Succession Planting or Shelf Stable surplus
As inventors introduce and industries integrate and develop, the way a society chooses its foods, what we eat and how we spend our lives and our times... shift and grow in scale, instability and losses of control, loss of possibility.
I leave early. Ellen sings wise sun photons.
Saturday, June 20, 2020
Thursday, June 18, 2020
What Not to Write _ Forever . . . .
( I Love Everyone ( equally ) )
[ - Lucinda Williams
What if ? ]
I suck the ignition switch
I suck the igniter hose
Queen Slave Slut, recomposes blonde
schools for science, All the Japanese witches say
Long shacks.
I been watchin' GMM ./ and wisky and wine
I smil'd. and Laughed.
We are about to eat pretzel dogs and tater tots
Watch Portlandia episode 5. maybe a movie or
Keeping Faith Swan Sea Wales . . . . I'ma die.
Later, Love, Greg.
P. S. African Bottle Nose Neck.
I bot her 19 , 95 solid Flu Pose
and 6 streets on Paris and we made plans
to sci fi court with Jenni and Paul
I know you know!
here the Sign Follows - on the Roads . . Forwards , dusty words
Young Lovers , the empty space :
Kiko +
Sammy _
Wait
and
Leave - _ Us.
Wednesday, June 17, 2020
Free write during Soil class 6 , Wednesday . . .
Life was hard. Profilactic under soil , Weed Sprout
Stunt Roots , Are tomatoes evil? White chest
Pink Filament , Photo Growth. Membrane
Rupture Success , A genetic story , The climax The Fall
" even if , after you're gone. "
Ag tech College ... Lon gChaine Carbz! ex-
Hicks vs Hippys vs Bouncers In Dirt
Life. Let's Go ahead together . . .
The 3 most Useful Fail Safe Tools
Infallibility , Cross Sections and 95% accurate Projections
My Life is a Carrit
Bled from a Fossil Grove on Dawn I Love Foo d.
Few Miles of Diet Slave Labor
For 60 Million Years I Love Your Musical
Dream Time Leaving Purpose 19 to All Windows
Practical Scientist Proposal , Read ev'ry Page
Valid and All Loved Loving My Real Friend.
Stunt Roots , Are tomatoes evil? White chest
Pink Filament , Photo Growth. Membrane
Rupture Success , A genetic story , The climax The Fall
" even if , after you're gone. "
Ag tech College ... Lon gChaine Carbz! ex-
Hicks vs Hippys vs Bouncers In Dirt
Life. Let's Go ahead together . . .
The 3 most Useful Fail Safe Tools
Infallibility , Cross Sections and 95% accurate Projections
My Life is a Carrit
Bled from a Fossil Grove on Dawn I Love Foo d.
Few Miles of Diet Slave Labor
For 60 Million Years I Love Your Musical
Dream Time Leaving Purpose 19 to All Windows
Practical Scientist Proposal , Read ev'ry Page
Valid and All Loved Loving My Real Friend.
Peace and justice
The priority on a continent
Peoples of exchange where here forever
Ex Change
Learn better. Share, othering, repair, Trust.
Why and how these 500 plus years ?
Anyone says
Good Time
Real connected mature evolving enlightened human people
Do Good
Hosts of books, homes for cultivating
Space and time to learn grow
Really amazing potential, self actual
The star trek
Self Meaning
Mystical
Bodies
Bigger infinites
Closer eternities
Chopped sauteed green yellow purple brown foods
Almost All Knowing and Understanding
Pure Perfection
Rest Face
Eyes Mouth
Be Love
Yes.
Written by and through and for Someone
The priority on a continent
Peoples of exchange where here forever
Ex Change
Learn better. Share, othering, repair, Trust.
Why and how these 500 plus years ?
Anyone says
Good Time
Real connected mature evolving enlightened human people
Do Good
Hosts of books, homes for cultivating
Space and time to learn grow
Really amazing potential, self actual
The star trek
Self Meaning
Mystical
Bodies
Bigger infinites
Closer eternities
Chopped sauteed green yellow purple brown foods
Almost All Knowing and Understanding
Pure Perfection
Rest Face
Eyes Mouth
Be Love
Yes.
Written by and through and for Someone
Tuesday, June 16, 2020
A Kind Yellow
not my concept of time
Tall lands untouched by mini vans
Tall waters
Leeann's Rhyme : Hair Salon Paragon
My Mom Was the God of Telephone Calls
I came back to all the places where I had been
Spaces where a person can be. Still. Stand or Sink, Water or Soil, Lifted or Seen
Locomotive local positions, co ordinates
To a fine point, in a pinch, slap, spank, Red as a fault filled blush unit Compute completely optimize control Ultimate Usability, blunt kill Till Unintend
to be Honest
Tame Lame Fire Brain
To feel the lives of the land
Of my hot flowing blood.
Where heat and microscopic lives
Become more human bodies, more of our skins and muscles and joints and fluids and hairs .......
Our Dead Bodies
Of our Parent's Children, Grandparent's Grandchilden
Lost lost cousins
A child's child.
Never easy to understand exactly why we feel this. ... I been listening to Nap Eyes.
A moment to eternity
A salt to Earth 🌎
A star to cosmos
A one note song of this Tuesday eve
I wanna go to the airport
I am alone and I don't care
I can do what I want
I don't want to do all what I can
Mom and I been watching Barkskins. 6 episodes in
Marshy Hay Garden
The end
not my concept of time
Tall lands untouched by mini vans
Tall waters
Leeann's Rhyme : Hair Salon Paragon
My Mom Was the God of Telephone Calls
I came back to all the places where I had been
Spaces where a person can be. Still. Stand or Sink, Water or Soil, Lifted or Seen
Locomotive local positions, co ordinates
To a fine point, in a pinch, slap, spank, Red as a fault filled blush unit Compute completely optimize control Ultimate Usability, blunt kill Till Unintend
to be Honest
Tame Lame Fire Brain
To feel the lives of the land
Of my hot flowing blood.
Where heat and microscopic lives
Become more human bodies, more of our skins and muscles and joints and fluids and hairs .......
Our Dead Bodies
Of our Parent's Children, Grandparent's Grandchilden
Lost lost cousins
A child's child.
Never easy to understand exactly why we feel this. ... I been listening to Nap Eyes.
A moment to eternity
A salt to Earth 🌎
A star to cosmos
A one note song of this Tuesday eve
I wanna go to the airport
I am alone and I don't care
I can do what I want
I don't want to do all what I can
Mom and I been watching Barkskins. 6 episodes in
Marshy Hay Garden
The end
Monday, June 15, 2020
during introduction to Soil week 3, class 5
I think I thought - The Garden finds a way
to know herself
Pronoun is Important my bias is A Long Con
to Feed
a self serve
Cold Light
Machine
Australian Holy Madness
The Moab she survives 80 days
an' Realizes Real Life, Finalize First Full Life
Factions of Nature, an ecological survey to One
Man A Faulty Mechanic to Pre Live a Focal
sum of Malign the Porous Mucus of Earth.
dominant determanent.
The bliss horizon, I make Fool Folly Molly Home Loam
Love Mako ReactoR Positive Muck Mercury Mars
Foam Abolish Fascinate Bomb Comunication False
Making Ever Billow Flow Begun Oval Sane
Forensic Musicology Blessing Apostle of Historical
Blame Fame Collect a Frame Dim Ask Love
Mutating Formation of Vibrant Sex Mogul
The Mask + Depth of Soul Glue to Seek .
Sunday, June 14, 2020
Window Unit
Name Title
Order Power
Change Resistance
Swayed
Swen
Trace Street, Sanders Estates, Bastrop County, 25 years, 35 years, 53 years
Walking around dawn , 6 : 30
I left you the last soft taco on the table
Give it 3 weeks to decompose
We are animal products and preservatives
We are wet and appetizing
We are cold appitizers
Wiry trees
Viny bricks
I support your Fantastic page to deliver the Evil Corrections
The Wonderful Child and your oldest night of intuition, epiphany, integrity, Insight.
On your eureka high light
You follow idea instinct
Your round hand motion
Our senses of futuristic selves
Less regret
A home space room carefully compassionately designated and Kept
The Hopeful Potential
Bless.
Order Power
Change Resistance
Swayed
Swen
Trace Street, Sanders Estates, Bastrop County, 25 years, 35 years, 53 years
Walking around dawn , 6 : 30
I left you the last soft taco on the table
Give it 3 weeks to decompose
We are animal products and preservatives
We are wet and appetizing
We are cold appitizers
Wiry trees
Viny bricks
I support your Fantastic page to deliver the Evil Corrections
The Wonderful Child and your oldest night of intuition, epiphany, integrity, Insight.
On your eureka high light
You follow idea instinct
Your round hand motion
Our senses of futuristic selves
Less regret
A home space room carefully compassionately designated and Kept
The Hopeful Potential
Bless.
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
Tuesday, June 9, 2020
Hi, I Love you, my name is X Life. My School is
16 at the time, 5 Wests, 2 White. I separate
a 4 ounce totem item Magically A waterer I plan
the nest 5 minutes. 2 equal symmetrical Parts
Fit Perfectly in my Life's Mind, a street
Rio Grande, 2 centuries elementary high college
Secondary Rise up to the wise Pedals take
Your Gramma, 2 Meals Love and Live well
for 2 days, a 69-year memory.
It clicks, Work fluently 50 thousand people
3 Accidents, Getting better Consecutively
North Lamar, Conversational Communion
Casual Infinite Connection, Mutual Devotion
Expectation Reliance, Opposite of disappointment
Relief, Lightness. The Work of All, a smudge a
speck of waste, Renewal Reuse Reincarnate
a pleasant smile, smooth skin, handshakes hugs
Pain Less, Good Pain, After Life, This Next Step.
16 at the time, 5 Wests, 2 White. I separate
a 4 ounce totem item Magically A waterer I plan
the nest 5 minutes. 2 equal symmetrical Parts
Fit Perfectly in my Life's Mind, a street
Rio Grande, 2 centuries elementary high college
Secondary Rise up to the wise Pedals take
Your Gramma, 2 Meals Love and Live well
for 2 days, a 69-year memory.
It clicks, Work fluently 50 thousand people
3 Accidents, Getting better Consecutively
North Lamar, Conversational Communion
Casual Infinite Connection, Mutual Devotion
Expectation Reliance, Opposite of disappointment
Relief, Lightness. The Work of All, a smudge a
speck of waste, Renewal Reuse Reincarnate
a pleasant smile, smooth skin, handshakes hugs
Pain Less, Good Pain, After Life, This Next Step.
Monday, June 8, 2020
Sunday, May 31, 2020
swelling thoughts
forget my life forget my life
fuck it , my life fuck it , my life
My Choices My Results My Conclusions
it just doesn't matter , doesn't it ?
[ on paper ]
The Christ will fall
our bodies open to Mystery
____________________________
31 - 5 - 2020 14:20
Hi. I've been drinking white wine, Headwaters - Chenin
Blanc, Fall Creek. I've had like 2 classes... glassses.
and a Cayman Jack Marg. And tea. I watched
Your mom's house and Dr. Drew after dark, episode 68.
Now I'm watching 2 Bears 1 Cave; it's okay. Ridiculous.
it is 8 minutes 20 seconds in. I feel like floating
Rocks, Weeds, Algae - is that PluRal? I'm a BuRble
a Planet Sink, a Goat Frog Belly Volcano Cossack
ChuRn Field Gravel Loam Exploding Eyeball Slo mo
6 Pound Pizza, Galactic Steak, Cosmic Meat Ball
, the type of meat ball... Falling head - A Human
well... I like Trees.
O.K. I'll Quit. I am nervous about Zooming with
Soil People tomorrow. Maybe the internet Dies..
I recycle a stout glass bottle, first Step
I Pee sitting down " My dad is dead "
" My step dad is dead " " Being dead must be fun "
I don't know what I'm trying to do
I don't know if I'm trying
Sorry... I look like an Antelope
I wish.
Talent Slack. Talents Lack
The Skill TRee. I wish SharP Mind
Taking Chance, Getting Practical
under a Rock, earth worm, A 6 by 6 image
Reconscruction... 25 words tell us who
Gets by... how, why, now, eternal
Process, Progress, Safe - Hairy - Veiny
Total , Toledo , Vassal
Polonius , Pink Finger , Soul of Lite
15:20
forget my life forget my life
fuck it , my life fuck it , my life
My Choices My Results My Conclusions
it just doesn't matter , doesn't it ?
[ on paper ]
The Christ will fall
our bodies open to Mystery
____________________________
31 - 5 - 2020 14:20
Hi. I've been drinking white wine, Headwaters - Chenin
Blanc, Fall Creek. I've had like 2 classes... glassses.
and a Cayman Jack Marg. And tea. I watched
Your mom's house and Dr. Drew after dark, episode 68.
Now I'm watching 2 Bears 1 Cave; it's okay. Ridiculous.
it is 8 minutes 20 seconds in. I feel like floating
Rocks, Weeds, Algae - is that PluRal? I'm a BuRble
a Planet Sink, a Goat Frog Belly Volcano Cossack
ChuRn Field Gravel Loam Exploding Eyeball Slo mo
6 Pound Pizza, Galactic Steak, Cosmic Meat Ball
, the type of meat ball... Falling head - A Human
well... I like Trees.
O.K. I'll Quit. I am nervous about Zooming with
Soil People tomorrow. Maybe the internet Dies..
I recycle a stout glass bottle, first Step
I Pee sitting down " My dad is dead "
" My step dad is dead " " Being dead must be fun "
I don't know what I'm trying to do
I don't know if I'm trying
Sorry... I look like an Antelope
I wish.
Talent Slack. Talents Lack
The Skill TRee. I wish SharP Mind
Taking Chance, Getting Practical
under a Rock, earth worm, A 6 by 6 image
Reconscruction... 25 words tell us who
Gets by... how, why, now, eternal
Process, Progress, Safe - Hairy - Veiny
Total , Toledo , Vassal
Polonius , Pink Finger , Soul of Lite
15:20
Life is the Sun
Life is in the Sun
I wanna treat you to a spoon
to scoop the meaty flesh hidden
bring your lips to the party
of invisible lost travelers
chart and graphic spiking evidentially
Pool together
to prepay conic forests, light has always begun
Apple said opportunity
. I give this to you, Wide Eye, slurp up
Instruments delight your dancing micro robe
Shields the faces of the minds that live on
To tell us, who optimize
Walking Past
Consistently waking on time to present
The New Life Awaits
Like photos.
An arrangement of our best selves
for the book, sensitive finger tips
Organ survival, a place to know
to feel pieces and the whole
for Real.
Life is in the Sun
I wanna treat you to a spoon
to scoop the meaty flesh hidden
bring your lips to the party
of invisible lost travelers
chart and graphic spiking evidentially
Pool together
to prepay conic forests, light has always begun
Apple said opportunity
. I give this to you, Wide Eye, slurp up
Instruments delight your dancing micro robe
Shields the faces of the minds that live on
To tell us, who optimize
Walking Past
Consistently waking on time to present
The New Life Awaits
Like photos.
An arrangement of our best selves
for the book, sensitive finger tips
Organ survival, a place to know
to feel pieces and the whole
for Real.
Friday, May 29, 2020
Tuesday, May 26, 2020
I knew a female astronaut
we sailed the sky for 50 days strait
She lived and breathed on the center point of my Mind
and i made her a candy cake . . . .
I have a friend, who was and knew a Girl
She makes me be Their Friends constantly
A Rowing Boat makes our minds do vehement things
A block of blue fit the perfect Housing for our Livable Technologies
We strove to preserve the Notion that we all need to die.
Monday, May 25, 2020
i was just reading some of bill baird's little book, ' i've got these problems '
I need ti
i need to live aloen
i need to try to kil myself
and Fail [ not true , i'm not going to , i hope you don't worry too much ]
You tried to kill yourself in a very irresponsible way
it is this end
this is your friday birthday , a celebration but it goes away to no where
You know where how and why
but you sell the tite wasted toy and foolish garment and lost yoke for a cat who knows porpoises that sing the legends of the Fall of Human Kindness .
. . .
I bleed cofee. I want a loaf of Good cheese
there are nine of us left . No, wait. There are one.
My dog ran a wide wild circle
We wait another 15 or 20 minutes
I soak the whiteness of death with my Self , it leaves loves leaks Promises
Now is Perfect
Good Bye
Sunday, May 24, 2020
Friday, May 22, 2020
Music Festival of my name
Music fest in my name
Gorillaz
Reggie Watts
Enya
Grand Master Flash and the Furious Five [ or Grand Buffet ]
of Montreal
Rhett and Link
Yo La Tengo
Dan Deacon
Ono, Yoko
Unknown Mortal Orchestra
George Harrison
Land of Talk [ or Laurie Anderson , or Lennon ]
Arcade Fire
Sun Kil Moon
Why?
Rilo Kiley
Ella Fitzgerald
Deerhoof [ or David Bowie ]
Boats [ but Blackaliscious , Bill Baird and Bill Callahan ]
Elvis Perkins
Regina Spektor
Grizzly Bear
Gorillaz
Reggie Watts
Enya
Grand Master Flash and the Furious Five [ or Grand Buffet ]
of Montreal
Rhett and Link
Yo La Tengo
Dan Deacon
Ono, Yoko
Unknown Mortal Orchestra
George Harrison
Land of Talk [ or Laurie Anderson , or Lennon ]
Arcade Fire
Sun Kil Moon
Why?
Rilo Kiley
Ella Fitzgerald
Deerhoof [ or David Bowie ]
Boats [ but Blackaliscious , Bill Baird and Bill Callahan ]
Elvis Perkins
Regina Spektor
Grizzly Bear
" Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels) " , Redux
do doo , do doo dooo dooo
Hey... there's no one else around
in my Neighborhood
All the colours, sleeping in my head
As the day grows dim
We forgot all the names that we used to know
We tried to name our babies
in our parents' bedrooms
and the bedrooms of our friends
then we think of our parents
Whatever happened to them .
Our Skin gets Thicker from Livin' out in the Snow
and I'll build a Tunnel from mine to your Window
The End
Thursday, May 21, 2020
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
We Ride the Ocean. Crest and Trough.
Bodies fall from heaven. Her name was Fern. She fell on my sleeping. We woke.
Her black hair grows wildly all around.
Her cloud-like flesh beams light through the room. My house disappears and we begin among the vibrant purple-splashed ether, tumbling and succumbing.
Eternally we arrive.
Then we clean up as the earth returns to us.
Fern freshens herself in the bathroom. I dip in the river, clean enough. I cook some buttery mushrooms.
We laugh about some Perfection.
We Come and Go Light Lee . . . the end.
Love's Problem and Solution
I do not care if I love you or not .
You care if you love any one .
I care if any one loves me .
The End
Look at the Sun
Look at the Sun
Even when everything is dark
Close your eyes and think up a spark.
Your vision will become
a voice for everyone.
Look at the sun.
Look at the Sun
[ alternatative : Your voice will become
Vision for everyone.
Tuesday, May 19, 2020
This Ecological Research
19 - 5 - 2020
free write
Going Canada, I am a cold colder than
St. Louis on Fire, BlueNess, He write a fake
Book, Lame Jesus justice. I wait the sun out
sides of split grape gum. Little bark light
strip of wood on the sun rotation balls and
Limp suck for a bottle on trees on time
,
on being - , - a word for purpose, to bring Lite
De lite In sight Wonder Pure Feeling A Bone
A Plan for 17 hours, A Work day, A Getting
Done, A Blue Print, A good job. He speaks
to Get a Point. Improve your Life, Water for
kids under 15 years Old. And invalid "Adults"
over 45... or 30... or Young Americans All
Over earth, Dying Pleasure Disease Desire.
I walk 2.61782... M.P.H. to the Wooden Vert
I wait 16.8.1.1274 hours on Venus and
Extract the Tone of Meaning to Relieve
Plan to Exorcise Pain, Exercise the Quiet Leaf Inside.
Monday, May 18, 2020
Touring Open Mic Poet 2
Artifact Enchantment Creature - God
When you cast TOMP, search your library for a land and put it into your hand.
When TOMP enters the battlefield, draw a card.
When TOMP attacks or blocks, sacrifice him at the end of combat.
When TOMP dies, exile him and a card from your hand. 0/1
Technical Writing
Descriptions, for instance of wind mills, generators and primitive stone scraper
Feasibility Reports like those of Voice Recognition Software, UPS systems.
Progress reports. For example, Software development, database development
Application Letters such as Technical writer internee, Product Manager, Quality Assurance Manager
Complaint Letters. For example, Cosmetic problems, television problems, microwave problems
Instructions. For example, how to operate a Minolta Freedom 3 Camera, how to install windows XP, Using WS_FTP Pro for Windows etc
Proposals such as academic proposals, research proposals, corporate standard manuals.
Resumes. For example, Maintenance technician for high-tech systems, Project Manager, Technical Writer, LAN system administrator.
Monday Morning Mailbox Flowers
An Illuminated Rainbow Couplet
27 letters
This Time is 7:36
May 18th
I am 18 years old
The letters of my names are g, r, e, o, y, d, u, l, a, s, w and b.
the genes of my cells
the sperm and egg of my parents
i shall be a botanist
i drive to a location for a reasonable reason
i do another person a favor
i give an recieve gratitude and support
humanity in going to be good now
all good reason and meaning
the solution of history
the perfection of eternity
the Will and Mind of God
Catholicism, the Church, Communion, Communication, Conversation, the Mystical Body
Sunday, May 17, 2020
Squeamish Wash Room
Squamish Plants
a YouTube video
Sleeping in a castle
Water felt grown caldera water
Pulsating rhyme circle centers
Brush fire Taco Foot Loose caravan
Expectorating a New Mind for
A colony of citizens of united causes
Like Doing Charity Work
Never Leaving
Except for the best
Becoming Fact
Always You and We
The End of Now
Saturday, May 16, 2020
My favourite movies and series
- An Elephant Sitting Still
- Silence
- Groundhog Day
Caught by the Tides
- Paterson
- The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou [Rushmore , Tenenbaums and others]
- Youth
- Wonderboys
- Rebel Without a Cause
- At Eternity's Gate
- The Station Agent
- Lost in Translation
- Once
- About Schmidt [practically a tie with most Paynes]
- The Dead Don't Die [and most of Jarmusch]
- Aki Kaurismaki's
- Office Space
- The Great Dictator, city lights, modern times
- Captain Fantastic
- Me and You and Everyone We Know
- Kajilluonaire
- Only Yesterday
- Whisper of the Heart
- Silence
- The Tale of Princess Kaguya
- 2001: a Space Odyssey
- The Big Lebowski... i dunno, maybe it was.... Raising Arizona
- Scott Pilgrim versus the "Girl"
- The Baxter
- Tommyboy
- Love Actually
- Fire Walk with Me, and most of Lynch
- Terry Gilliam's best
- MST3K the Movie, werewolf, timechasers et cetera
- Barton Fink
- Nacho Libre
- Orange County
- My Life Without Me
- Mind the Gap
- A Love Song
- Women Talking
- Powwow Highway
- Capernaum
- Stellet Licht
- Merry Christmas, Charlie Brown
- Colewell
Series
- Rectify
- Mum
- 30 Rock
- The Office (nbc)
- The Office bbc
- Extras
- After Life
- Parks and Recreation
- Better Call Saul
- Breaking Bad [sort of, i guess]
- Kids in the Hall
- King of the Hill
- Seinfeld
- Simpsons ( i stopped watching in the early 2000s )
- Fooly Cooly ( I still wanna see the reboot)
- Futurama ( tim and i still wanna see the last couple seasons )
- Spaced
- The Mighty Boosh
- Home Movies
- Portlandia
- Tim and Eric Awesome Show, Great Job!
- Baskets
- Detectorists
- Twin Peaks
- Peep Show
- 800 Words
- The Good Place
- Craith
- Keeping Faith
- Shetland
- Bron and The Tunnel
- Louie
- Stranger Things
- Blood
- Capital
- My Life Is Murder
- Mystery Road
- The Brokenwood Mysteries
- The Plot Against America
- Longmire
- Atlanta
- Reservation Dogs
- Resident Alien
- Rebekah Martinson
- Imma Tatarrani
- Yellowjackets
- Station Eleven
- Painting with John
- The Tourist
- The Good Lord Bird
- Shin Chan
Joe Pera Talks with You
Over the Garden Wall
Over the Garden Wall
Friday, May 15, 2020
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
I type this to know myself better, open a void of my soul, unfold a packet of my unconscious subconscious conscience that needs fuel to burn the life I should live if the eternal truth of love and humanity and creation and possibility is to be Known and Taught and Learned and Reaching the Soul of Souls and the Purpose of Meaning and the meaning of purpose,
the Why
the Who
the What
Now
Yes
We
dispatches from elsewhere
take care of frogs
enough milk
enough babies
A bread
A gut biome
a home
a book
a waking
a sleep
a star, a planet
A Plan
A Future
A memory
a thesis
an Actualization
the Why
the Who
the What
Now
Yes
We
dispatches from elsewhere
take care of frogs
enough milk
enough babies
A bread
A gut biome
a home
a book
a waking
a sleep
a star, a planet
A Plan
A Future
A memory
a thesis
an Actualization
Saturday, May 9, 2020
Friday, May 1, 2020
Tim's Table Top Role Playing Game . - . - TTRPG
- Hero Cards
- Novoto Tilway, F, Dark Elf Shaman
3 in. 1 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Staff - 2 dice
Once a turn, prevent damage dealt by an enemy's next attack, and it deals that damage to itself.
- Magdalena Marchase, F, Human Rogue
1 in. 1 st. 3 ag.
Starting weapon: Dagger - 2 dice
Flee combat without rolling.
When drawing treasure, look at the next card and may swap it for a drawn card.
- Aden Kudark, M, Human Barbarian
0 in. 4 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Hammer - 4 dice
Once a turn, lose half of health rounded up to deal double damage this combat.
- Simifer Nibman, M, Halfling Cleric
3 int. 0 st. 2 ag.
Starting weapon: Morningstar - 2 dice
Once a turn, fully restore a hero's health.
- Bug Juj-Quetz, M, Lizardman Wizard
4 in. 0 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Skeleton Arm - 1 di
The next magic attack by an enemy this turn has no effect, and Bug's next magic attack this turn deals double and cannot be prevented.
- Hilox Doavepia, F, Dwarf Palladin
2 in. 3 st. 0 ag.
Starting weapon: Longsword - 3 dice
Target hero gains 1 health for each of Hilox's attack successes minus enemy's defense successes.
- Mister Umbiculus, M, Vampire Alchemist
3 in. 1 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Bombs, Flares, Flashbangs, something like that ... 1 di , plus blinding and deafening enemies
As an action, discard a treasure, deal 1 damage
or
draw a treasure from the discard pile, lose 1 health.
- Vivian Verdew, F, Wood Elf Druid
2 in. 2 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Bow and Arrows - 2 dice
Close Range: Fists - 1 di
Roll extra di for ranged attacks.
As an action, summon animal spirit with Vivian's atk. def. and health that attacks and defends and takes damage instead of Vivian this combat.
- Novoto Tilway, F, Dark Elf Shaman
3 in. 1 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Staff - 2 dice
Once a turn, prevent damage dealt by an enemy's next attack, and it deals that damage to itself.
- Magdalena Marchase, F, Human Rogue
1 in. 1 st. 3 ag.
Starting weapon: Dagger - 2 dice
Flee combat without rolling.
When drawing treasure, look at the next card and may swap it for a drawn card.
- Aden Kudark, M, Human Barbarian
0 in. 4 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Hammer - 4 dice
Once a turn, lose half of health rounded up to deal double damage this combat.
- Simifer Nibman, M, Halfling Cleric
3 int. 0 st. 2 ag.
Starting weapon: Morningstar - 2 dice
Once a turn, fully restore a hero's health.
- Bug Juj-Quetz, M, Lizardman Wizard
4 in. 0 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Skeleton Arm - 1 di
The next magic attack by an enemy this turn has no effect, and Bug's next magic attack this turn deals double and cannot be prevented.
- Hilox Doavepia, F, Dwarf Palladin
2 in. 3 st. 0 ag.
Starting weapon: Longsword - 3 dice
Target hero gains 1 health for each of Hilox's attack successes minus enemy's defense successes.
- Mister Umbiculus, M, Vampire Alchemist
3 in. 1 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Bombs, Flares, Flashbangs, something like that ... 1 di , plus blinding and deafening enemies
As an action, discard a treasure, deal 1 damage
or
draw a treasure from the discard pile, lose 1 health.
- Vivian Verdew, F, Wood Elf Druid
2 in. 2 st. 1 ag.
Starting weapon: Bow and Arrows - 2 dice
Close Range: Fists - 1 di
Roll extra di for ranged attacks.
As an action, summon animal spirit with Vivian's atk. def. and health that attacks and defends and takes damage instead of Vivian this combat.
Thursday, April 30, 2020
Howr You
I was obsessed by the letter R , more so the lowercase
Do I wish it to exist ?
I wanted to teach everyone to not care like me
Walking up a lil hill that reminds me of Windows Bliss
I felt and think I may be some kind of purgatory , half heaven half hell ,
half best half worst , half perfect half opposite of perfect
una hora . . . . o menos
Later home
Magdalena and the Mysterious Living Space
a children's book based upon the film of the same name
"Take two deep breaths; give and take two more.
Breathe your eye open to the wonder shore.
Apocalypse never, betterment now,
Open your mind to find who and how."
- Magdalena M.
Water vapor plays tricks on her eyes and the greenest leaves quiver on the morning sun wakes. Magda steps slowly toward the butterfly, bigger than two of her, bigger than any human she's seen.
SWAAPAAPAP! The giant insect flutters and alights, gusting Magda's hair up as if she's being electrocuted to death.
On the corner of the land of Nustia, Magdalena feels as forgotten as the environs and their inhabitants.
She reaches her longest finger until the tip senses a vibrating current.
The bars and beams sporadically emit a hazy green glow.
"Take two deep breaths; give and take two more.
Breathe your eye open to the wonder shore.
Apocalypse never, betterment now,
Open your mind to find who and how."
- Magdalena M.
Water vapor plays tricks on her eyes and the greenest leaves quiver on the morning sun wakes. Magda steps slowly toward the butterfly, bigger than two of her, bigger than any human she's seen.
SWAAPAAPAP! The giant insect flutters and alights, gusting Magda's hair up as if she's being electrocuted to death.
On the corner of the land of Nustia, Magdalena feels as forgotten as the environs and their inhabitants.
She reaches her longest finger until the tip senses a vibrating current.
The bars and beams sporadically emit a hazy green glow.
Wednesday, April 29, 2020
Tuesday, April 28, 2020
human milk mtg
Grapefruit Clouds
Artifact Enchanment Land
Is all colors
t: Each player exiles a card at random from their hand. For each color among the exiled cards, add one mana of that color.
When a multicolored spell or permanent you control is targeted, return it and Grapefruit Clouds to your hand.
Cat with a Dead Bird in Its Mouth wg
Creature - Cat
Reach
When you cast Cat with a Dead Bird in Its Mouth, destroy target flying creature with power 3 or less.
As long as an opponent control a flying creature, CwaDBiIM gets +1/+1, has intimidate and menace.
2/2
Blood Sucking Cobras br
Creature - Snake
Lifelink, wither
When BSC becomes blocked, target creature gets a -1/-1 counter, defending player loses 1 life and you gain 1.
1/1
Strawberry Farm
Land
t, pay 1 life: Add r, w, or g. Tap an untapped creature you control.
Sacrifice: Regenerate target creature. Target player gains 5 life.
Sick Sunshine wb
Sorcery
Each player loses 3 life. Creatures get -1/-1 until end of turn.
Moon Marrow ubg
Artifact Enchantment
When you would draw a card, you may instead discard a card or put the top card of your library into your graveyard. If you do, you may exile a card from your graveyard and search your library for a card with the same mana cost as the exiled card and put it into your hand.
Light It Up wwrr
Instant
Deal X damage to target player and up to one target creature and up to one target planeswalker they control. X equals the number of artifacts and creatures you and that player control.
Destroy all artifacts.
Infant Island
Legendary Land - Island
Creature you control with power and toughness 1 or less are indestructible and have hexproof.
Green Hills
Land
t: Add wg.
Landfall - Add one mana of any color to each player's mana pool. If each player controls four or more lands, each player sacrifices a land.
Oregon Trail 1wg
Legendary Enchantment
At the end of each turn, roll a d6:
1 or 2: Each player sacrifices a creature.
3 or 4: Search your library for a land card and put it into your hand. Lose 2 life.
5 or 6: Put a creature from your hand onto the BF and target creature gets +*/+*. * equals the number of creatures on the BF.
200 Black Ponies 2bb
Creature - Horse
Flying, lifelink, wither, first strike, haste
When 200 Black Ponies dies, exile it, search your library for a card named 200 Black Ponies and put it onto the BF. 2/2
Sugarbush 1
Arifact
When a creatures attacks you, you gain 1 life.
t: Remove target attacking creature from combat and tap it. As long as Sugarbush is tapped, it doesn't untap and at the end of each turn, put a -1/-1 counter on it. When it dies, sacrifice Sugarbush.
You may choose not to untap Sugarbush during your untap step.
I'm Sorry If I Stole Your Flame 3wur
Instant
Counter up to 1 target spell. Copy up to 1 target spell. Prevent the next 7 damage dealt to you this turn. For each damage prevented this way, this card deals 1 damage to any target.
Cowboy Roy wr
Legendary Creature - Human
As long as you control another creature and no other Humans, Cowboy Roy gains haste, doublestrike, and indestructible.
2/2
Monster Truck Rally 1wr
Sorcery
Put 2 3/1 Monster Truck vehicle tokens with haste, trample and Crew 1 onto the battlefield.
Peach Pink Sky 1wur
Enchantment
Cards cannot be put into graveyards or exiled from anywhere except the battlefield.
Cards cannot be put into hands except from libraries.
Cards cannot be put into libraries.
Cards cannot be cast from anywhere except hands.
At the end of each turn, each player exiles a creature they control, then if you control no creatures, exile Peach Pink Sky.
Underground Lake
Land - Island Swamp
When a player taps a land that can produce blue or black mana for the first time each turn, Underground Lake deals 1 damage to that player.
Needle Wrestlers rg
Creature - Human Berserker
Deals 1 damage to each creature it blocks or that blocks it.
2/3
Cobra Pit 4
Artifact
4t, exile: Put X 1/1 green Snake tokens with deathtouch onto the battlefield, where X equals target attacking creature's toughness.
Wizard Fingers 4u
Instant
Choose any or all
Tap or untap up to 5 target permanents
Return target spell to its owner's hand
Return target permanent to its owner's hand
Sweet Honey 1
Artifact
t, sac: Up to one target creature doesn't untap during its controller's next untap step. Up to one target creature attacks target player this turn if able. Gain 5 life.
Goblin in the Apple Tree rg
Creature - Goblin
t: Add r or g. Deals 1 damage to target creature.
t, sac a land: Add 2 mana of any color. Deals 1 damage to each creature.
1/1
Nectar 2gg
Instant
Tap all lands. Gain 2 life for each land tapped this way.
Midnight b
Instant
All cards are black and no other colors this game.
All cards with transform flip to their night side and cannot flip to day this game.
Blood Moon 2r
Sorcery
Search your library for a card with "blood" in the name and a card with "moon" in the name and put them into your hand.
Glowworm g
Creature - Wurm
When Glowworm attacks you may have it become unblockable until end of turn or have any number of target creatures block it if able.
1/1
Grapeseeds 2
Artifact
When a player casts a spells Grapeseeds deals 1 damage to that player.
Sitting on Satan's Lap bbbb
Enchantment - Aura
Enchanted creature gets +4/-4.
When it dies, its controller loses life equal to its power.
Ice Cold uuu
Enchantment
Creatures do not untap.
Players can't cast more than 1 spell a turn.
When Snow Lands are tapped for mana they add an additional mana of any color.
Sitting on Santa's Lap rrgg
Enchantment - Aura
Enchanted Creature has "t: Search target player's library for a card and exile it." and "t, exile: Put a red green 4/4 Santa creature token with haste, flying and hexproof onto the BF that has 't: Cast a card from exile at random without paying its mana cost. Then if you have no cards in exile, exile Santa.' "
Swallowing the Stars in the Milky Way wubrg
Instant
Splitsecond
Exile all spells, non-land permanents and hands. Put a */* 5 color Legendary Human Milk creature token onto the BF. * equals the number of cards exiled by this spell.
Pulled out to Sea 1u
Instant
As an additional cost, exile a creature you control until the end of the next turn.
Can only be cast in response to another player's spell.
Skip the rest of this turn and the next turn.
. . . the end . . . .
Artifact Enchanment Land
Is all colors
t: Each player exiles a card at random from their hand. For each color among the exiled cards, add one mana of that color.
When a multicolored spell or permanent you control is targeted, return it and Grapefruit Clouds to your hand.
Cat with a Dead Bird in Its Mouth wg
Creature - Cat
Reach
When you cast Cat with a Dead Bird in Its Mouth, destroy target flying creature with power 3 or less.
As long as an opponent control a flying creature, CwaDBiIM gets +1/+1, has intimidate and menace.
2/2
Blood Sucking Cobras br
Creature - Snake
Lifelink, wither
When BSC becomes blocked, target creature gets a -1/-1 counter, defending player loses 1 life and you gain 1.
1/1
Strawberry Farm
Land
t, pay 1 life: Add r, w, or g. Tap an untapped creature you control.
Sacrifice: Regenerate target creature. Target player gains 5 life.
Sick Sunshine wb
Sorcery
Each player loses 3 life. Creatures get -1/-1 until end of turn.
Moon Marrow ubg
Artifact Enchantment
When you would draw a card, you may instead discard a card or put the top card of your library into your graveyard. If you do, you may exile a card from your graveyard and search your library for a card with the same mana cost as the exiled card and put it into your hand.
Light It Up wwrr
Instant
Deal X damage to target player and up to one target creature and up to one target planeswalker they control. X equals the number of artifacts and creatures you and that player control.
Destroy all artifacts.
Infant Island
Legendary Land - Island
Creature you control with power and toughness 1 or less are indestructible and have hexproof.
Green Hills
Land
t: Add wg.
Landfall - Add one mana of any color to each player's mana pool. If each player controls four or more lands, each player sacrifices a land.
As steps and turns end, players lose life equal to the amount of mana in their own mana pools. [ mana burn ]
Other lands are copies of Green Hills.
Other lands are copies of Green Hills.
Oregon Trail 1wg
Legendary Enchantment
At the end of each turn, roll a d6:
1 or 2: Each player sacrifices a creature.
3 or 4: Search your library for a land card and put it into your hand. Lose 2 life.
5 or 6: Put a creature from your hand onto the BF and target creature gets +*/+*. * equals the number of creatures on the BF.
200 Black Ponies 2bb
Creature - Horse
Flying, lifelink, wither, first strike, haste
When 200 Black Ponies dies, exile it, search your library for a card named 200 Black Ponies and put it onto the BF. 2/2
Sugarbush 1
Arifact
When a creatures attacks you, you gain 1 life.
t: Remove target attacking creature from combat and tap it. As long as Sugarbush is tapped, it doesn't untap and at the end of each turn, put a -1/-1 counter on it. When it dies, sacrifice Sugarbush.
You may choose not to untap Sugarbush during your untap step.
I'm Sorry If I Stole Your Flame 3wur
Instant
Counter up to 1 target spell. Copy up to 1 target spell. Prevent the next 7 damage dealt to you this turn. For each damage prevented this way, this card deals 1 damage to any target.
Cowboy Roy wr
Legendary Creature - Human
As long as you control another creature and no other Humans, Cowboy Roy gains haste, doublestrike, and indestructible.
2/2
Monster Truck Rally 1wr
Sorcery
Put 2 3/1 Monster Truck vehicle tokens with haste, trample and Crew 1 onto the battlefield.
Peach Pink Sky 1wur
Enchantment
Cards cannot be put into graveyards or exiled from anywhere except the battlefield.
Cards cannot be put into hands except from libraries.
Cards cannot be put into libraries.
Cards cannot be cast from anywhere except hands.
At the end of each turn, each player exiles a creature they control, then if you control no creatures, exile Peach Pink Sky.
Underground Lake
Land - Island Swamp
When a player taps a land that can produce blue or black mana for the first time each turn, Underground Lake deals 1 damage to that player.
Needle Wrestlers rg
Creature - Human Berserker
Deals 1 damage to each creature it blocks or that blocks it.
2/3
Cobra Pit 4
Artifact
4t, exile: Put X 1/1 green Snake tokens with deathtouch onto the battlefield, where X equals target attacking creature's toughness.
Wizard Fingers 4u
Instant
Choose any or all
Tap or untap up to 5 target permanents
Return target spell to its owner's hand
Return target permanent to its owner's hand
Sweet Honey 1
Artifact
t, sac: Up to one target creature doesn't untap during its controller's next untap step. Up to one target creature attacks target player this turn if able. Gain 5 life.
Goblin in the Apple Tree rg
Creature - Goblin
t: Add r or g. Deals 1 damage to target creature.
t, sac a land: Add 2 mana of any color. Deals 1 damage to each creature.
1/1
Nectar 2gg
Instant
Tap all lands. Gain 2 life for each land tapped this way.
Midnight b
Instant
All cards are black and no other colors this game.
All cards with transform flip to their night side and cannot flip to day this game.
Blood Moon 2r
Sorcery
Search your library for a card with "blood" in the name and a card with "moon" in the name and put them into your hand.
Glowworm g
Creature - Wurm
When Glowworm attacks you may have it become unblockable until end of turn or have any number of target creatures block it if able.
1/1
Grapeseeds 2
Artifact
When a player casts a spells Grapeseeds deals 1 damage to that player.
Sitting on Satan's Lap bbbb
Enchantment - Aura
Enchanted creature gets +4/-4.
When it dies, its controller loses life equal to its power.
Ice Cold uuu
Enchantment
Creatures do not untap.
Players can't cast more than 1 spell a turn.
When Snow Lands are tapped for mana they add an additional mana of any color.
Sitting on Santa's Lap rrgg
Enchantment - Aura
Enchanted Creature has "t: Search target player's library for a card and exile it." and "t, exile: Put a red green 4/4 Santa creature token with haste, flying and hexproof onto the BF that has 't: Cast a card from exile at random without paying its mana cost. Then if you have no cards in exile, exile Santa.' "
Swallowing the Stars in the Milky Way wubrg
Instant
Splitsecond
Exile all spells, non-land permanents and hands. Put a */* 5 color Legendary Human Milk creature token onto the BF. * equals the number of cards exiled by this spell.
Pulled out to Sea 1u
Instant
As an additional cost, exile a creature you control until the end of the next turn.
Can only be cast in response to another player's spell.
Skip the rest of this turn and the next turn.
. . . the end . . . .
Sunday, April 26, 2020
Thursday, April 23, 2020
Drweams
Courty Wild is a 16 year-old Buttface on the cusp of greeting her Thoery of belonging forever to the Forever Man.
Theo is a 16 decade-old menace to Utopia, which is a four-mile by a quarter-mile quadrant of the beautiful city Opal Dung.
Courty raps up her 16 hour day at the Yodel Brunt with a Hoo Ha to Bargain Slow Drweams.
She blows the Factories a kiss with twice tattered mule feet.
At 9 at night, Theo sees her twindle by the Corpse Lawn and frondles his way up her side.
Behind the 80 foot tall, 80 ton stature of a specific bean, they whisper two to one inches facing each others faces, eyes, limp lips, singy nose tips. 80 feet away is the 4 foot statue of Young Bean Plant, before it grew beans. { inspired by In Watermelon Sugar }
"whhhhy we going to Polla's dreary drweam Cosa tomorrow?" hums Courty.
"we going to Yodel like Dead from forevers . . . Don't we?" sums Theo.
I forgot which Drweams to lube the feed nubes.
"Cmon sally, we is a dear friend to those nubes over in the Fifty Fif quadrant" ... he was right.
"m'names Courty Wild, i know you know, but you jokes are old. Okay, they is the bums that love our from here nownesses. .. White Wild Dresses No One is ever Forgets " you too greg.
She was right.
We sway our way to the Wild wind, just past the cliff's edges.
No more newness, we wake Forever and They Speak our names only once now . . . for ever. We feel good.
{ and finnegans wake }
Sunday, April 19, 2020
Sunday, April 12, 2020
Saturday, April 11, 2020
Friday, April 10, 2020
Wednesday, April 8, 2020
Unpack the Ridges of Bloom
Gotta fly to san diego
What were the Sun
Things of the meaning
Of san diego
What were the Sun
Things of the meaning
Of san diego
Saturday, April 4, 2020
i do not fit inside of myself
I'm going to live in a Kohl's
My heart is cold
and I wanna be old
It's Saturday morning
because the new moon is rising
I am opening a box
and my heart is pounding
because I just read a letter
from the governor writing,
I won't let you down
I won't let you ruin this town
Friday, April 3, 2020
Friday, April Third, Twenty Twenty
it's 17:08
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it's 17:25
Wednesday, April 1, 2020
Sunday, March 29, 2020
free write
'rowin' in spirals like the letter that comes after F and before H that does not work on this keyboard
Hi my name is re
- - My love is intrinsic to the you that surpesses Me
Holy Months derive a pot, Mescalinely
ggggggg - this tablet keybeard does work all the letters , When I Stand Up
I under stand
we must all be growing like little Green plants like flowers and babies and Rice that Children eat and run 11 minutes or 10 miles whichever is Later
Mom and I are going to eat food in a few minutes,
i ate a slice of supreme stuffed crust about an hour ago
i listened to the latest Heidecker office hours a bit ago
and i put on the previous one a few ago
We learn about the Life 3 and Animal Organisms
We play and create and our Mind Soul grows
Like the Light of Our Eternal Resonance
We feel lite and happ
We need More
I make a Real Person out of the Idea and Free Unit Components
A point of the Data, an indivisible Truth
The End
Hao woke at 6:70 and put on the shoes. he wore hospital like
He made yoghurt and ate it healthy
He called Sia and they made a plan to remake the Gross Place
They herald the new News and Believe the Voice of Hope and Bereavement
Just after 5:90
Hao
dematerializes and recreates eternity
which is to mean to you
that Hao leaves the Busy Place
and dances to feel the Lome
then His olny 99 friendliests
Make another Friend List
Happen to Inspire and Redefine
then the Star free forms and Blooms
We Design Lofts to Ensure 99 percent success for 99 percent of
they
. . . . end
Saturday, March 28, 2020
Dearest Doctor Drew
So I lie on a rug totally relaxed in probably perfect alignment
like yoga
then I flex my back and hold and stand up strait and stay that way to keep good posture happy life love everyone
I relax and maintain and flex every other muscle from my butt to my third spine in the back of my head . . .
OK, I have no spines or bones
I'm a cat
I'm a cloud
i'm a pile of bones
never anything
never nothing
65 pain neurons tell me this will never end
and pain is all I really am
Can you sleep?
Can you ever want to wake up?
Dearest Scooter
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Thursday, March 19, 2020
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
started about 11 a m
The Very Tip of the Lobe
i have read about 45 pages of In Watermelon Sugar
aaron gave it to me. a guy at bhs, who he likes, gave it to him
i like it a lot . it reminds me of things i write
it makes me a bit sad , nostalgic and claustrophobic
it seems like average quality writing - - i don't why i thought that. he writes simply at times, and strangely, but it is really good and actually deep and complex.
Brautigan's life story makes me sad
he seems to have a wonderful , imaginative , humourous way
about him
I think it has been about 6 days since i came
i felt bad this morning , a bit hungover i think
i was getting ready very slowly then texted jesse and said , i started getting sick and i was not going to make it today.
i drank a bit of coffee and took 2 bites of sausage and pooped a bit
i took a bunch of medicine , pepto and a laxative . i am very careless often
sometimes when i feel anxious i tell myself , i don't care , it doesn't matter , nothing
matters. i shouldn't do that. it doesn't help
yesterday i thought ,
I do not know. I wonder if I ever really care
aaron and i hung out for a couple hours on saturday, around 12
it was nice, he talked a lot about Inland Empire and Until the End of the World
and he began to demolish their bedroom wall to move the door
bobby has colon cancer and is on chemo
if bobby gets better they want to get their own place
it is a kind of bad situation causing bad feelings
Oh well
i just read Under the Plank Press
fre'ds bat
Mom said she will take a shower and right after i thought, I will drink wine [ so i
feel good and relaxed ]
i do not want her to find out i drink too much wine
OK . . I just drank a glass or 2 , strait from the box . . of Fish Eye from Aus.
i keep rubbin' my nipples
at night in bed , i have been edging , listening and watching , the People revealing , sharing
. . you know . . how does it get worse?
it gets better
Trust Some One
Now Love Yourself , God Fugging
Lord Love a duCk
have too muck Fun
My mom will go fetch teeth whitener from the dentist at 1 p m
she may be gone for a boot 1 houra
i feel chilly and a bit tippsy
i changed clothes , hooody socks
i whispered 'cunt' and 'n*gge*' to myself a lot
I feel a bit guilty for exaggerating and lying to stay home today
also i feel this is way better
than getting worn out and waiting and wondering if we can do anything right and WHY . . . at work
lot of Ws
Work, Why, Wonder, Wait, Worn
Broccoli Honey
BH are my mother's initials
she is making herself lunch
i'm on the chapter Until Lunch
it is 11:41
i mite eat a fiesta bowl of rice and butter and garlix alt
i think it green
i find it
funny
there is something about cancer. I think i want some.
it is weird
yesterday i heard the Ear Biscuits , Life and Loss of Ben
it is amazing
it is 11 49
my mothra is listening to a covid19 white house press conference
i feel funny . . ha [:
i had insane dreams last night
i slept more deeply than usual
Better call Saul , Dedicado a Max is really good {:
we saw it last night
we ate the rest of the ginger garlic Indonesian chicken legs
and yeast rolls . . nice , soft , warm , salty
i had the last one this morn , chunk of butter
okay
i am gonna eat rice now
later, bye
it is 12 01
-- i watched Wheezy Waiter , craig , We Stopped Drinking Alcohol for a Month, Here's What Happened , and i learned a bit of Other Self
i have read about 45 pages of In Watermelon Sugar
aaron gave it to me. a guy at bhs, who he likes, gave it to him
i like it a lot . it reminds me of things i write
it makes me a bit sad , nostalgic and claustrophobic
it seems like average quality writing - - i don't why i thought that. he writes simply at times, and strangely, but it is really good and actually deep and complex.
Brautigan's life story makes me sad
he seems to have a wonderful , imaginative , humourous way
about him
I think it has been about 6 days since i came
i felt bad this morning , a bit hungover i think
i was getting ready very slowly then texted jesse and said , i started getting sick and i was not going to make it today.
i drank a bit of coffee and took 2 bites of sausage and pooped a bit
i took a bunch of medicine , pepto and a laxative . i am very careless often
sometimes when i feel anxious i tell myself , i don't care , it doesn't matter , nothing
matters. i shouldn't do that. it doesn't help
yesterday i thought ,
I do not know. I wonder if I ever really care
aaron and i hung out for a couple hours on saturday, around 12
it was nice, he talked a lot about Inland Empire and Until the End of the World
and he began to demolish their bedroom wall to move the door
bobby has colon cancer and is on chemo
if bobby gets better they want to get their own place
it is a kind of bad situation causing bad feelings
Oh well
i just read Under the Plank Press
fre'ds bat
Mom said she will take a shower and right after i thought, I will drink wine [ so i
feel good and relaxed ]
i do not want her to find out i drink too much wine
OK . . I just drank a glass or 2 , strait from the box . . of Fish Eye from Aus.
i keep rubbin' my nipples
at night in bed , i have been edging , listening and watching , the People revealing , sharing
. . you know . . how does it get worse?
it gets better
Trust Some One
Now Love Yourself , God Fugging
Lord Love a duCk
have too muck Fun
My mom will go fetch teeth whitener from the dentist at 1 p m
she may be gone for a boot 1 houra
i feel chilly and a bit tippsy
i changed clothes , hooody socks
i whispered 'cunt' and 'n*gge*' to myself a lot
I feel a bit guilty for exaggerating and lying to stay home today
also i feel this is way better
than getting worn out and waiting and wondering if we can do anything right and WHY . . . at work
lot of Ws
Work, Why, Wonder, Wait, Worn
Broccoli Honey
BH are my mother's initials
she is making herself lunch
i'm on the chapter Until Lunch
it is 11:41
i mite eat a fiesta bowl of rice and butter and garlix alt
i think it green
i find it
funny
there is something about cancer. I think i want some.
it is weird
yesterday i heard the Ear Biscuits , Life and Loss of Ben
it is amazing
it is 11 49
my mothra is listening to a covid19 white house press conference
i feel funny . . ha [:
i had insane dreams last night
i slept more deeply than usual
Better call Saul , Dedicado a Max is really good {:
we saw it last night
we ate the rest of the ginger garlic Indonesian chicken legs
and yeast rolls . . nice , soft , warm , salty
i had the last one this morn , chunk of butter
okay
i am gonna eat rice now
later, bye
it is 12 01
-- i watched Wheezy Waiter , craig , We Stopped Drinking Alcohol for a Month, Here's What Happened , and i learned a bit of Other Self
Saturday, March 14, 2020
Functional Collaboration of Functional Specialists
with Phillip McShane
Bernard Lonergan
Aaron Mundine
Gregory Wredberg
- i broke a body with a spore frog
Savannah brown makes me melt
cheeses , rosemary twigs . our
Fleeces are Driveway . . . .
They know what and how They mean
By every mean .
The End
[ - :
Bernard Lonergan
Aaron Mundine
Gregory Wredberg
- i broke a body with a spore frog
Savannah brown makes me melt
cheeses , rosemary twigs . our
Fleeces are Driveway . . . .
They know what and how They mean
By every mean .
The End
[ - :
Friday, March 13, 2020
Bad Form of Human Tissues
Small Gubbament
Equally represented and participative democratic citizenry
Build a Mountain
Wendy's or Taco Cabana? HEB or Academy? How many weeks and how many miles?
Is there a party we want to be Downtown?
Is there a person who makes my hair
Stand? Can we build a mountain? Would you
Sacrifice the known to save the unknown?
Why leave the lite on?
How small are the time, the chance, the Church, the Waiht?
Wednesday, March 11, 2020
Be at peace with your own stressful thoughts
Hold only to what you need
Let go of all else
A sense of Your Self
The Words
The sounds
The waves
The shapes
Collect differences
Offer solutions
Practice compassions
Smell Reality
Conjure Perfection
Make healthy soups
Organize social bowel movements
Plan practical releases of unintended unavoidable by products of Us Living as honestly as possible for Our Age and Home Lands
Forever When Where Here
Create the opportunities for soul growth
Mind your friends and families and neighbors
Say good bye
- greg wredberg
Moments of High Emotion on the Farm
Illusion
of
Movement
Moving
Images
A brown and white pattern horse
with leather interiors
Sunlit green field
" Gravy makes my nipple hard. "
- Chapter 1, The Dirty Life - Kristin Kimball
Epilogue - Good Husbandry
I drove thru Manchaca
Full of life, doubt, semblance, imagination, crumbs, stupor
I drove 90 mph on 45... home fast
Morally Safer
Always Work
The Spectrum of Death and Life
The more I pay attention and try to do my best
The more alive I am, eternally, limitlessly
Monday, March 9, 2020
Zaekioyu
- understandably slowly accept the randomness of Good and Bad that always balance out eternally
Sunday, March 8, 2020
A Candle Cake - i am very happy to hear that
Your particular bone structure
Your motility
Floaties Floaters
Another Orbital
Friday, March 6, 2020
Semi Colloidal
We plant the Colius, the Perinoitus. I sit behind a shade of 5 white balances and see the 2 milimeters of growth in 44 minutes. It seems like red 5 weeeks, but my mom is still asleep from a 10:59 a.m. nap, like I am knowing she feels like a pot humming at Feral Neptune's silence songs.
I said to Nancy, "How do we stain the plant that finds the glow at 6 p.m. your time?"
She borrows a line, "The new focus pertains a blank food."
I rote a block on the same impetus. Hero blands a pork purpose, now feelings about quiet perm derailing 'Nopes' of hoppy oat Wilson break brands.
In 15 times Greg seeps spelling on your own mold help the zoolittling Derrick sip Nom Boost Yoop Gregging like a Moo nude< while He knestles next to Heironymous hell Kite Neck tie,
Newest I bought 4 ripe seeeds
Mom and I went to Driving School, which is a dark place that my Gran sold to her own Head.
Bye
_ Love Greg W
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