Sunday, December 29, 2019

Everything . Gets. Better . with . Age

A Dairy and Eggery on the North Coast of Australia Near Townsville


You can barely find any one

http://thenecksau.bandcamp.com/album/body

via Songs from the Bardo


I drank a bit of vodka, iw onder what the etyomonology of vodka is



monology


etymonline


i texted alex and aaron


i go to work with jesse and tim tomorrrow


i been coughin' a lot


well, a bit


i will be well in a bit


i love stuff


feed 2 thousand people

they live well


give more Good to this

we find our selves





This Voice Seems Loudly

Saturday, December 28, 2019

Lil Ski Bot an' Frens


i dew on the morning

12 PM

i drew on the mirror

after a shower

i got my phone to take a photo

i took no photo

of   Lil ski bot an' frens 

they were evaporating

skiin' doawn a moun'ain o' a   hill

hi    to    Lil cactus person

  an'   bird  wind  flies  close  to  feel

So Forever

%

i love Jesis

Jesus

is

my fren


Purrfect - Funki Porcini


on quora i read A WOman named Gayla  ,  june 1985 ,  the moon ,  journey

she sais 

I take my Christianity seriously.


on christmas   Little   Women

wonderful  to  watch

so yeah


My ma and i saw Jojo Rabbit yesterday

it is really nice

we will bake a frozen lasagne in an hour or so


Xtal - Aphex Twin


I have read about 80 pages of Good Husbandy

it is good

i love it

i imagined going to essex and meeting the kimballs

would be very weird and good, i hope

 mom and i talked about going to new england, new york, montreal

maybe   halifax


i felt kind of bad last night and this morn

i have had a cough a couple days

felt like a fever


i wonder when i will see aaron next

and andee

i want to give them The Dirty Life and Good Husbandry , after I buy it.

if they don't want to keep them i'll takem back


hope i feel good soon

i drank some bourbon nog

probably an extra bad time to


something else


mom plans to babysit tomorrow

she said i don't have to go . . . if i don't feel better, feel like it, don't want to


i unno


huh


i wanted to sleep more

i looked at tyler nilson's instagram


mom has been talking to tiff for about 2 hours, i think


we went to H E B about noon


got junk    and  a few  good   items


pat, bridge, kit, and lorena are coming for new years eve


i am looking forward to the sunday paper and most of all C B S sunday morning


i am not forward looking to going to work with Jesse and Tim

it will be fine


i am just too lazy

unhealth

i wanna take a walk on the road

later

I

LOVE

YOU

so    forever


                            Still    Forever



















 . . . .    Oedipal  wine

I am tasting the Am of each living subject

an oak, bark cell, a bacterium, a traincar full of squid derailed en route to New York from Montreal

an American person who has been living less than 45 years, 16 billion brain tendrils

All of us are conscious

aware of the Others    beyond beside within us

roads, streets, skies, restaurants, foods, sicknesses, movies

Bridge - Amon Tobin

aunts, cousins, coworkers, grandfather, dogs, fish, living rooms, gnats, worms

 . . . .    Produce winds the sun's light, a finger hair nerve cell, grow enough time to look into a meaningful machine

to record the intentional outcomes

Beneficial

Water

Electrocuting elocution, We savor Five Life Timers, WE organise safe Relocation

able   free   aromatic    healing    mental    resources

then End

                              The Staunton Lick     -     Lemon    Jelly




Thursday, December 26, 2019

Walk with the Cloudy Dawn after Christmas


Go to work at 7 a.m. on the roads

Have a paper cup of luke warm weak coffee

Go to the tiny bathroom

Get caught by your boss whackin' off

And the secretary's name is Melinda.

They put you in a compact car

Tell you, Son, you will not go far.


What's the date? Do you have any time?

If we can arrange a new date

Maybe Taco Bell.


They send me a pink letter

It reads, Get Off

Every day gets wetter.         [ everyday-get sweater ]

I fly to the top of Earth.


                        and Lovely music sounds ideas




i want to fly to Cape Town now

Live in a bad hotel for 6 years

Read 60 books

And write 3




Tuesday, December 24, 2019


you lost all of it

but you can get a little back

that you cannot explain

because you know not whence it came.

Free dance and sing


[ i wrote this in a sprial about 30 minutes ago i ]


I Follow My Home to the sky of the Mind

in my Body bones Liquids Airs Where Are

Thoughts , How do i control cells -

Nerves , Neurons , Quarks  Waves

Purpose  Eternity , What else is a

Soul ,  Can I see your Love

is it red and sticky and made

of smaller or Larger People

Made of Choices and Virtues

excellence , Being Better than what

May be Possible . Making Meaning ,

changing Every thing for ever


         Make   breakfast ,  ( Love + Kill : ) :

                   Animals to eat

                        Grow Gardens and

                                 Healthy

                                        Minds



i

just took a walk for about 2 minutes, but i was too cold to want to stay outside

i wonder what would happen if everyone did nothing for a day

stayed where they slept   or slept all day   or something

things would break

  power plants      infrastructures

fires        floods

people would go hungry         go cold

sick people would die sooner

animals would get in different situations probably

wild      out of our control


how long to fix everything if we can      get it back to how it was before we let it all go


how still and quiet can Earth be









Kimchi

Brother of me

No need to make anyone . . . anything

Be anyone or anything



Monday, December 23, 2019

Pizza Lane!

Pizza on the train!

Pizzas are my brains!

I hope I learn the ways

to follow the Saviour back to Pizza Lane!

I was born in a seminary.

Commissary was a nightmare once again.

Cold pizza for lunch.

I think I have a bit of a hunch.

My friends and I escape out the window!

We steal the old bike and speed thru the dusty light!

I scream, WE WILL BE ALL RITE.



Sunday, December 22, 2019


Fray   Writ

We love . . . . for a reason.
What does it mean? Is it true? Is part of it true? Is it part of the truth?

i talked to a hermit and I asked him about his lodging.
He talked to me and he answered all my wondering.
We sat on his little brown wood stools, think about all bodily functions and timing and facilities, and we perspect his 100 square foot earthy yoda hut, as we converse to meet our perceived needs and ends of tunnels and wires, trains, telephones. We deserve a rest - opposite the effort to exist - after being awake, moving muscles, burning calories for 10, 12, 14, 17 hours of a day, sun life.

For all children
Gotta eat
An older

Plants lean to fuller connections.

I will learn.

Warn

Walls of Building

The Ways to Get Out - The Books

Our families above me


He Was A Total Waste Of time.

       Parting Of The Whole

But Now He is O K Enough To Remember

               To Remind

      Enjoying a Conversation

            4%  Laughing


And while we still

Saturday, December 21, 2019

_ Free _ Time _ [ i need to read ] _


Song is makes Music helps me

I like to dream

Read to Dream

I accidentally wrote every wrong word, but is all mistakes made the Good Thing

Out of the Wierd and Unsexpected

It was A Combination and we were Maybe Grateful for a Moment

I saw a car in elgin : Grateful Ted's Carpet and Tile Cleaning

I drank almost a cup of Italian Keurig
rite now

This is Not the Left You Remember the Rite of Going Home every Minute that is Poping Possible that we rest and set aside for Poor Remembered Little People

The Portion of Food, Like Bread, Grape, 2 ounces, 1 Gram, A dead Dad, a Forgotton God


I like to type, i wonder at the meaning of Kantori Ongaku and Devendra Banhart


The over Head lite is on, 3 fluorescent bulbs, twisty glass stuff

a thing, an atom, a prescence, a tending, A written Job to make something of the energy and Time and the One Thing

will become, is becoming the Other Thing

Two or More Things of the Same Time

Hinges making

Hum Blood Statements

My Friend - Bill c    is   One of my favourite songs or Things and Friends


Every Person is my friend

this can Be True

Are You all rite ?



Four Space

Everyone Is Also Like You


I wonder if Martha Stewart likes Gatorade.

Wonder if Medina will make her 11 o'clock practice appointment.

If the Subaru forrester outback was still open for or ever

and if they made the 15,000 part checkup.

Craig's dog is a leaving for Saturdays or Now or Never.

Creamate Cats

To the Edge

The More Over


We Love Mom

For a Meal

Today


Sing Sting :   I will . .  be loved . .



Monday, December 9, 2019

No Such Thing as Boredom


hey how are you ?


i drank some rum nog and white wine with cranberry sprite


i am okay


i hear Spiegal im Spiegal now


I was listening to tim heidecker inspired spotify playlist


but i got tired of that kind stuff


Mom will go to help the school kids in about 30 minutes


I think I will drink more

wine maybe


maybe watch ASMRisAwesome

i got the password


  .   .   .    .


i plan to work with jesse and tim tomorrow at 9


mom said they forecast cold and rain

maybe we will not work then


i hope . .   .   some thing


no  thing is nothing

 anything is everything


even    thing





    How   Many    Words


    Together     Together


How many words together


Listen to Arvo Part

the first time       The Deer's Cry


Parvo   Art


















White Space


People Can See Anything by the Eyes of Mind

Any Thing Is Possible


Every Thing Will Be Very Agreeable to 3 People of 4


The Unfeeling CEILING


The Final Week of Fall 2019


Pink Blue Butterfly, Green Yellow Field, Mabel Davis District Park


Human Bodies Full of Heavy Snow


An Instrumental New Age


For Relaxation


Daily Exercise



Friday, December 6, 2019


I have tried to make every excuse possible!

Now I gotta try to sleep outside the Door!


I look at my senior year book photo;

Yes, that's me.

As am I

. . . .

You feel about this way of life

Any thing one thinks has meaning and voice.

. . . . We should all be nice.



Tuesday, December 3, 2019


 in 76

2076

Tim turns 89

And I 87

  .   .    .




The Future ( Listen to Beat Street Breakdown )

Y O U A R E
T H E F U T
U R E P L E
A S E R E M
E M B E R A
L W A Y S


Z E R O
B U L L
S H I T
O K A Y


I S M Y
M O M A
C O O L
G U Y ?


R H E T
O R I C
S Q U A
K E R S


E M E R
G E N C
Y F L A
S H E R




in 1985 i was re hospitalized

for re introducing

celestial vibrations .  .   .    .


inspired by Silver Jews , Random Rules

and Purple Mountains

I hope he is resting in peace

wonder in why and how he ever did any thing .


the ways i do any thing I can for you

because I can


In My Way


there are other words and sentences i thought to type . .


On my way

Always i am




Sunday, December 1, 2019

The Fuse of Time


a free write

My hollow green Nest below the trade of fields

Arbitrates the houses beckoning frozen

Loopholes of Land Owning

So I create new folds on the open creases

white fight old soul

while ghost reactions

Act the Yearly most sub    substantial

If You forgot

I only ask " Because we need to be free, why do we Muse Force and Stars

Perpetual

Able but A Rare Ask

Our Actual open youth Nadir Zenith

Practicalities

Foretell

Appease

the Wills

deep direct

I ask once more,

To You

Salad

on Green

Music

Force Lite

Make Space-Time

Only Let

My We Are