Saturday, June 29, 2019

A Willion


A Willion Rains of Corn

Two Rains of Jealous Lucky

2 Waynes

Human People with No Jaws


Two Concsiosnesses at the Same Time ?

Hill  Blocks  View

Thursday, June 20, 2019

. . . dairy



       Cool Dreams of Euripides

     Nacho Cheese at Applebee's


My other and I just got home from HEB.

She got stuff for our trip to Corpus Cristi.

I just opened a bottle of Simple Life pinot noir and put a champagne glass next to it.

It is so important

to let it breathe . . .

That is from A Simple Man. I just made the connection to Simple Life.

I just been listening to a few songs from my Starred on Spotify.

I just had a few sips of wine.

It is 14:57.

We are making pork chops and potatoes and salads in 2 to 3 hours.

It is 15:00

I don't know what I wanna do.

I watched all but 10 or so minutes of the latest Ear Biscuits, Our Keys to 18+ Years of Marriage.

I like them a lot.

I'm gonna watch youtube. H3 podcast.

I like Gus Johnson.

I just finished a glass of wine.

It is 15:09. It is 15:10.

It's 15:19

I listened to Sanddollars by WHY?

I looked at some words of From Dawn to Decadence, made some pen marks in it.

I looked at facebook, Tim Braun's dog Dusty died.

It makes me kind of happy.

Here COmes the Night TIme  -   Arcade    Fire

I like   it.      good .

We saw the last eps pf Chernobyl last eve.

It is    okay.    Nice  fine.

3 full days till we go to the beach.

Saturday, I volunteer at the library from 10 to 12

the to Pat's Games, meet Pat and Kit, play Magic


      Broke    -   Modest    Mouse

I    fcuk    in    Love    thsi    snog   .    .    .

some   things    that   I    want    to     regret


broke the count  so   I  broke  a  sweat

broke   a   promise  cause   my car broke down

such a classic excuse it should be broke by now

    {  :

   ha  ,   now   it's  Lives - Modest Mouse


it is 15 : 36

Mozzarella    Swasticas - Adam Green

I just poured almost all of the rest of the Emmet's irish cream into the champagne glass

My is lying on her bed . . . the TV is off
     ^
   Mom

I drank almost all of the big bottle of emmet's in 2 or 3 days.

it's   15  :  39

40

     Visiting    Statue   -   Grimes

it is      beautitful

   .  .    .     .

I am probably about half drunk

  ha ,  Trying  -  The  Frames    {   :      perfect


I been   Standing at my desk,

I have my left foot on my desk


This morning after Yoga - Core

and during, after breakfasts

mom and i watched Rick Steves, Northwest Endgland

{:  ha,,,,   End

i liked it

Black Pool

Lake    District

whate   everings


I drank all the emmet's in my glass

okay


styrofoam boots -  modest mouse

why is it playing so much M. M.


it's   15   :   48


tired

i'm sitting


walcott   -    vampire   weekend


inn  ocent


every   one     is      young


maybe   i will watch listen to  dodger   dexbonus   brooke  thorne

just  chatting

coffee

saturdat  morning


The Wood Will Be a Wake Tonight   -  McCarthy  Trenching

I just added to my Funeral youtube playlist.

it's 16   :   08


okay,,   talk to you  later  ,  babies 

love you




















Monday, June 17, 2019

One - Halph - Drunk


Sex . . . . Kill

    I am  Kidding

Of Course

    Always Kidding

  All Ways Kidding


I am   not   real


I am   Nothing

. . . .

  Just

. . .

All     Is    Just



I don't like to eat your Grass

I'm a human; don't remind Us

. . . Free . . . Write


Y o l o

I am born   to   day

I listen to   LustforLife   ByggyPpoiup


He   Ever  Yone   Is   Du M M

I m  Harm    On

To You: I hope you trade Tu Time for  Total MeaningFul Love begin The Farm The Spouse The Child The Food The

Water. Happen. Happy.

The Airports

The Airplanes

The Air Lines

The Places

To SLeep

To Rest

To Gamble

To Love

Wash the hand

the Clothes

the skin

the organs

the medicines

the blood

the Hospitals

The Doctors

The Nurses

Save Our Lives

The Jesus

Who Saves Your Soul

Begin

To Remember

To Notice

Blackaliscious - Release - Blazin' Arrow

Head Bangin'


Learn   ALL   Math


Eternal


He   She    It    I    Tried

Clean

Floors

Counters

Tools

Human

Brains

                 -    SAul Will-aims

It's 15:20

I started almost 30 minutes ago

I drank a wine glass full of Emmet's Irish cream

and I pored some more , about half a glass


I want

to read

Dawn to

Decadence

.

later

   <3 p="">        -  grg










The Gay Now


Bitch   is

Suck my DIck

24 horas a days. And I want to get

A little Bit

Gay Now   . .


Bich  es

Sug  my  DIch

    a Little Bit

    Gay   Now   . . . .






Twelve Maples


  `` ``^` `     ``^``      ``^ ` ` ` ` ` ^` ` ` ` ` ` `^`  `` `  ` ` `^`
 ` ` ````````II``   `  II   `````````````````````  II ``    ` `II`    `` I`I` ` ` ` ` ` ` `I`I`

  `` `        `^` `     ``^``      ``^ ` ` ` ` ` ^` ` ` ` ` ` `^`  `` `  ` ` `^`
 `     ` ````````    II``   `  II   `````````````````````  II ``     ` `II`     `` I`I` ` ` ` ` ` ` `I`I`



The     `      End

Saturday, June 15, 2019

Atop. Aloud. Await. Alight.


I don't wanna sleep where the packages fall .

The e-mails pile up at the end of the hall .


Interdimensional   Fruit   Tray

Friday, June 14, 2019

Thanks for Telling


  -  Beautiful Dreamer - Mates of State  -

Listening to my Starred Spotify,
Driving home early from
Volunteering at Bastrop Public Library,

I say aloud softly,
"I feel better."

'Thanks for telling me,'
I think to myself.



The Strawberry Limits

dawn again , wake again , all ready a-wake

Phone

Hey - .. Greg? .. Is that you?

Everything is me.

I am everything.   I am what you want . .

Chant y Sing

Down to wn driving school

Summer has to be so cool . .

17 -   Sharen Von Ettan

I used to be 17  ,   said the Anyone who is 17 or older


I'm hearing Car Seat Headrest

happy news for sadness


Mother and I saw Baskets season 4 episode 1 last night , 1st Airing

Then the last episode of season 3

We thought we had seen 3 seasons

We only saw

Two . .

It must be in my top ten or 20 favorite shows , or things generally . .

Maybe I gess

Gestate

By bye

. . Octophant . . . ? Question Mark ?


One must stand tall

To place the Octopus

Upon the Elephant

.

I  was inspired by Dodger , Dooger , Brooke Thorne ,
Talking about her child Clarke 
Takin a bath 
With toys


thEnd



Thursday, June 13, 2019

Half End Half


My MOM and DAD   failed   in   ways   that   YOU    never   would   or   ever will . . .    .

   . .   .



Thursday, June 13, 2019


Notes : From Dawn to Decadence , The "Artist" Is Born


<3 br="">
Love

p. 66
                             Theorists + Practicioners :  Leone Battista Alberti

Michelangelo , Maderno , bernini  . .


"The West"

Already has Fallen

 " Descended "  into  Decadence

We are  merely   rearranging   facts   on  the   Floor  of   Human   History . . .


This is our Axial Age

We make a turn

Better or   Worse


Okay   ,    Maybe   .


I just drank Hlaf a bot o Chard   -  Problem


I just began to listen to Helado Negro

Album  :    This    Is    How    You     Smile

.

I tesxted Alex Ramirez  ,  "   Heard [ . . . . . ] "


I  Got ta  sign up   for  the Las  Vegas  Magic  Frest . . .

100 dollars.  Oh well ,  I got  a credit card . . .

Cap Uno .



I listened to Sharon Van Etten - Remind Me Tomorrow


 D I F F I C U L T Y


I just "sined"
 Up  and texted Kit and Pat . .


Listening to Running by Helado Negro

 . . .    .   Nice


I  hope  very  soon

I stop

Doing dumb stuff : Like Pizza , Alcohol , Inter Netties "  . .  Et Cet

Dishes . . . Sink . . .  Waste . .  Bad-ing  Body / ies

then Thinking words like :

I am going to kill myself

I am going to kill Every One

i am the best person I ever met
<3 br="">
<3 br="">I am the Only Person  I ever  met . . .

<3 br="">DO'nt care

DO es n't  Matter

I love everyone, I cum One Billion TImes in a row ,

Every

Attractive

Person  [ [ [ [  Females Under ~ 50  ] ] ]


I am So Extremely Tired of my Crap Mind .

It   [ I ]   feels   [ feel ]    Wierder every day .   <  H e r


H   e  r  s


Potato

Office


b . . . . .

Never

End

The End
          -  A R T   -  _  ^  _  -   W O R K  -

          P R A C T I S E    Good    God


Brunch Lake

Brunch Leak

West Bay

Bestway


I'm not Angry

I'm  The   Great   Barrier    Ree f



Wednesday, June 12, 2019

You're the Type of God I need :


             [  bill callahan  -  faith / void  ]


You're the Type of God I need :
Raise your face, feel the creed.
Raise the Faith, reveal your creed.

This small path is like a thorough Fare ,
No tall grass like over There
Wilder   North
Milder   Air

Beyond the Scare

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

My Memories


From an old recording I put on soundcloud


My Memories

my memories

My Body know what to do to keep being my Body


My Mammaries

My Memories

are My Memories

are

My Body

knows what to do to keep being my Body

My Bodies

My Memories



                                                   what are we . . . .

Or

he sings nice words

So Nicely

Audio Tran S cyrpt


[ Lucky by Kat Edmonson plays with pauses to buffer ]

I feel so good, so bad ;

I feel so happy, so sad ;

I want to be an angel ;

I want to love you

on the golf course of love.

Please be my friend ;

Let us speak about the end.

I want to love every one again.

Then begin the sentence that changes the minds of the folk heroes.

They feel like they cannot begin, but they can.

And I wonder how we will speak on the road on the street

To the people we meet,

and we tackle each other's hands ;

and the hands blow up like cancers.


I wanna love you on the Heavenly Plains;

the planes fly across the Angelic Land.

The Earth is a ball of Reasonable Love for Us All,

and we can understand, it's too perfect to rearrange.

I'm smelling your face, and your love is an angel

on the razorblade of Heaven descending upon us.




Reach around to the last option you will ever have.

You are my sense of Yes and yes,

because we are the ones who will bless

the ones

begin

I speak, I spoke, I will speak;

You make me breathe and

relieve your hardest work;

We speak to each other and

We hold each other up above the loveliness

that we love to ... haa piness ...




I feel so Light;

I feel so ... You feel

I am ... You are

The Image of a lonely star

Come to me

I will come to you ;

Now let us go, now ...

[ whistles ]  [ Kat : Just a dream ]



The  End


Kat Edmonson


Just Wait

Again.



[ silent static ]


[ sniffles ]




{ Kat : ooh }

Oh, Lucky you

Lucky, Lucky Me

























Above all else

More than any thing

All we feel is Perfect Pain


I don't really know what that means

I talked about it

I thought my phone was recording






Catch  Me Dead

For the Love of God


What did they mean? What will they mean?

Freee My Love - Adam Green

Monday, June 10, 2019





Metamucil is not the church organ

you are a miracle ,   your  fading   body


Teal  Hose  /  Hoes 


try   to   get    less    cancer


Pretty Little Girl

Large Lovely Guy

Hey  ,   You    ,   Dar       Ling        Baby

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


Saturday, June 8, 2019

Strangel


Hey. It is like a free write. A free writing exercise of freedom.

My bones are cold in the morning. Dear Flatulence,

I know you will find us well and good, as Saturday morning

Becomes the infinite Dawn of Sunday morning. All the mists

And for the Everness I miss The. e.

Don't never look now

I spill the yellolk on the Moose Tide at 7

U only mistake the Wander, for the Real next Best yet Hold juice For

The Onliest

My Children

B hi

Beg A Begin

 WHEN    I    AM    THE    END

Blue.    Beach.      Bleach.     Coral.      A shell.

So I make you. I make of you

You Biquitous

Quit

The Biscuits

I am an angel

In 2,023, I just got your message and Your Meaning and your wet cleaning

Women

You are Simple and the Best

           Lates

                                 Bruise.            Beige.

I love

You



                            .
                    O K 
 - ~ ^ >     Per fect
                   I . You


                                                                                                     [ egojo ]

12 51 pm

( Love Yourself - Sufjan )

               I was viewing Tru Dectiv Seson 3 at then. Carmen ^ lovely.

To do List  = 

  1. Sit well . ( sally )
  2. Listen well to People , Think well , Talk well .
  3. Set up new hot tub pump.
  4. Read my books that I began , More than 2 pages a day , at a time , One sesh , One sitting. I am.
  5. Eat good salad , meats , Prepare , Perfect Portion , Fortify , Enough energy , For Best decisions
  6. Look for jobs , ACC library , schools , Bastrop . . . wherever. ~~ Be Good Person
  7. b as correct as I knowhow. Do right. Figure Out myself * Soul  Life  Meaning  Cal Ling












Friday, June 7, 2019

Hold Me on the Inside


Hold Me on the Inside


       what      he       said

. . Forget . . What . .


" Forget yourself

You are the Albatross "

            -Me


i didn't know

that they didn't know .



The Tale of Grehopitiru and Bermuda

In 1998, I rode Bermuda, the black horse, into Marlborough. I was 29 year-old white prince Grehopitiru.
As we crossed the city line, 13 townsfolk threw flowers that bounced off me and Bermuda.
We stopped at the first inn, The Lonely Pussy. The innkeeper, Lola, gave us each a pint of hot strong beer. Bermuda and I gulped them down then went to our usual room, 208.
Bermuda curled up on the ten foot wide bed of hay in the center, and I kicked my boots off and lay on the floor boards by the open door.
We had just come from destroying the evil city-state of London.
We slept fourteen hours.
At 7:01 am Bermuda and I walked downstairs and hugged Lola's burly figure "Goodbuy."
We walked for 20 minutes and 20 hours to the town of Elk Grass 399 miles inland, near the center of Indian Land.
We met Hope Leaven Worth near Saint Petersburg and Saint Augustine and Jacksonville Floridas.
Walkin' on the side of The Farm
to Market road
85%   drunk    on   sweet   alcohols . . .

                                              Is    it   Me   ?

l i s t e n   t o   Panther    by     Big   Stick .


Oaky ,  Back to the Story :   Bermuda  got a little thorn in    His Her  THeir  Left  Front  Paw.

We were 20 miles south East of Elk Grass and the Grasses were Winners, If N you Know what i Mean.
l i s t e n  to  Summercamp vs Fake Moustache Tree   by   Boats

She He THey  was  in pains   so  I helped   . .  I help

Then  Our  Athletic Friends  by  Boats .

a n d     La   Luz    by    Los   Dead    Dreams

.  The  End

A Molecular Average Age of All Pink Bunson Burners 

And Why

Cremation     Reversal

Elder Berries

Elder Flowers







Saturday, June 1, 2019

Canberra, Canada


Shape    SHape    Shape

Love Leaf   Love Leaf   Love Leaf


Couture   Couch   MeaL


Canberra, Canada


We Canberra lot. How much can we bear?





Plastic Half a Year

Day Before

Three Steps by the Back Door

37,000 Trees and Other Plants