Dear mommy

Yesterday was good.

But I woke up at ten a.m.

Then my blood boiled over into my bed. Then I fell asleep again.

I thought about my blood. And nights and days.

My toes curled up until my eyelids curled up.

I was eleven something a.m.

I saw the light. My mind was washed in the eternal baptismal fluids.

I saw God's finger pointing in with a hole in the tip.

The reset of my mind and the infinite Whiteness of space time.... witness.