Veda MRI

 As far as you're aware, do you have any allergic reactions to the MRI contrast agent? It's gadolinium-based.

. . . .

So it looks like your doctor has ordered an MRI contrast agent, which means about halfway through the test, I'll take you out of the MRI, and just do a quick injection of the gadolinium agent. That should improve the contrast and clarity of the second set of images.

Are you on dialysis? 

So that's it for questions. 

...

So, again, what I'm giving you is called gadolinium. It's gadolinium-based. It's an MRI contrast agent, and it's just an injection. Sometimes we do it as an IV, but today we're just going to do yours as an injection, and what it does is increases the contrast and clarity of the next set of images we're doing. 

. . . being in a people printer . . .

Printer Paper, Ink

 It's 15:04, Friday, November 20th, 2,020. I am practicing my hand-

writing. That 'w' is too close to the left edge of the page.

I just heard about movehumanityforward.com.

I'm not really practising my handwriting. I wanna do something healthy

and good. It's 15:11.   - Where you gonna go? Convention center?,

the park by the freeway bridge?, your mom's House?

I listened to watched most of Adrianne Lenker Tiny Desk Home

Concert: I am little shivers on my skin, mental electricity, salt

water on my eyeballs; sailing from Texas to Hawai'i on a coffin,

I plant it vertically on a beach, open to the ocean.

I'm drinking Kentucky Tavern. Mom and I are getting Popeye's tonight. It's 15:43.

I don't know what else. 15:51, I've been watching H3 After Dark.

¬¬ it's 16:33 - I am writing more, drinking Sean's Irish cream, - that

I poured into a Kirkland irish country cream bottle, from costco.

- Sorry. I don't know. We may take a walk in our hood in a few

minutes. My mom wants to washe the dishes because they're

bothering her. " Chrome isn't responding "  I closed it.

My tablet background is a white moose/elk. I saw it on a 

home page, swedish hunters shot one.

The natives call it, Ghost/Spirit moose/elk.

I shot 3 arrows today. Mom and i set up a cardboard box

to shoot at, about 4 feet tall, i missed the first 2 and not

the 3rd. For thanks giving day, 2 brothers, Pat + Kit, + Lorena

and Bridges. For fun. Why, Who, How. ? The screens and

   Faces

Pong Morning Sun

 Breakfust came before us

We are snow life

Happen us now.

" I call it delicious spice " brawn poison water

GM Vaporwaves

How else 

Blue morning

Make me read the sway of time blood before honest reduction gallivanting galaxies

Gals, non-bin Nidorans

I hope they interact harmoniously with each other

and unknowable energies 

for the fabrics, funnily peacing 

 

 The Message of the Person ,   Omnipotently Actualising

Lez-Be-Franz

i listen to TEMPOREX

Open Letter kinda annoys me

the album Care is awesome

crazy he was only 16

my mom is leaving in about 30 minutes and will be back in about 6 or 7 hours

lunch with her bro and sis in austin and maintenance at the mazda dealership

living poor in a wild place with mostly mean people

 -  First Cow

elsewhere a lot of rape and murder

 -  The Nightingale

making tasty foods, making close good friends

getting better, feeling better

love a movie

love people

I am planning to do some dumb, selfish things after mom leaves

i wonder what i should do

i want to contact Eden East, seems like i should

i need money and to contribute to the health of humanity

i should call the i r s

i want to read more farm notes from essex farm and look at photos

kristin

god holy mother, noble causes, ingenious detective of the soul from Brooklyn and neighbors helping ourselves to the love and begging and foregiveness

that swallows our hope in the yellow bulging nude frog belly nocturnal nature human growth indoors holy hollow skin bone gracious grace humbling ink stained unconventionally un attractive, horses deer moose elk whiny engine motor home reset quiet alarm taste gravy black under european skies erasing killer tendencies typhoon unrest feelers beckon you open youth channels closest rights of green government diet and exercise purpose persons unconfounded and wholly all-one now and always in every possible mind to believe friends having giving thanks thank you and good night. I hope you sleep well. See ya tomorrow!

i want to go now to work on Essex Farm as long as I need to, to be a benefit and do the most good i can for the future of humans and Earth / Cosmos...

The End

T M O T P O A

 To undo that which must be done

that is the mission of the Protector of Alsengeal

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

It's a wide valley. It's a stranger out of town.

Living Goals

 Live about 1 year in

New York City

L A / Cali

Midwest / Great Lakes / Minnesota / Wisconsin / Ohio / Chicago / Pennsylvania

Canada , maybe 2 years

Alaska

Hawai'i

Japan

China

India

Australia / New Zealand

Africa

Europe

Sweden

more than a year working on a farm

Total: about 15 years , maybe age 35 to 50

settle down wherever is best for me

The end

when i die

i hope i have done more good than not

the most good i could do ,  which is impossible to know ,  unless being one with eternity and some kind of omniscience is possible , 

i am certain that i could have done much better ,  ethically , spiritually , and still could be better

oh well

i'll figure something out

go somewhere

get somewhere

know people

 Please check back in a bit and fall in love even faster.

Less Than Twenty Percent

 to make good choices 

to make life better for one thousand humans

for the last one thousand years. 

Bizarres were Wonder Womans

portrait on the backs of the skies

create sinus reliefs

Guest Vocals by DJ

 and the after  meaning

The Background Waves

 Not Really

not thinking about this

These People

are not inter esting

white columns

Come back napping in ferno

by beach house

are you still your self

have you changed at all

are you not the one who you

       used  to  be

leave a lone

what you said you could

price less pay

for the world we are

push it on

when the now now becomes the how

language meets

all our selves have come to stay

come to mean

by the being shore

unconditioning  we  ask

are we not the same

where and why are we

?

by

be you layer

later

 Tu are like a party where everything is worth it

every one is okay

What if

i  r  L

meat space

the Wild

You have encounted

you are always ,  have been ,  will be

A U

and arrange

an arrangement

wut u

are trying to mean

tryin '  2  b

bless

conjugal verbs

always resisting

a restrainable 2 u

begin by relearning

keep up

and slow up

and show up

you are here

congrats and welcome

goodbye to now

hello eternal

a waiting

the You

by being your self

the every one self

the end .

 be a rumbling walk

cars and pebbles 80 miles of asphalt plus the other millions of miles and cubic tonnes of raw earth materials for production and destruction

i dont want to think about thw words i want

it is free flowing and dirty aand gross

do you want to go To Be over there on the neat sterile grass patch among the greys, smallish part of cities, dying trees, not the Correct amount of water

With me, to sit or talk, Barthel said ' than to be with You '

Thank for letting me to be

Thank for giving the option and clear choice and Optimum bestness of the words and living the Correctness of the human dying body, making me better by being To be with the other choosers walking and sitting around the life of plants water air sunlight

a hospitable place

gotta get thirst

and a craven gut

gotta use telescopes and microscopes. gotta keep detailed records of empirical data

gotta analyze critically

Man lies on the path, probably born wrong

a corporation factory

gotta dance like liquid light, leaning nowhere

i am going to eat two halves

of everything bagels

all correct,

talk to you later

love ya, bye

yes

 What do you feel, trying not to feel? 

Belinda ,  psychiatric cardiac examination explanation 

Belinder. Proper english 

And that's excellent? 

Very relaxing 

8 hour flight

Attending 

Ting ting

And water on a bed

Cellular chemical exchange, osmosis, traveling thru cell walls,  membranes 

Water weight

Plastic glass on the edge of the desk by the bed

wet saturated sinking dripping

sticky or cold

noodles or beef

ice, clouds

The sink water smells good 

Faucet water, tap water 

Tastes good

Feels Good 

google cool greenhouse bandcamp

How are you?

 I don't know. 

Who are you? 

I don't know if I'm anyone. 

What are you? 

This.

Why are you? 

I don't know if I have a choice... but Yes.

I might be because I have a choice. 

A will. A self. Belonging to our mind. A grace. A gift. Thanks. You're welcome. 

Good Bye

Yes

Boggle direct to blogger.com

 Sold

Lore

Gore

Gas

Sag

Solo

Boos

Lobs

Tans

Sand

Loses

East

Bolos

Ante

Roles

Toes

Best

Sea

Logs

Gel

Ah yes 

 word vomit

starter  imagination

i walked on Cutting Horse yesterday eve and thought i want to make a book named Word Botching . i thought of a cover with a guy holding his hands like binoculars and a bird flying out of each eye , like song birds, robins or so. 

i saw vultures on the light lamps on the old bridge into downtown and thought of my love of birds, for birds.

i like flying flighted birds. i like penguins more than ostriches

bird by byrd by anne lamott

starter pokemon ,  racoon , possum ,  i forgot the third , i saw a photo of the 3 together on facebook. rural america . American South

i also thought of a book by me called My Memories ,  Memoirs

my life by bill clinton

i thought of posting to facebook: memory is crazy ,  electrical chemical reactions in our brains / bodies ,  neurons or synaspes store info. Something triggers an impulse, images enter our mind, feelings in our bodies, sort of almost maybe What really happened and how. What we felt and thought, words emotions. I don't know. This is impossible to understand fully. Seems that we exist not only in the present moment

.com

our selves spread though all our imaginations and memories and

all the energy, space and time we influence and connect with

innovate  itself

" Stacy Abrams "  in a low pitch voice, like slow motion, starts a mostly intrumental song, mostly a short funky catchy simple lovely bass melody , long bending string notes, light drums

When  I  was queen of the island

if you are a name ,  then you just woke up

Sounds Like a Magical Conglomeration of Memories