If my father's mother were a prostitute, She had a 2nd life in a town near Boston. So my father's father is not my father's father. But a weird old man who had sex for the only time with my grandmother. He was born in 1880 in the west Chusetts woods. 

[ i am beginning the 4th or 5th episodes of twin peeks.

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His father died when he was a baby. His mother made love only once. They lived in a shack. She dies at 46 on his 20th birthday. 

(Her name is Ashley Ashley, since she only knew the father's name as Ashley. She took his name, but the only marriage was in her Mind. She knew him for 40 days before death and conception...) 

He lives alone, only seeing 5 other people until his 65th birthday, when he is called to wander to the city. He knows almost nothing. 

Somehow he is shown to a kind brothel. They shake him down. All are love.

So, my grandmother left the farm. She was cunning. She became anew scene. 

Gold (was his name, Gold Ashley) came in her, a big soft warm bed. 

Then he wanders into nowhere and dies mysteriously 

My grandma birthed my father, nothing unusual. 

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I am scared to live or be Alive. 

I am too full of penis and Love

I never know who or what I am , inside or out , 

Play Tennis in the halph lighght .

The End