Sacajawea

and Sojourner Truth

do double dutch explora

on a Man-hattan roof .


the end

they only take 3 days away to come to us again

Only takes 3 days and then I forgot it only takes 3 days and come can come to us again 3 days away and come to latex

3days away to come to us again wasn't 3 days a way to come to us way to come to us again

about last weekend turn bottle of hair diamonds and

funny machine is like a shrimp Eric father to the mortuary

you went with your wife watching movie screen

funny times can always make things what they mean

I will see you again soon again and

I will make you make you make me e-end

acccidental voice to text . . . i am confuse . . .

stop Niger Niger Niger Niger I'm going to f*** you and your a******* with my hard c*** and she's the meaning of the word leash I was at her bedside when she died where is GNC the same hello everyone area that I'm pacing around right now I do not drink how much alcohol clip clop song right now I mean things on my mind playing playing on YouTube on television right now Niger when I'm alone inherited dehumanization of other races of people set alarm 10 things that are forbidden double space baby Cinemax online hella cash I guess station show me something interesting catching my name is cranberry night sex betru how to poison a small high school all the girls in the large private school feeling like I know what you mean but I can't feel anything gravitated toward you some some of them self I know how to say maybe mark self aware stream possibly to a fault self-awareness Transatlantic accent chair she put a small bottle of Chardonnay into a old sneaker and shoe box small bottles of wine and later I am quite aware that intoxicated Antarctica I like big slave in. how to read more than a few pages today plenary more what my eyes afterwards reading them and Order understanding ideas and intentions and facts for 1 minute then stop and think for a second and keep raining for about from about 12 to 13 to about 30 non-stop to do good stuff I will read another hour I will read the rest of the chapter today before 18 I should not make this so complicated open my eyes at the wind reading them in order Urban Outfitter I'm a dragon help me do what I need to do but I know I need to do I know it is better to not drink too much to drink sign of time maybe too much and many cases it would be better if I stop thinking Austin Financial when I'm feeling better since I listen to Sunny oceans and seven do better starting this year at button to be about the same if you transfer from a bed after I got up at 6 Bellingham I drink coffee until I'm dead galavant. She was the first episode of Sopranos and Hotel Airport to give sunshine can I plan to make stir fry in any walk tonight is 1602 mermaid mermaid decorations tail change main cabin extra not working myself and stuff Hernandez San Antonio 1623 H cleaners turn on airplay Culligan ever singles every single one every single one okay for a minute and I've been looking for a few minutes itsfunneh

voice to text ... diary

 okay I what am I going to stay Ron radio nrio Island rum good night

my mother and I watch Borg vs McEnroe today is January 4th on January 21st organize my mother

and I are going to South Padre Island 3-day vacation I really hope I just I just go to the Erwin Center

and Usher hard ticket taker for 3 hours at the basketball game man UTD University of Texas at

Austin men's basketball sending their inside the building answer the Frank Erwin Center can I see

how are you a person can you sit down I'm going to be here and doing things for 3 hours I'm going to

feel like can I leave and go to the bathroom can I do whatever I want to do 5 or 10 minutes are you a

person can I see you can I use my legs and arms and hands and fingers and toes okay can I have a 20-

minute switches about the one minute and thirty something seconds okay the Golden Globes are

tomorrow amberjack watch the Golden Globes boats oh my God I want someone else I don't know

what to do I want Aaron Monday to help me figure out what to do with my everyday the time of my

life what do I do with every minute of every second of my days unconscious I'm awake being f*****
I raised thousands and thousands of words about people who have lived planet Earth and doing

things that make other people better people humans whatever they need to do to find out who they

and because they are good honest hard-working people everything is good because it is difficult to

Rainer Maria rilke Gabriel Andy Lee comedian Monday see the world explore the

universe going throughout time and history and exactitud and Perfection and knowing everything

and doing all that everyone and to be better every moment every second every millisecond free

single Consciousness waking moment of everything always always always morning weather right

now I just decided I'm not going to drink before after my Mom leaves for the birthday party and

before I go to work I'm going to work I'm going to go to work in less than an hour stop recording

about 2 minutes ago chopsticks chopsticks Bi-Mart kozilek from the album okay shred burn

something how's everything probably be okay fraternity if I can make a few better decisions for

myself and everyone a little more responsible a little better and I will do it I will do better I'll find a

way my name is Michael Scott everyone else perfect everything is okay enough for now right now

ambiance the drive to Austin I love you so much I'm going to fly away to Eternity I'll be back and I'll

bring a big bottle of fresh sparkling water that I'm going to find a way to bring you and your eyes are

so bright like the sun when the moon and I'm going to find a way even though we can't find anything

besides ourselves we're so beautiful and so lucky good night later I'll talk to you soon Greg branch

Bank I love you inow

Weird Book on amazon.com

The writer may have learned English later in life. Reminds me of Dr. Bronner's soap labels.

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“Don’t wish for a life that you can’t have. But wish for the very life that you do own. And wish that you know how to make the most of it!”

Are you feeling tired, anxious, worried, stressed, depressed or lonely?

Have you encountered a crippling accident, experienced a terminal illness, or lost the love of your life?

Do you have friends or relatives who are in much trouble, stress and negativity that you’d like to assist their ways, ignite their hearts, and pull them out of dark days?

“Crushing Suffering” will help inspire your day and excite your way. It will walk with you in darkness. It will befriend your heart, lead you out of sufferings, and let you know how courageous you can really be.

Everybody has to deal with life’s ups and downs, negative feelings and situations from time to time. No exception! Hate and anger, danger and worry, anxiety and distress, you can let them obsess your life and tear your soul apart. Or you can choose to fight hard and bounce back, and regain happiness from those dark days. 

The choice is yours!

“Crushing Suffering” will help you:

- Overcome pain and grief, fear and stress, worry, anxiety and depression.

- Deal with difficult problems and difficult people.

- Take charge of every feeling and action.

- Fill up your energy and vitality.

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- Fall in love with your heart and your life.

- Revive the joy and passion of it.

- Inspire and excite this day to the utmost with extreme survival stories and inspiring life quotes.

- Be your boldest self to challenge challenges, defeat difficulty and incinerate any ache that comes.

No matter how bad and how sad things have been to you, life will not be hopeless. No matter how much fear and stress, regret and worry, agony and mishap have afflicted your way, you’ll not walk alone.

No matter what happened, I wish you a happy and fulfilling day ahead.

A New Life Is On!

"

With   added   uses   i   will   never   need

Towel Tag

"

Made in

Spite of All of Those Who Tried to Stop Me

100% Catholic

"

I went to Marshall's to get a stocking for my sister.

Give me a hollar . . .

a really good deal . . .


Tifini looks at me

She sees me

in

if

it

. . .

I have been in Asia for some years

I Do Not Know What

It Means But It

Will Be Too Important


Darleen Fenster arrove 10 minutes late to the Forceheld's 6 p.m. Friday fiesta.

Her green lizard dress shimmers like a dead black slimy rat that bobs like a buoy in a pool of clear sterile water.

[ soft spoken - The Forceheld's names are Aidy and Josh - ]

This is "This Is My Town" by Mark Kozelek from the album Mark Kozelek.

Okay, that's enough. My name is Gregory Douglas Wredberg.

Something's gonna happen.

I am fine. I have enough. I have enough of everything.

I'll probably be okay for eternity if I can make a few better decisions for myself and everyone else.

If I can be a little more responsible.

If I can do a little better.

I will do better. I'll find a way. My name is Michael Scott.

And everything is gonna be okay, because everyone else is perfect.

I'll be perfect eventually, and everything is okay. Everything's good enough for now.

I don't know how to feel any better right now, but time is passing anyway.

I'm gonna be leaving in 45 minutes or so, so I'll be okay. I'll be okay to drive into Austin.

Okay... I love you too much. I love you so much.

I'm gonna fly away to eternity.

Differences between Non-Sense and Sense

[on paper]

1. Bake Forest toos Blame caught sewer tic.

2. I made bacon for us.

3. Sold a Courage, My Frame is JankOs, Be!

4. Wonder Woman made three billion U.S. dollars.

5. Shame Follow the Next ash blow.

6. Why are you still here?

7. Brazen tacos fed a bowl of Nick Sick.

8. Hey, I'm here... call me back.

9. Old Sky crane open begging Love zoom.

10. Okay, this has to "mean" something.

11. Bloke goes molecular bean Steak grain soon.

12. I have to make today the best it can be.............

13. Boo. Moons begin a Science-y Groove to bloof.

14. Jesus the Christ is a beautiful male.

15. Grown Ups Perfect blue Formen Oak Cast . . .

16. I have been watching Your Mom's House Podcast.

Words I have used too often to describe myself, probably making me worse

Lazy

Selfish


Confused

Ashamed


I don't care


It doesn't matter

Sooner Spooner


Spoon Soon


Cream   of   Sum-Yung-Ai



It ' s  a  Wayne's World , as Brames Jown famously Snang.


G I R L S   G I R L S   G I R L S      I R L ( in real life )

M o w i n g   through   the   G o t i o n s


The   Thought   P l i c k e n s


The Spooner End

Just out of Bed, Cold Energy

Please,

Put your penis on the platter.

Don't run away in a clatter.

With the doctor and the mad hatter.

Because I don't want to see your bones.

When I am digging with my dirt shovel.


I want you and i to live in the sky.

When we laugh out loud, like we own the dirt Devil.


The End

Two Young Americans with Weiners Converse ( A Song )

- Can you come to my birthday party?

- - Of course I cannot. I do not really like you.

- [ Beat ] I ... I thought we will be friends forever. Least till we die.

- - Oh, sincerely, I do not know how you can be serious.

I do not want to be a part of any part of you.

- Jee. Gosh. What a perfect surprise. I must change all my expectations. And our whole past has changed. I am so confused now.

- - Do you know this is all a kind joke? [ Beat ]

- How do you mean that? Kind? Wha

- - Kind, like not serious, a joke.

[ Thinking ] [ They look out , distance , search ]

- I am lost. I must go.

- - I know you are. I must go too. But we are not over.

We are not through.

- I do now know how you may mean.

This is not it. Not this ... I know we cannot.

I will enjoy the party. It will never be my birthday.

Thank you for teaching me this.

- - Good bye, dear reader. You have past.

- Bye. Enjoy the Never Whatever.

- - -  We  love  you . . . THE . . . END ! !

Mid to Late 2012 . . . .

Eat a Pizza Roll to Save Your Soul

Instead I eat a sliced Russet potato fried in bacon fat.

From Mid to Late 2012 . . .

Ello, everyone. It's a quiet Monday evening at 6:30.

Journal from Late September 2011 . . .

                                                          I just read two text messages from Aaron and Mom that were sent about 6 hours ago, but I just now turned on my phone at five till midnight or so. I wanted to type this, because I had a strong feeling that I am a huge disappointment. I misspelled disappointment on my first try. I really like the word 'misspelled'. Aaron's text was asking if he was ever going to get that letter. I have sent him two things, but I guess my mailing style isn't effective, and there was a problem sending my letters. I had the feeling that he felt I was ignoring him and I'm ashamed that I could have made him feel that. I'm also deeply torn about having a relationship with Ranisha. I imagined telling her I don't like her and telling her I don't like her smell. I feel practically horrible for getting her hopes hopelessly high. I kind of find myself settling for ignoring her as much as I can. There's a buttload of homework for theater class. I have a whole play to read for tomorrow. I regret that Ranisha might read this. It nearly makes me cry this moment. I'm sorry if you are reading or crying and very sorry for not communicating. I have become obsessed with Curses Fired. I am listening to it on loop. I'm glad I've got that mess inside me about Ranisha out. It eats at me. The main concern I have relates to the text Mom sent me. She asked how much I will need for October rent and bills. I felt sorry for taking her money at this late stage. I still do. I feel bad for being so lazy and selfish. I'm not sure where the problem arises from. Maybe it's just confusion. I let it all go bye.

After theater yesterday, I ate some red beans and rice. I took my math stuff into my room, but ended up just looking at porn and masturbating. Then, I almost started doing homework. I wrote the title of the section. Then, I just wrote whatever I wanted to, mostly random words and partial expressions of angst, but I posted it onto my other blog. Pat and I worked out then went to buy muscle milks. I asked him if he thought they worked. He said they probably made a little difference. I mostly just like the taste. I played Curses Fired again. This morning Pat and I went to Target. 'Target' is and extremely weird word. Ashley was off work. I was going to say she was 'home' today. We watched Roxanne, with Steve Martin. I actually went to my math class. It went OK. I found out I haven't missed my test like I thought. Ashley played Little Big Planet all day. I did Latin. We had half class. Tim made cheeseburgers. It was the day after his birthday. Sunday we ate Olive Garden. It went OK. Tim played Shadow o'da Colossus while Ashley and I watched. Yesterday I really missed Aaron and I do again some. We watched the last Home Movies episode. Pat made me a new standard deck and we tested it. Tim asked if we wanted to play MTG with Casey on Saturday, so we'll plan on that. I feel piss. ... I'm cry. I'm listening to more Natureboy. She is solemn in her sounds. I was reminded of In America. I like that film. MaxWELL DaMON. I realize I'm sort of gay. All of my sexual orientation is theoretical though. I'm pretty sexless. But I see some men I have sensual urges toward. They're never as strong as my urges toward women though. In general I find women much more attractive, but I almost just want to prove that being gay and loving and lusting for whoever you want is important. There is a small girl in my Latin class who excites me. She has short black hair. I just realized she is probably younger than me. She has mentioned her boyfriend several times in class.

                                   I don't know what to do. I'm kinda worn out. It's almost 1 am now. My laptee battery is maybe low. I want to look at Andrea's photos now.