Mental Health

     Half european feature motion picture film

" I lose my mind.

It is so sad because it is so stupid."

I carry a bowl of dog food with my pajama pants around my ankles, shuffling through the tv room in the near dark.

A woman named magda sits on my hard lap.

His name is Gem he is I.

His penis is like an orphan otter.

It's full of blood and muscles and bones

Magda has angelic black hair

She is thirty three years young

She crucifies herself and every other human who has ever existed every every time

Her lips are almost red

She speaks of the prophecy as if it were a joke

Her penis is allongated eleven times the normal l ength

I am sitting while I am pacing back-and-forth in the converted Garage and my elbows are dancing on the floor while they are waiving in the middle of the air

The end and now

 I am speaking without stopping. 

And now my life is over. 

And now I am pouring out the face that I have read about in my own face. 

And I open my face like a newspaper or a novel.

 That has been printed by Mr. Goodenberg and Steve cut his nipples off with a razor blade and he sends them to Nancy down on the farm

 and she plants them 65 m under the Earth.  

And the Earth spins like a spinning top 

and it takes itself off of the fabric of space-time 

and flies up into the real space. 

For God is living and he knows how to live.

 Because he invented everything. 

And now we go back to space where we were always born. 

Now is the time where I can think and walk on my own tummy. 

 It's good to die. It is good to live.

 It is good to have a best friend who never, ever knows who I really am.