In My Mid Twenties

In my mid twenties, I became addicted to podcasts.

In my mid twenties, I became alcoholic. 

In my mid twenties, I got

My first smartphone. 

In my mid twenties, i became obsessed with touching my nipples.

In my mid twenties, about 2012, I became obsessed with ASMRtists on youtube.com.

In my mid twenties, I retreated into my own mindsoul (mind's hole).

In my mid twenties, I isolated myself, listened to all the music and dreamed of Canada. 

In my mid twenties, I wrote a lot of things

Even I don't understand.

In my mid twenties, in July, I went to Keene, Ontario and helped weed an old woman's garden. 

She baked chicken. I helped her daughter and her pit cherries.

I listened to Sleep Tapes by Jeff Bridges.

On Sunday we cleaned old chairs and shutters from the barn and took 'em to a community yard sale.

I walked around an old water mill, classic cars and a living history museum,

An old Canadian village.

At lunch with old people, I told 'em I want to work my way west through Canada.

In my mid twenties, I tried too hard

In the wrong directions.

In my mid twenties, I began to identify with David Lynch.

In my mid twenties, I began to become Christian 

In my mid twenties,

My God, You Are

My friend.