Sunday, June 6, 2021

https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=0VyH1laOd2M

 https://youtu.be/0VyH1laOd2M


Wow. I love him.


I think some restlessness in my bed my body

I typed " reign pain brain " into youtube 


Now Big Thief is doing Mary https://youtu.be/rRJfPweIcL0

I like very good

I live


Almost I cry

Wet nose lower eye skin covering


Wipe and spread my first two long fingers 


Now is Tommib Help Buss

I only listened to a bit

Then to a few seconds of Green Arrow by yolatengo

Because some videos are seen by youtube as Music and will not play " picture in picture "

So I can't type and listen,

But Coltrane's Spiritual will play and does now


I think there were other words I wanted to share 

Howard spoke of writing letters to anyone or anything as a way to heal pain, deal with emotions. I thought of writing, Dear Life and Dear Greg.

I must explain or express each of my thoughts, or I just think that I want to 

A question, basic, fundament, a detail of Being, existing, thinking one moment to the next

. . .   .


I read about a page of Lonergan's Insight

Special Transcendent Knowledge at about 430 a m

The problem of evil. I thought about Aaron and me, what to say, how to do... exetera... I thought of saying I was confused by most of the sentences, phrases, ideas,, Lonergan's language and thoughts. Then the next paragraph he used the word confuse.

Order, and world order, were difficult words and meanings for me to comprehend 


Anyway. It is 525 a m now

I should try to sleep more

Sophie Michelle asmr is on a 4 hour video

My hands go a bit numb holding up my phone 

My head hurts a bit or it's full of pressure.. too much


Okay, what to do now.. I do

How


I dunno

Lemon balm , . Mark eekkloz

Name with letters in alphabetical order

Abel

Ben

Cory

Denny

Elmo

Finn

Ginny

Hi

Ivy

Joy


Loy

Mo

I can think of no mo'


Night night love you 

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