

Good bye

Have a good Life.

Love,

Me




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I woke at 6. In bed before 21:00, I woke about 4 times in the night.
I thought of an abstract character. I thought of my own absurd living arrangement, my own cloudy reasoning and my own irreversible choices. I rationalize the ends. The means mean next to nothing, when I always imagine the End is always within each unit of reality.
At 8 something, I walk to the toilet and poo. I use about 10 feet of about the thinnest toilet paper. I read a page about Bernard Shaw by Jacques Barzun. It is nice. I care about Philosophy and Religion more than most, I do or they do, we all do anything for a purpose for an effect for a feeling . . . or Anything Just Happens, because we are, we think, the future will be the past, all is always infinite.
I make a cup of coffee with a dash of creamer, vanilla I think. I eat 2 "snockerdiddles" that my mom made last night. I helped for a few minutes in total.
I thought of about 80 different words and if they were what I thought they were. Who is correct about a word or any meaning?
I got on a tablet with a keyboard attached. I got the internet, but it was slow and not working, for me, for anyones.
I got on facebook.com and watched part of my memory of The Indigenous Games, 2015, no sound, no volume. I shared it, or tried to . . .
My mom watches TV news . . . et cetera. I edited a document, " cribshitter anagrams " , CHRIST TRIBE.
A tribe called Christ.
Why does anyone know or care
It is a bit of a big birthday
it happens
because
we all
fall
for it
over Our Heads ,      ,    Our Heels      ,    We May Heal Our Selfs     ,     Health  For  All   ,    Why  Wa

The Loss of Migmozo


Orister


How Long?

Too Long


I run away

with my mom and my dad.




Tuesday, November 12, 2019

Bull Thistle atop Pines


Cirsium vulgare

Pinus Taeda



Poetless



Mind spoke.

Mind's always open and receiving.

Minds just dwell within each other.


I walked to the 2 below freezing wind. Enough light lifted me, embodied knowing - better - back to sustaining safety,  scolded, wakeful . . .

Minds give empathy and prayers to ones fighting to survive and to ones fighting survival.

Elements erase, then lump and mush residudes into new elemental modes of mind.

Poke the dead blown mind, perfect for easy, blown-by-the-wind skeptic solipsistics.

I wrote a way to prevent my eternal existence.

I read what I wrote; I spoke idealistically through all interiors, houses of intellect, temples of heat and health -

The Superior, though all not known, create the full endless collection,

the boundless . . .

float on the hours still of the days, infinitely divisible, we will fill the whole mind -


                                           Cross - Witness - Judge - Believe




Monday, November 11, 2019

Only Drink Alcohol When You're Drunk


        Yacht    Notches


Yes,   We   Ought   Not   to


Dawn Walk


                  Imbue Me


Peace just makes the world go away.

Each day a new miracle comes to stay.

A rocky road fell on the Earth.

Can we justly prolong our good health?

Would we be wise to know all the ways to go

back and forth to our Mother and our Death?



Wet Owl Wings



Saturday, November 9, 2019


Self Correct



  1. Asparagus
  2. You Disagree
  3. My Electric Horse
  4. Into Fours
  5. Answer
  6. Pour Us Out
  7. Eggs
  8. The Virgin Leaves



Hear the Crush



  1. Bombay Plastics
  2. Arn and Tiohwe
  3. Make the Save
  4. On a School
  5. Travelocity Booker
  6. Mega-Realization
  7. Congratulation
  8. Double Frost Eyes
  9. Heat a Partial Meal
  10. Grown, Cut, Sown




   

Thursday, November 7, 2019


Wet Owl Wings



  1. Cross Bow Brown
  2. Some Rainbows Never Lean
  3. Lonely Kid Esthetics
  4. Search a Wash
  5. Record a Record
  6. Saviour Park
  7. Middle City
  8. No Cold Move
  9. Last Night Was the Last Night Ever
  10. Want Opening

Sunday, November 10, 2019

Code Names 1 - 12


Oreo

Twinkie

Thatch

Fold

Fig

Sim Card

Selotape

Eggo

Nickel

Television

Velcro

Leaves

Our Fungus




every detail  -  unit of reality [ ru ]  -  is too funny - explosive

We all try infinitely too hard


each Lite is briter and darker

darker than hell in here

Here is where You think you are


I hope the light of our soul will regrow its hearts

and its Fungus will pollinate All thru the windows of our mind



Saturday, November 9, 2019

Self Correct



  1. Asparagus
  2. You Disagree
  3. My Electric Horse
  4. Into Fours
  5. Answer
  6. Pour Us Out
  7. Eggs
  8. The Virgin Leaves


Friday, November 8, 2019

Margaritas, Queso, Wait for Everybody


 -  my mom said that


Hear the Crush



  1. Bombay Plastics
  2. Arn and Tiohwe
  3. Make the Save
  4. On a School
  5. Travelocity Booker
  6. Mega-Realization
  7. Congratulation
  8. Double Frost Eyes
  9. Heat a Partial Meal
  10. Grown, Cut, Sown





i  look  forward  to  the  time  when  we  are  all  old

no  one  really  cares  too  much

this  will  be  done  soon   . . . .




Life Was Better After the Movie


walk on up the side walk

with                                         a cave

                           a cave                                 a cave

Thursday, November 7, 2019

Wet Owl Wings



  1. Cross Bow Brown
  2. Some Rainbows Never Lean
  3. Lonely Kid Esthetics
  4. Search a Wash
  5. Record a Record
  6. Saviour Park
  7. Middle City
  8. No Cold Move
  9. Last Night Was the Last Night Ever
  10. Want Opening

A Fun Lil Start of a Day Song


Cows go the kitchen

Cows go Home

Cows eat Minerva

Cows eat bones.



The crew lounges on the edge of the boat

Wednesday, November 6, 2019


i wanna realise something more than God

Earth is an obstacle to all your freedoms


Mega phone phone phone phone

Always okay to leave the World

       Send in the World Away


Dusty, perfect or wrong

it is okay if you never sing
-
Dusty, perfect or wrong

it's okay that you never sing


it's perfect if you do not know or care or want anything again

it is perfect if you never know or care or want or need

it is you

it is you

its you .




means you're getting better at corpse pose


6 am little lite

9 pm a sleepy warm dark

A sub-urban embrace

the soft calm pervasive Weight of comfort

 The Center                Slow motion expansion of mystery energy

Atmosphere Between

the colors embrace themselves from Inside   out above the yards

                               the simple loving dying Trees



i love you, but i'll talk to you at the breakfast table


our bilingual refugee


made it clear you don't want an edge

Due Dilgence


Behind the Safeway

Something so pure about behind the Safeway

there are dumpsters and rats and oil

an old safety vest

an old safety vest

2,000 clouds from horizon to horizon

air temperature drops from 85 to 60

Don't work fast enough, around the clock

2 miles west are 50 acres of grass, hills and a ranch house

Monday, November 4, 2019



is 2 and 3 and 4

2 plus 3 plus 4


he is cancel the meeting

he is can't sleep awake

an 8

a 9

he is 2 and 3 and 4


a life change again

                                       them  eeting