I'm so angry with myself it makes it easier to give up and go.

 Get a A.

 I just have to do it so I will stop doing it.

 I'll be like the guy in "Texas",

 get to a place....    Canob Creek

 It doesn't matter I'm 7060 yearsold 

I can do what I feel like doing and then the end.

 But I want to do differently and better than me.

So I try.