Monday, December 31, 2018
X - Change
ide exchange my Health for you
Please be good to You
Laver
Later
Lather
Luh Ver
D . . . She Loves Me
The
End.
what to do
ay ,
mi cuerpo . . .
cuerpo . . .
sentiementos . . .
sensaciones . . .
vicky christina barcelona has been on . i saw penelope cruz . staring at her . . i was .
heidecker . . hi . .
keep thinkin ' about what to do . .
and don ' t do
do do
Was ? Wasser . . . listening to Before the Water Gets Too High .
Si , mi amor . . not my lover . . just the love i have
for . . whatever . .
Okay . . that is what it is
. . .
bye now
Sunday, December 30, 2018
[ Dawn Walk ]
Girls gotta eat.
Boys gotta girl.
i t ' s a mixed up
muggled up Wizarding World.
Girls take Warfarin
to heal better Moods.
Boys take girls to the Park
to steal their Soul Bonds Magic: the Gathering TCG trading cards ...
. . . .
Saturday, December 29, 2018
fuck i am Writing
Eff Reading
Takes Readings
Shoves Em into Port Holes on Music Mucus Peel Hopeships .
All is wheel
poring
as Vanuatu
Negotiators Hone Nine-Fold Cutless Clipper Stolen
Roamer Coldless Most Heir-ful Onsciences . . .
A Scum Courting Pizza Fortress
Will Lady opun the Later Time
Bye
Do You Know Me?
I was featured in Your Poem.
I got a big story for you.
I have 6.666 sick stiff
mixed bones in my thoracic
skeletal muscles, do you know?
C R E A M B R U S H T O A S T
V E R I T A B L E C A R B O N I T E T I M E T A B L E
POLYAMOURISTS GERRYMANDERED ASSASSINING
Friday, December 28, 2018
Gregory Wredberg, Time Line, as of 2011
Family
May 5 1945 - Dad is born somewhere in Massachusetts: William James Wredberg, youngest of 3, siblings Tootsie and Connie
~1951 - Dad's family moves to Dallas
June 24 1953 - Mom is born in Houston, Texas or nearby: Barbara Gail Milner, oldest of 3, siblings Jan and Doug
1968/69 - Mom is 15 and her mom, Willa Joyce, kills herself by running a car in a garage while her kids are at her sister's. She has to take care of her sibs Her dad and brother and sister? live in Belize for a while, and she lives in California for the summer of 1969. She studied in France for a few weeks and visited London and Italy.
~1970 - Dad and Adele Wallace get married and soon divorce.
~1971 - Mom marries Ken, and they soon divorce.
Mom and Dad work at B Dalton Book Seller in Houston. Dad's manager.
~1975 - Mom and Dad move from Houston, Texas to Austin, Texas, attend University of Texas (UT), and graduate.
October 8 1979 - My brother Christopher Milner Wredberg is born. At age 11 he switches from being called Chris to being called Kit and sticks with Kit.
November 8 1983 - My brother Patrick Alexander Wredberg is born. He is called Pat. A 13 or so when he is mad at Kit and our cousin Luke maybe about preventing him from playing in the backyard and punches through a glass door cutting his inner wrist and making a cool scar that looks like a crop circle.
September 27 1983 - My brother Timothy James Wredberg is born. As a baby, he chews Mom's hair then a blanket. He is called Tim.
December 18 1989 - I, Gregory Douglas Wredberg, am born. It was very cold. It was the afternoon. My Aunt Jan had waited then went back to Oklahoma before I was born.
1992 - Family moves to semi-rural/suburban Bastrop, Texas. Dad still works in Austin. Mom has been home for a long time.
1994~ - Mom and Dad get divorced. Dad moves into an apartment in Austin.
Dad remarries Adele.
~1996 - Mom marries Terry Harris. He moves in with us.
May 1998 - Kit graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT, and lives in a dorm then apartments. He graduates from UT 5 or so years later.
November 2001 - Dad dies of lung cancer at Adele's parents' house in Dallas.
May 2002 - Pat graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT, and lives in a dorm then apartments. He graduates from UT 6 or so years later.
November 2003 - Terry dies of lung cancer at our home, while my brothers and I spend a weekend at Pat's and Kit's apartment in Austin.
May 2006 - Tim graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT. He lives in a student apartment with Patrick. He quits school after about a year and starts working at the IRS.
~~Throughout my childhood, my brothers and I play a lot of video games and Magic: the Gathering card game with each other. Starting when I am about 11, we go to Magic: the Gathering tournaments several times a year.
Personal
Fall 2004 or Spring 2005 - I begin a friendship with Ashley Oney; we have a speech class together. We are both very shy and quiet.
February and Spring 2006 - Kim Boike and I date a few times; we are in German together. I like her a lot. I touch her chest over her clothes at night on the road in front of my house and laying on the floor of my brother's room while a movie plays on a TV. He walks in and sees me touching her. We quietly leave. I say to her, I think he saw me fingering your chest. I am sad that summer after she says we will not be a couple.
June 2006 - Tim gets me a job working at Tracy's Drive 'n Grocery part-time, after school.
Mom gets me a 1986 Volvo.
May 2007 - I perform didgeridoo and toaster at a high school talent show alongside my friend Alex Ramirez and the rest of the band, The Steezniles.
2006/2007 - I visit Ashley at her house several times, and we watch movies. We lose touch in our senior year, like I did with most friends. She dates John Moore, who I was someone I had spent time
May 2008 - I graduate from high school.
August 2008 - I begin to attend St. Edward's University. I live in a dorm. I fail all my classes.
November 2008, Thanksiving break - I am invited to a party at my old friend Max's house in the country. There are quite a few people from our high school class. I get there sort of late. I had been to the Renaissance Festival that day. After some people have left, some of us decide to paint each other in the garage. It's sort of a contest. I enjoy being on a team of two girls who I admire. Kelly is one. I see them in underwear. Kristie wear no bra, I see her boobs, and I think it's my first time seeing boobs. We take communal showers, with clothes on. They play games and watch WALL-E. I feel unwell. I try to poop, but I can't. I decide to go home. It's about 5 am. Max expresses concern. I say bye. I am very tired. I almost fall asleep and drive off the road a couple times. It hurts to stay alert. I get home and vomit in a toilet, relieved.
Spring 2009 - Several times I hang out and go out with Nikki Rader who I had met in high school German last year. She is two years younger than me. I took her home and we sit in my car in the parking lot in front of her apartment and make out for a little while. It's the first time I think I have really kissed someone. I am elated. Three times she gives me oral sex. I am obsessed with her. I want to have sex with her. I touch her genitals. I buy condoms. Soon we are not talking to each other. I try to contact her with no result. I was going to take her to an Animal Collective concert, but she wants to go to the Bastrop High School graduation ceremony, so I take her best friend and roommate Nick. He is gay.
I meet Aaron at St. Edward's. We hang out and talk a lot. I talk to him more than anyone else.
Fall 2010 - I take my last few classes at St. Edward's.
October 2010 - I start working about 20 hours a month at the Frank Erwin Events Center and the football stadium at UT.
February 2011 - I attend Texas Healing Arts Institute massage school for about a month and quit.
June 2011 - I drive my Mom's Jeep Liberty to Albuquerque to WWOOF. I leave after two or three days. I just want to go home.
[ i wrote the following today, December 31, 2019 :
my life is out of control
internet and TV and games . . . i am whatever . . . fantasy and myself . . . chaos , Earth . . . Space . . . Time .... i am okay . . . i just drank rum and wine . . . okay. lay ter ]
May 5 1945 - Dad is born somewhere in Massachusetts: William James Wredberg, youngest of 3, siblings Tootsie and Connie
~1951 - Dad's family moves to Dallas
June 24 1953 - Mom is born in Houston, Texas or nearby: Barbara Gail Milner, oldest of 3, siblings Jan and Doug
1968/69 - Mom is 15 and her mom, Willa Joyce, kills herself by running a car in a garage while her kids are at her sister's. She has to take care of her sibs Her dad and brother and sister? live in Belize for a while, and she lives in California for the summer of 1969. She studied in France for a few weeks and visited London and Italy.
~1970 - Dad and Adele Wallace get married and soon divorce.
~1971 - Mom marries Ken, and they soon divorce.
Mom and Dad work at B Dalton Book Seller in Houston. Dad's manager.
~1975 - Mom and Dad move from Houston, Texas to Austin, Texas, attend University of Texas (UT), and graduate.
October 8 1979 - My brother Christopher Milner Wredberg is born. At age 11 he switches from being called Chris to being called Kit and sticks with Kit.
November 8 1983 - My brother Patrick Alexander Wredberg is born. He is called Pat. A 13 or so when he is mad at Kit and our cousin Luke maybe about preventing him from playing in the backyard and punches through a glass door cutting his inner wrist and making a cool scar that looks like a crop circle.
September 27 1983 - My brother Timothy James Wredberg is born. As a baby, he chews Mom's hair then a blanket. He is called Tim.
December 18 1989 - I, Gregory Douglas Wredberg, am born. It was very cold. It was the afternoon. My Aunt Jan had waited then went back to Oklahoma before I was born.
1992 - Family moves to semi-rural/suburban Bastrop, Texas. Dad still works in Austin. Mom has been home for a long time.
1994~ - Mom and Dad get divorced. Dad moves into an apartment in Austin.
Dad remarries Adele.
~1996 - Mom marries Terry Harris. He moves in with us.
May 1998 - Kit graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT, and lives in a dorm then apartments. He graduates from UT 5 or so years later.
November 2001 - Dad dies of lung cancer at Adele's parents' house in Dallas.
May 2002 - Pat graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT, and lives in a dorm then apartments. He graduates from UT 6 or so years later.
November 2003 - Terry dies of lung cancer at our home, while my brothers and I spend a weekend at Pat's and Kit's apartment in Austin.
May 2006 - Tim graduates high school. In August, he begins to attend UT. He lives in a student apartment with Patrick. He quits school after about a year and starts working at the IRS.
~~Throughout my childhood, my brothers and I play a lot of video games and Magic: the Gathering card game with each other. Starting when I am about 11, we go to Magic: the Gathering tournaments several times a year.
Personal
Fall 2004 or Spring 2005 - I begin a friendship with Ashley Oney; we have a speech class together. We are both very shy and quiet.
February and Spring 2006 - Kim Boike and I date a few times; we are in German together. I like her a lot. I touch her chest over her clothes at night on the road in front of my house and laying on the floor of my brother's room while a movie plays on a TV. He walks in and sees me touching her. We quietly leave. I say to her, I think he saw me fingering your chest. I am sad that summer after she says we will not be a couple.
June 2006 - Tim gets me a job working at Tracy's Drive 'n Grocery part-time, after school.
Mom gets me a 1986 Volvo.
May 2007 - I perform didgeridoo and toaster at a high school talent show alongside my friend Alex Ramirez and the rest of the band, The Steezniles.
2006/2007 - I visit Ashley at her house several times, and we watch movies. We lose touch in our senior year, like I did with most friends. She dates John Moore, who I was someone I had spent time
May 2008 - I graduate from high school.
August 2008 - I begin to attend St. Edward's University. I live in a dorm. I fail all my classes.
November 2008, Thanksiving break - I am invited to a party at my old friend Max's house in the country. There are quite a few people from our high school class. I get there sort of late. I had been to the Renaissance Festival that day. After some people have left, some of us decide to paint each other in the garage. It's sort of a contest. I enjoy being on a team of two girls who I admire. Kelly is one. I see them in underwear. Kristie wear no bra, I see her boobs, and I think it's my first time seeing boobs. We take communal showers, with clothes on. They play games and watch WALL-E. I feel unwell. I try to poop, but I can't. I decide to go home. It's about 5 am. Max expresses concern. I say bye. I am very tired. I almost fall asleep and drive off the road a couple times. It hurts to stay alert. I get home and vomit in a toilet, relieved.
Spring 2009 - Several times I hang out and go out with Nikki Rader who I had met in high school German last year. She is two years younger than me. I took her home and we sit in my car in the parking lot in front of her apartment and make out for a little while. It's the first time I think I have really kissed someone. I am elated. Three times she gives me oral sex. I am obsessed with her. I want to have sex with her. I touch her genitals. I buy condoms. Soon we are not talking to each other. I try to contact her with no result. I was going to take her to an Animal Collective concert, but she wants to go to the Bastrop High School graduation ceremony, so I take her best friend and roommate Nick. He is gay.
I meet Aaron at St. Edward's. We hang out and talk a lot. I talk to him more than anyone else.
Fall 2010 - I take my last few classes at St. Edward's.
October 2010 - I start working about 20 hours a month at the Frank Erwin Events Center and the football stadium at UT.
February 2011 - I attend Texas Healing Arts Institute massage school for about a month and quit.
June 2011 - I drive my Mom's Jeep Liberty to Albuquerque to WWOOF. I leave after two or three days. I just want to go home.
[ i wrote the following today, December 31, 2019 :
my life is out of control
internet and TV and games . . . i am whatever . . . fantasy and myself . . . chaos , Earth . . . Space . . . Time .... i am okay . . . i just drank rum and wine . . . okay. lay ter ]
Free Write
Free Dome Ride
Old feelings die red and funk revived, Pilsner
. . . . Semaphore Tonselectomy
Radical patron, smush
Jalepeno
I love you . I hate you .
I want to kiss you . I want to eat you . . .
I am listening to Sublime by Mark Kozelek
I just drank at least 3 shots of rum , Ron Rio
It is 11:00 a.m.
My has been talking to Jan and Kit
We plan to do Yoga in a minute. I set it all up
It is now 12:04
I got pretty drunk and emotional while doing Yoga
We talked about the beach and Yoga and Yoga on the Beach...
Yesterday I asked if she wants to go to the beach this winter. She booked an AirBnB.
Okay, later, love, you
A Poem for You and the Stars of Your Eyes
Poem poem poem, can you see?
Some time , Your word , Hypnotize
the glow of the stars of the eyes of Krystal.
Blowing Minds , Booming Whisper . . .
Realize, actualize, crystalize, eternalize
the stars of Krystal's eyes . . .
Or some thing like that.
Wednesday, December 26, 2018
I Created an Alloyed Seam
A Screenplay
Songs and Audio
The most recent Sleep with Me podcast episode, at time of the final edit, plays at the beginning of the movie, and plays the whole episode throughout the movie, just quiet enough to hear, but not interfering with other audio. It pauses during silent parts.
"The Hill" by Marketa Irglova, the version from the scene in Once, plays through and part of it with just piano plays on a loop for a few minutes.
"My House" by Flo Rida plays three times in a row, it gets louder near the end of the second play, and at the start of the third play it fades out slowly evenly throughout the song, so that the very end of the song is silent.
"I Created an Alloyed Seam" by Gregory Wredberg. I have not recorded this yet, but I think it will just be me saying the title about 50 times with no music, less than two minutes. It will play at the opening credits and at the closing credits.
"Farewell Transmission" by Songs: Ohia plays near the end.
A song by Sun Kil Moon, maybe My Love for You is Undying or something like it.
A song by Cribshitter, probably Jellyshoes. And Sunshine.
A song by Grand Buffet, maybe Oh My God, You're Weird, or one of their most sincere songs.
A song by Blackalicious, maybe Vessel. And Release with Saul Williams, Dose One, and Zach De La Rocha.
Elements of the Movie
There should be ten straight minutes of silence somewhere in the middle.
There should be ten straight minutes of a black screen.
There should be another solid color screen, maybe white fade to pink fade to red, or reverse, or black to red to pink to white, for about a minute.
Screenplay
The opening credits are like in old movies with separate screens and everyone's name in the cast and crew, alphabetically, and a different still background from the movie on each.
Silent and black after the credits for one minute.
Cut to an oak tree trunk about three feet away at night with a telephone pole security light behind it above screen.
Cut to the ground about two feet away. Dirt, sticks, and a bit of grass.
Cut to me lying asleep in bed, from the perspective of someone about 6 feet tall standing about two feet from the side of the bed.
Songs and Audio
The most recent Sleep with Me podcast episode, at time of the final edit, plays at the beginning of the movie, and plays the whole episode throughout the movie, just quiet enough to hear, but not interfering with other audio. It pauses during silent parts.
"The Hill" by Marketa Irglova, the version from the scene in Once, plays through and part of it with just piano plays on a loop for a few minutes.
"My House" by Flo Rida plays three times in a row, it gets louder near the end of the second play, and at the start of the third play it fades out slowly evenly throughout the song, so that the very end of the song is silent.
"I Created an Alloyed Seam" by Gregory Wredberg. I have not recorded this yet, but I think it will just be me saying the title about 50 times with no music, less than two minutes. It will play at the opening credits and at the closing credits.
"Farewell Transmission" by Songs: Ohia plays near the end.
A song by Sun Kil Moon, maybe My Love for You is Undying or something like it.
A song by Cribshitter, probably Jellyshoes. And Sunshine.
A song by Grand Buffet, maybe Oh My God, You're Weird, or one of their most sincere songs.
A song by Blackalicious, maybe Vessel. And Release with Saul Williams, Dose One, and Zach De La Rocha.
Elements of the Movie
There should be ten straight minutes of silence somewhere in the middle.
There should be ten straight minutes of a black screen.
There should be another solid color screen, maybe white fade to pink fade to red, or reverse, or black to red to pink to white, for about a minute.
Screenplay
The opening credits are like in old movies with separate screens and everyone's name in the cast and crew, alphabetically, and a different still background from the movie on each.
Silent and black after the credits for one minute.
Cut to an oak tree trunk about three feet away at night with a telephone pole security light behind it above screen.
Cut to the ground about two feet away. Dirt, sticks, and a bit of grass.
Cut to me lying asleep in bed, from the perspective of someone about 6 feet tall standing about two feet from the side of the bed.
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