Monday, August 31, 2020

Nature Census

 At Bastrop State Park, near the swimming pool, a pretty big grasshopper flew into my face, my left cheek, side of my nose. I waved my hand at it and made a little noise of surprise.

It was really nice. I'm happy that happened.

At the front door of the refectory, I almost stepped on a little brownish snake. It slithered to the entryway corner.

On Green Oaks Drive, I drove by a hawk on a fence to the right, about 15 feet away from the road. It turned to look at me as I passed.


At Morris Memorial Park, behind the graveyard, white, colorful ducks and petite painted turtles swam in the pond and sat on the shore.


The secluded well kept more wild and shaded area


light-soaked  days

more light than heat

john green


a   fifties   futurist   fairy-tale

Mid - Sentry , 20th of the Lord Jesus


I drove Mom and I thru Easton Park. Or myself. Or maybe also . . . just her

We were impressed.


Infinite Aloneness

Not an infinite amount of time being alone

Just at any point in time or beyond, an infinity of aloneness ,  or solitude ,

eternity of being alone


this is good though

this is how we exist

i know i am

you know you are


we are   alone


the soul of one person

the souls of all other people


together

by God



Tuesday, August 25, 2020

My Lives

  i was wasting   space

Everything takes too long

I live two lies at the same time

My Lives



Monday, August 24, 2020

a walk thru a Roy G. Guerrero baseball complex and Byound

 

Shave me . . . shave me

Days, open the door

Days, always more of them


Shave me . . . shave me

Days, what are they for ?

Days, always more of me .


it's too bad. i heard about you.

I'm pretending to die.

I am always a Really Good Guy.



I am familial with my friends

 

i am familiar with the essences and hopes of Friendships


i exist thanks to the Essential Friends


why do They

become Their friends

all Our Own Friends 


okay

that friend

be a friend

we are the best . . .


- GW

Medical Evacuation

 The challenge is up at the Glass



Sunday, August 23, 2020

Doing Anything

 

I am a sensitive bodily Christian Jew

I do not care about any life beyound mine

My life is taking over, dominating the Universe

I have infinite Love and an infinite curse

for the insensitive anuses sucking the life from my eternal soul


I finish the work of history 

[ for the benefits of a great wonderful grand mother  ~  ]

solve the mystery of Divine Humanity

swallow every sun

then fall asleep and never wake up . . . .


I am happy to be dreaming of the End of Everything

I wish I were There with Them, Doing Anything



A Mature Elephant Dolphin





Waking Bell

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A Definition of Finity

 

Facebook friend Paul.
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The divine as countable.

The state of human beings as a finite set of consciousnesses.

The inability of human beings to attain sublimity due to the finite nature of their numbers.
Human beings are divine (god-selves (fiction)) but they can never be sublime (infinite self-gods).

Human beings try to reach an infinity of sets through sex.
by sandrashine December 29, 2018

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Advancing to the 2nd Level

Advancing to a Second Limit

The Next Finity


I squeeze you for a new soul mission  .


I am good   to think I may be okay  .



Friday, August 21, 2020

Farthest

You can always be farthest away in time.

You can always be farthest away in space and time.

You can always be farthest away from space and time.


You can be furthest

You can always be 

You are the one person

The other person is the farthest....

Then you.

From You.


You always go

away to the end

of time and space

.

This is a question

of logical choices

of metaphysical physics....

The you you are is

The mind of the We we are.


Everything Everywhere Always Now Everyone EveryWord

Yes.



Start with Nothing

 I reach my hand inside myself -

I'm not me or anyone or anywhere.

I'm no angle or direction,

No shape or idea.

' Did the Fall happen yesterday? '

          Semi de Coco

I feel an object. I exact the definition dimension, data-space-time. Can I do without a word? Am I before a word? Electronic re source. Light user. Animal reanimal. Grower, Liver. Neighbor, 40 years, 33 miles, 10 years, 2 days... She, he, they cross a street. One week schedule. 10 hours on a bed. Air-conditioned 2,000 square feet. Industrial bakeries, soup factories, 500 acre ranch. Feed Lot. Backyard Garden. AaronAndee's front yard. .... 6 books, 7,000 pages, 1 million words.

Speaking Friend

Listening Friend

Understanding Friend


David Lynch Theater

Weather

Meditate

Stay home and Work

Why bother with all that bad outside?


My mind changes

I try to think of what is good

Still what should I do?

Better

I relax

My sleep posture

Better pain

Comfort

Less distracting

More Eternal


I change my mind

I find an answer


The End . . . .

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Alternate "Atomic Number" -Neko Case

 Versions of Eternity

Names and Numbers




Wednesday, August 12, 2020

 If there were only 2 people

and it's 1992.

I am special because

I am never more special than you.

If it made any more sense

We would be a tractor on the dreams of tomorrow.


-

Let's watch Defiance, Ohio

and weep over Ed Harris's head.


Is Ed Harris alive?



           Let's make love at the video store.

- Twin Peaks - Surfer Blood





Sunday, August 9, 2020

The Hartford Call

 

I wonder what that Hartford call was.

. . . ?   Hello



Friday, August 7, 2020

Yellow Bathing Suit

 Alea Gott

- Teal bikini

- white and orange surf board


Marian

- orange top, teal skirt

- black and blue board


Clive

- 


Franco

-


Xu

-


Brave Moon

 

Sleep on me

I'm going down

Sleep toes


Brave Moon, 

Why You coming down?


Brave Moon,  Yeah




Holy Ghosting

 

Got an old wooden sawhorse and two old satellite dishes


You think love is real.

it  is  a  space  holy  ghosting


The Local Vestibule of Bicuspids




Wednesday, August 5, 2020

The Feeling Mill

I didn't make any mistakes with your turnip greens

    you were holding off on me.

I made a pact with a goose.


Huge Rant


I made peace with the chickens.

They made me out to be a villain.

I am okay with everyone's every decision.


. . .   

Tuesday, August 4, 2020

Ellen Burstin's Negligible Proximity

Let's go to 

a Beach we never been to

Let's go back 

to Las Vegas

and Relax

for Once



Hell and Hollywood


Life tastes too good

Please don't give me any choices

Hell and Hollywood

Save my life for other voices