Monday, August 23, 2021
Sunday, August 22, 2021
New Friends at Blood Donation
Adriana is 26. She was born in southwestern Mexico and moved to the California at 4, Arizona at 5, finally Texas at 6.
Her father is 10th generation Mexican, about half indigenous. Her mom is half Portuguese.
She majored in art, history, and Art History.
She has jet black strait hair, somelong , someshort. She is 5'2". Her BMI is usually around 26.
Mike is 30. She was born near New York City, named Michaela. She is non-binary. She moved to Austin right after she turned 21.
She dropped out of college, the third year. She repairs bikes and welds.
She is mostly Jewish. She has shoulder-length curly black hair. She is 5'6" and her BMI is usually just under 21.
Lily is 32. She was born in eastern China. Her mother is Japanese, father Chinese.
She went to Harvard and Rice. She has a masters in some kinda calculus. She wants to be a math professor and theoretical math researcher.
Her dark hair is sometimes very short, buzzed, bangs or a bob halfway down her neck. She is 5 feet, around 140.
Jasmine is 36. She was born in Egypt. Her father is African and her mother Arab. She fled violence at 32 and's been waiting across the U. S. A.
She is tall and fit. Her IQ is 189.
: :
Taken and led by the hands
The indoors of the hospital by the free freeway
bags of deep red blood on the waxed white linoleum
Six windows , eight feet tall
a bigger blue sky and a few puffy bright clouds
tree shade
They lay on the manicured landscape grass
prickles their backs , legs , necks
The End
a jumble
OODOVO
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ODONWE
( ) _ _ _ _ ( )
OWREKR [ 2 answers ]
OTRXET
_ ( ) _ _ _ _
LEZBAA
( ) _ _ ( ) _ _
LIMBOE
( ) _ _ _ _ _
The model of the celestial body was waning under the hot sun, because it was :
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Saturday, August 21, 2021
Stream and Train
i just texted amy hyink, How are you all?
i really wanna know and i really wanna go see her, be near her for a while
I thought of talking to her and parker, saying some times i feel so " lucky and happy " then i think i want to kill myself
i guess i feel fake and un-deserving of anything
then i thot of telling them, i wonder if it would be good if one could share any thoughts with anyone instantly , telepathically .
the modest mouse song Lives, " if you knew everything they think, i bet you'd wish that they'd just shut up "
I just put on Cowboy Dan.
Alex gave me the Fall, this na-tions saving grace, and Lonesome Crowded West was in the cd case also
so goof
good i mean
Share a train of thought
a stream of consciousness
That makes me think of A stream of clean water flowing down a pretty little valley
under a train bridge
and a nice pretty train goes over
full or almost, of people who are glad
to be going where and when they are going to
The end
Friday, August 20, 2021
A Simple Everything Poem
Quaffle kerfuffle
I baked Romi-one a taart of degraded breakfast uranium savages. In the first 14 minutes, they wrote me a note,
' Tidel: Do you like re-ruining the golly dope jump-juniper? Human damn, I'll forgive you if you go god hunting with O'sian . . . Next Wednesday -- Hope revival Dance at 6 o' to 7 o' Tenty Plock. '
Yes i am Tidel. Humnas have sponek my Word for you-tousand yours.
There were always open windows to view and smell the ever-more-brilliant Garden of Our Lady of Glad Good Natural Feelings of Opting to Wait
Growing 11 meet'ers high, past the first story, vines and watches sparkled like stars giving on pineal days
The eucharist tipped itself off the plate pedestal, and the priest flipped up his friendly limbs to grasp the young house total day plans.
Light dusts and bright dirts settle the oldest grey stone bricks, arches and entryways and exits
All the older men filed thru Mac'Conald's driving range of Blunt Arrows and Speakable Rushtimes.
The end.
Thursday, August 19, 2021
The Yellow Leaves
The yellow leaves of everything and anything
The yellow leaves of anything and everything
What do you want to do?
What are you going to do?
What are we doing right now?
Keep singing and playing, and helping
the world become what it was infinity years ago.
The world is the universe.
The universe is the Cosmos.
Whoever I am, I think I know the most
about what to do right now.
We will go outside to experience the most,
to make the most.
The yellow leaves of anything and everything
The yellow leaves of everything and anything
Worker and Queen
I wake up early,
walk out the house, into the
calm thick humidity
and immediately
sing, If I were free,
and I am, but if I were really free,
would I be a bee [worker and queen]
on the cusp - , of becoming the
first Person to escape from Eternity?
Tuesday, August 17, 2021
confess
Good Enough to Know, Older Greg Blog
i want to post a least once a month, just a little diary, keep track of my self. I thank you, bye now. { :
Tuesday, August 17, 2021
Confessions
Tuesday, August 17, 2021
i am obsessed with J K , km's daughter
she is lovely
on their instagrams
i am afraid of her . . . , [number] i think... i worry about myself
i worry i will keep getting worse
like a cliche , a dirty sad old man , but man seems too good a word
So, what should I do.
maybe I need a girl friend, lady friend, special friend, wife , spouse , partner . . .
I imagine every so often
I imagine renting a mountain cabin near vegas
A prostitute is my best bet
prostitutes need love too
i would love to marry one, even as she keeps working
it makes me horny too...
this is very confessional
i want a book to be printed. Like saint Augustine's Confessions , written by me , about me
my self... soul, relationship with jesus and the trinity
i feel that i could not feel this any more, any deeper
this connection
to myself.
It is like Pain. But also Heaven, and sometimes Hell. Like Perfect Absolute Divine Judgment
I feel light. Like caffeine
I forgot that i took an excedrin
Then I drank half a cuppa
coffee.
I really like myself.
Sometimes i hate myself more than anything
i think i am like Steppenwolf
Self- obsessed bourgeoisie
Resource Leech
Tick
Sponge
Parasite
Infection
Death - Collector
Hell - Baby
What is the worst case Scenario
How do i help people
The most people i can help ?
I wanna publish this, except censor the damning first confession ...
Later I love you.
Confess
i am obsessed with J K , km's daughter
she is lovely
on their instagrams
i am afraid of her . . . , [number] i think... i worry about myself
i worry i will keep getting worse
like a cliche , a dirty sad old man , but man seems too good a word
So, what should I do.
maybe I need a girl friend, lady friend, special friend, wife , spouse , partner . . .
I imagine every so often
I imagine renting a mountain cabin near vegas
A prostitute is my best bet
prostitutes need love too
i would love to marry one, even as she keeps working
it makes me horny too...
this is very confessional
i want a book to be printed. Like saint Augustine's Confessions , written by me , about me
my self... soul, relationship with jesus and the trinity
i feel that i could not feel this any more, any deeper
this connection
to myself.
It is like Pain. But also Heaven, and sometimes Hell. Like Perfect Absolute Divine Judgment
I feel light. Like caffeine
I forgot that i took an excedrin
Then I drank half a cuppa
coffee.
I really like myself.
Sometimes i hate myself more than anything
i think i am like Steppenwolf
Self- obsessed bourgeoisie
Resource Leech
Tick
Sponge
Parasite
Infection
Death - Collector
Hell - Baby
What is the worst case Scenario
How do i help people
The most people i can help ?
I wanna publish this, except censor the damning first confession ...
Later I love you.
Monday, August 16, 2021
Sunday, August 15, 2021
Child-World
My mother is now my child.
My child am I.
Pump gas at a lost piney highway station on a cloudy day.
This child-world is Our oyster.
We harvest the pearl,
and toss it into a dumpster.
Options
Are there ever really any options?
I option my book; it costs ten thousand words.
I option my word. It costs all of my life . . . .
Saturday, August 14, 2021
C61 BHH
Dedicated to a license plate I saw near my middle school. I was practising memorisation and imagined the sequence enlarged all over my environment . . . . - GDW
1 -
How's the sky? - Tym Heall, C67
It's up and so'm I. - Beni
Sitting on the edge of the 11th floor courtyard, 50 feet from the doors, they look out at the greyness and semi-reflection of lunchtime in unending Capitol City. Sleek chairs and tables and low hedges half fill the area; umbrellas are never needed.
Factories and "parks", apartments and "homes" all sprawl amongst each other.
The future has dimmed. Earth is overpopulated by humans. People work all their time. They work for all others and they all work for no one. No one knows reason anymore. They all seem and appear and learn to be pretty much the same. Same, and more of the same, is the best anyone can expect, they tell each other. They know this to be true, though they know the truth is more.
Citizen 61's name is Benicio Hector Hernandez.
This is the end of the beginning.
2 --
The year is 2061 a.d. and Beni just turned 41. Tym is 39. They fear for their lives when it is convenient.
We fear for our lives when it is convenient. - Paula P, C171
What does that mean? - Beni
Dust covered our jackets. -
Snippets of conversation,
maybe the end, and heaven, communications with God
are these, loose, free, no order or connection is necessary, a word here, two or more words . . . a pregnant poignant silence
We just know now
All is eternal, changeless
or somethin' like that
night night,
see ya in the mornin'
Love, Greg Wredberg
From goodenoughtoknow , Older Greg Blog :
Okay. I must move on. The sun is moving up. I am proud of C61 BHH. Even though it turned into my stream of consciousness, with no story or characters. Maybe it is better this way. Maybe i don't want to write a formal story, or anything longer than a page. Maybe that is waste of everyone's time. maybe.
I posted it to facebook. You will know me. If we try at least a little, everyone will know everyone eventually.
I am not sure what i mean. Just that we are eternal. Our souls can grow and know everything we want to know. Almost everything. I do not know if we can be one with God, all-knowing.
Anyway, this is not a diary, just musings on truth, self, philosophy, theology... i guess.
So. I let hank out and fed him breakfast. I made myself coffee, newman's own k-cup, with heavy cream from HEB.
The End
I tried to copy paste the last post, and this weirdness happened
I feel weird. Like I cannot sleep with Internet
( tiktoktho_ughts , sorr
I am cryi
Sleepiness makes me extra emotion
It is so ok
sexy ,. No meani
If just I had 2 hundred thousand dollars , all or nothing l
I can rent a room, an efficiency, I can live here like 10 years without having to do anything . . .
I ... do not kno
I want my other brothers to see Efficiency. I think it is really good. I'll text kit and Tim the traile
I am goo
My mom and I finished Princess Kaguya yesterda
I need to add it to my favourite movies list...
Ye
I love y
So, fuckinmuc
Looks Germ
I feel weird. Like I cannot sleep with Inte
( tiktokthots , sorr
I am cryi
Sleepiness makes me extra emotion
It is so ok
sexy ,. No meani
If just I had 2 hundred thousand dollars , all or nothing l
I can rent a room, an efficiency, I can live here like 10 years without having to do anything . . .
I ... do not kno
I want my other brothers to see Efficiency. I think it is really good. I'll text kit and Tim the traile
I am goo
My mom and I finished Princess Kaguya yesterda
I need to add it to my favourite movies list...
Ye
I love y
So, fuckinmuc
Looks German
anh.ous...y.d.r.w. .ottongayalngy)rnetanh.ous...y.d.r.w. .ottongayalngy), fuckinmuch.
Looks German
I feel weird. Like I cannot sleep with Internet
( tiktoktho_ughts , sorry)
I am crying
Sleepiness makes me extra emotional
It is so okay
sexy ,. No meaning
If just I had 2 hundred thousand dollars , all or nothing lotto
I can rent a room, an efficiency, I can live here like 10 years without having to do anything . . . .
I ... do not know.
I want my other brothers to see Efficiency. I think it is really good. I'll text kit and Tim the trailer.
I am good.
My mom and I finished Princess Kaguya yesterday.
I need to add it to my favourite movies list.....
Yes.
I love you
So, fuckinmuch.
Looks German
Friday, August 13, 2021
Nordic Pine [Pure]
Nordic Pine
We cannot leave the moon yet,
because we have never gone there yet.
Norrrdic Piine
Do not leave me alone tonight.
Nordic Pine
back from cost co
He's a dog. He's a big black dog. He doesn't drive a car. He rides in the back seat.
Take my leg off.
Make me a new leg.
- . . . .
Don't -doo doo, doo- us ;
We got plans,
but we don't need plans.
You Framed Your Girlfriend for Going to Jail
I was worse than a week of Sundays.
I was a money man and you were n't
A Sacagawea and a holy current
kinda Iris Dement
free write. daily morning . exercise
just vomit words from my fingers
i see speak and feel like i only must occupy the tiniest spaces that allow time to reveal and reply ever so sonically humming orders for fortune not only human but you i deal and derail and rip open the tom bodett speaking horses by the keneddy spacy stations
out there up in the real zones of outer lightyears to factor a potion for you i just wanna grey and grow up for once
just like i really mean to, i begin a sonnet here i go
The night was not too long;
Longfellow had a birch:
I remember a sad song.
My partner was left in a lurch,
He said how could I be wrong.
My meaninglessness subsides!
He was a god-figure who belong
with all Other eternal insides,
therefore They make a sarong
to hold Eternity like a baby.
I can make it past a furlong,
and no one really means maybe.
Twelves lines is enough
of this good stuffs.
bye later love you
Predictive
I am attracted to the number associated in my wallet as a gift 🎁 🙂 🙃 😅 ☺ 😌 🎁 is the combination to be used the TurboTax online course to be here for the seed of a quiet beach is the color of the same in the Church into the ocean with the Howard and his family 👪. Schubiner
Thursday, August 12, 2021
Wednesday, August 11, 2021
Sleepy Triangle
I'm a sleepy triangle man.
I have a plan. I don't wanna hava plan.
I am a sleepy triangle man.
I am a plan, I don't wanna hava plan.
I'm a sleepy triangle man. I am a man. I don't wanna be a man.
All my life is worth fuckin' around for.
What a weird day. Oh it's been 10 days.
Oop, I accidentally turned inside out.
I had some crazy dreams. War and stuff. Two old guys play some golf-like game, laying on possibly-mobile reclining chairs, using haggis as pillows. One guy acts weird and arrogant, drooling on his haggis pillow, then he says to a lady working in the office that he thought they might kick him out, but he's too well known.
Of course I try to use a gas station bathroom but it is tiny, gross and filled with people.
Patrick and I at a school, or some wasted landscape, grey and muddy and still beautiful
A group of soldiers, waiting outside, young black guys, I don't who is a fighter or a cook or a healer
We wait for the rain to stop
we take a break from war
we have fun
music and dance
I say, Good morning to you.
You are a good boy.
i guess that is me
Tuesday, August 10, 2021
Ayula Wish List
Old Border Ayula
Druid's Familiar
Exuberant Wolfbear
Forest Bear
Golden Bear
Professor of Zoomancy
Razorclaw Bear
River Bear
Ruxa, Patient Professsor
Blessing of Frost
Rishkar's Expertise
Branching Evolution
Descendents' Path
Hibernation's End
Emerald Medallion
The Great Henge
Jeweled Lotus
The Ozolith
Rhonas's Monument
Urza's Incubator
4 Ice Age Snow-Covered Forest
Castle Garenbrig
Memorial to Unity
Mouth of Ronom
Opal Palace
Scrying Sheets
Monday, August 2, 2021
Sunday, August 1, 2021
does it look like he got on his chair ?
9 words
29 letters
3 twos
2 threes
3 fours
1 five
1 a
1 c
1 d
3 e
1 g
3 h
4 i
2 k
2 l
1 n
5 o
1 r
2 s
2 t
i am missing a letter, i checked twice, i dunno
o, there is another k. i wonder why i missed it. distracted by the two o's in look maybe
layter bub
13 vowels
16 consonants
French Roast Irish Cream
4 5-letter words
o, french is 6.
21 letters
2 a
2 c
2 e
1 f
2 h
2 i
1 m
1 n
1 o
4 r . . . . okay.
2 s
1 t
7 vowels
14 consonants