I just wan t o type a normal blog.

I like to listen to Animal Collective a lot. It makes me happy to think of someone reading this, I love you are a beautiful and Special Person and You are capable of anything and are making the world better every second!!

I hope no child killers and rapers are reading this tho.
You all should stop what you are doing and atone and pay back everything you can to the people you have negatively affected. Get some professional help, life is really nice with a good attitude. After you are all better, tho, know that you are special and worth everything.

OK. I need to write a long ass research paper. I need to remember that no one is better or worse than anyone, or species, no one can be sterotyped and no one or anything is as it seems and things will always change.

Washington square memories. I walked in by dads old apartments last week, i think.
I saw an old guy at a bus stop, i thought about him being dad, I missed dad, and I thought about how old he would be, and I missed him later, i miss him now.. i thought about how strange and wonderful it would be to see him again.

I do not know if I can continue to go to Saint Edwards. I am a rambling shell of a humdrum humanoid like figure skating shadow of a rock on a tree birthing a light of heat and cold universal truth that sheds skin all so runny and funny and dripping and sloppy and from a dice point that awakes children of growing funguss and moss,,, eating ice cream that floats in side and out side,,, , ,, ,, and music in the moring of a quiet house and n atureee sittting patiently waiting out side and we alll dont even know its grand plan :}}}

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My wish is to make a woreld of better things.
I have a better plan to big make a thing that makes dear old world beg in mercy for a big and brighter and betttttttter things.... here

Here is a my secresst of god awful plan

I am going to steal a boat and hikack it and jack the high priest of al queada

He will explodde at my finger tips and from then on then the ocean will be a dent in the circle of the tides. I will KIll a fish throw it high into the air, if it remains in tact i will shoot a spark then it will bloom into a dozen or moore treees that will sprout schools in the vacinity

Thats allll.

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This is fun, Why not.

I just realised that people miight read this and now I am afraid to put things in here. I wanted people to know what I think. Now that I am not bent on lsing everything, I am more cautious, I started taking Lexapro yesterday, Tim took it, Sorry Tim!! Haha God damn, Modest Mouse , Beck!! I am very happy,. I saw nikki before she left today, Only she has not left maybe

Me and Pat have been watching the first season of SNL,,,, bab bbah ba :}

I like that nikki now knows where my house is. I want to go back to st. eds.
I hope I dont flunk out, and am not allowed back. :} Bahh, Gosh Cake Is swelllllll, the band, he just said.

The Band is a good Band. Me play frisbee today.

I want to say, I don't dislike everything on the radio.... :}

This godam Cat Face.... is soooooo Cuuuute.. . I love it, god damn, she needs to see once, and so does everyone........ sooooooooooooo Prettttttyyyyyyy!!! Oh
Im almost too happy for my own gooood, defiantely too happy for anybody elses good.

Eat Huney Bunches of Oats TM.

Godam Commercials and popular things make me sad sometimes and peoples lives. We need to see what is bad, so we can make it better, and not only care about our own happy small lives.

Morphine is like Waits. I am always worried about twhat people think of me, even when there is no one but myself to judge me.

It's funny to think about how we don't know whats real when I look at my finger and there are two of them... :}}}}}}

Ok just think about that then do something else,,,, moderation baby,,,, see me later bye bye
I lovwe youuuuuuu

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What I do

My bones hurt.
I walked 15 miles yesterday.
I wanted to go to Mount Bonnell.
I got about 2 miles away and gave up.
I did not know where it was at the time.
I was gone for about 5 hours.
When i got back I bought a Texas Sunrise at Meadows Coffee house.
I had some dreams last night. I took about ten minutes to write them down and was late for Computer class. I took the bus back part of the way yesterday. just down congress. I was so freakin tired. I went to sleep about ten or so last night. i slept till eight. then reset my alarm for nine and dreamed again.
It is tuesday. I dont know what to do.
i guess i will go now.
It is kind of grey today.
My plant is okay i guess.
I gotta go maybe something blog.
I hope you are happy.
I will be back someday.
bye bye {: