Sunday, August 7, 2022

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Near the beginning of *The Fourth Stage of Meaning* :
[[ CWL = Collected Works of Lonergan [ Bernard ] ]
... i don’t recall reading Vignette 10 nor any of the Interior Lighthouse essays after reading Bill’s
draft, though I may have. What I recall was revisiting Prehumous 4-8, emailing Mike Shute to ask
him what he was working on, and – thanks to Prehumous 8 – sharing some of CWL 8 The
Incarnate Word (2016) with Bill as possibly relevant to his work-in-progress. I was delighted to
talk to these two about what they were working on because they seemed to be focusing on
what got me seriously interested in Phil in the first place: the fifth chapter of Wealth of Self
(1975), “The Inside-Out of Radical Existentialism.” It was around my twenty-first birthday. I was
a senior philosophy major in Bill’s Theory of Knowing course in the fall of 2010.
By the time we got to that chapter, I had already come to think of “radical existentialism” as
Phil’s name for a habitual focus on the roots of one’s intentionality that would help one in the
revision, maintenance, and formation of one’s habits. The idea came to me in the context of his
clues about the axial period, which ends with an endnote referring the reader to Quaestio 21 of
De Deo Trino II (1964):
Here one may move to the positive aspects of the fruit of methodology: for
self-attentive methodology offers man the possibility of getting to grips with his meaning
at its focus. Existentialism and historical consciousness have succeeded in underlining
man’s creativity of his own essence. That emergent essence is centrally on the level of
mind, and the more man appreciates the nature of the emergence of meaning, the more
adequately will he contribute creatively to that emergence. That appreciation will enable
him to move from a state of spontaneous use of his intelligence in his doing to a level of
intelligent guidance of that use.2
2
Ibid., p. 8.
1
Ibid., p. 8.
1
Before figuring that much out, I recall vividly, with the music of Rage Against the Machine in the
background, reading the words “my interest is in the abolition of slavery of minds at its roots.”
3
It was important to me that Phil talked about me getting a grip on myself in the context of
history getting a grip on themselves. But it wasn’t until reading “The Inside-Out of Radical
Existentialism” that I realized what I was doing with Phil, in spite of his claim in the
introduction’s endnotes that he would be restricting our “considerations to historical reality in
its nonreligious dimensions,”
4 was deeply religious.
and Philip McShane
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In the summer of 2005, I went on a trip with my church youth group to host a “vacation Bible school” in a rural community near Santa Fe, New Mexico. My MP3 player was loaded with Demon Days (2005), Steal This Album (2002), Lateralus (2001), Ænima (1996) to name some of the memorable albums. Lyrics like “oh green world/ don’t desert me now / made of you and you of me / but where are we?” and “your sacred silence, losing all violence/ stars in their place, mirror your face / I need to find you, I need to seek my innervision” and “I embrace my desire to / swing on the spiral / of our divinity and / still be a human” and “I've been crawling on my belly / clearing out what could've been / I've been wallowing in my own confused / and insecure delusions / for a piece to cross me over / or a word to guide me in / I want to feel the changes coming down / I want to know what I've been hiding / in my shadow” were very powerful, moving images for me in my search for the meaning of life. Incidentally, I met an older teenager our first day in the village we were visiting who was interested in Shakespeare, the Mars Volta, and shamans. Romero and I got along very well, and I spent as much time as I could with him during our stay, even though my girlfriend was on the trip too. He guided me in exercises in paying attention to the sights and sounds and smells of natural things, in using my imagination, with the assistance of rhythmic drumming, to journey into the underworld, and in keeping track of these exercises in a journal. He talked to me about how he was raised Catholic, but found this way of exploring inner space, seeking the invisible essences of things, and meeting the Spirit within more helpful, and it was okay because this Spirit is the core of all the great religions. All of these intimations of meaning were held together for me by Alex Grey’s Dissectional album art for Lateralus, which had been a seriously puzzling image for me. When it was time for me to go back to Texas, he gave me his copy of the book he had learned all this from. I cannot recommend the book now, but it allowed me to continue what I had started in New Mexico. Without my friend’s enthusiasm, I couldn’t take the “vision quests” seriously very much longer, although I liked the drumming, but I continued to tune my senses, focus on 4 Ibid., p. xvi, en. 5. 3 Ibid., p. xiv. 2 the aliveness of things, and try to make contact with the Spirit within, and I made a point of doing my spiritual exercises outside in the field behind my house. The following year, I worked my way through Betty Edwards’ Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain (1979). Besides becoming better at drawing, finding greater delight in visual art, growing in my appreciation of modern art, and learning to notice more visual details in my environment, I learned to notice what I see rather than what I thought I saw. Initially this sensitized me to the messiness of my visual spread, which presented far more strange lines and irregular shapes than straight lines and geometrical shapes, especially when I went from inside my house to outside in the field. The year after that, my interest in Radiohead led me to read The Crying of Lot 49 (1965). The meaning of the novella promised to me “a real alternative to the absence of surprise to life that harrows the head of everybody you know.” The silence of the Holy Spirit before Pentecost is a theme of the book, and thanks to passages like the following, I began to wonder about not just my intent to contact the Spirit within, but the Spirit’s intent to contact me:




Sign of the Seahorse

 












"It was fun though, I thought it was fun"


 



 Don't wanna be a shithead when I die.

Wanna be good to them who survive....

Don't wanna be a shithead when I'm dead.

Wanna live in their memory, bright and blessed.

This is all worth the wait.

This is all worth your pain.



~ Some words once Aaron said in front of his house . . . 




Saturday, August 6, 2022

A Free Write

 

Look out, here comes the very good person.

I must away for the yung leen beef Patty's are dreaded from meals to JuiceLand, If in you want to know

Kill very old google dots

Kiss dead beans


Look at this water, wayyy too limey, You are a fruit, Yes, dear Diet blood from the Yangest sweet reopener


I died for sins. I cried in circles, but the yew dreams of traps.

Kirist has all His growin' glowin'     [   Its Love for you   ] 

like pop cycles

Little orange teeth on the Cold icicle drivin' down to the Prophet's Prices


I am God prince, my yewwol    Health forgot to heal departments, they all said free from who, you know who.


So, Perfect ass, hold the Oligarch, nearer flames - feet and candles - sitting all day, await the bloated death, Perfect ass, fire under yous, sit on the Thrones, no damned dragons, No Mas TV shows - TB

I relinquish

Be it so....





Friday, August 5, 2022

Time Will Not Survive Us

 I saw really pretty light orange flowers a couple inches above the soul... soil.

What is wrong with me? 

Who am I? 

What am I doing? 

What is right with me?





Thursday, August 4, 2022

Wednesday, August 3, 2022

Host of Your Wilderness


God wants me

b be beh better.

{ the beginning of a sentence or the omniscient omnippotent reverent Creator ? 

> 2 coconut belvita and 2 probiotic gummies  - Purple and Yellow  , A photograph



It kinda encapsulates the nonstop onslaught of thoughts memories and expectations

{ Ben's My Friend , sun kil moon 

. . . .





Tuesday, August 2, 2022

Begin Another Time

 [ start again - bishop allen ]


The Sun is setting and I'm sleeping later than late.

I am a cow but my man is not a wood.

I'm feelin feelin ways I never thought I should.


The Summer's settin'





Monday, August 1, 2022

 

Out with me, like God's Angels edging for a quiet heavenly eternity.

Mouths may as well be babies. Whole bodies seem to be one another's, through and through... forever, or something like it.

We are light we are nothing




Sunday, July 31, 2022

 1 something am






 

https://youtube.com/shorts/ounUaO67EjM?feature=share




Tuesday, July 26, 2022

 Christian gods in cosmic goo

all alone in her perfect reality , black as absence ,

We are newly born.




Sunday, July 24, 2022

Tatanjle

Tatanjle's thoughts sway and dangle like no other, out on under dimensions directing our beautiful members, then Before Aforementioned shine like liquid oil like g babies of animals not yet invented by God or more advanced Institutional becomings of After.




Saturday, July 23, 2022

GG

 A good girl roams out of her land owner's complex system of gates and walls and ceilings. The tallest trees loom over her and her black electric hair, two feet at the tips. Green leaves take fire all over her scenery and her eyes' level, rustic colors, old stone, craftspeople have died here long ago.

GG activates lightning in the mind then continues pattering her toes and soles on the flat brown slightly dusty floor of Earth. 

"I better," she says.




Supreme or Supreme both

Dual One

A Duel among Friends 



a jazz piano opus

ala john colt

Ane 

It

A knee in the Temple. 

?




Friday, July 22, 2022

 Beige world no one body, being


"I stand corrected " vampire weekends 

Missing care, teeth that cannot leave 



Visible People 

Smells Like a Rental 





Sunday, July 17, 2022

  1. Wish You Were Sadder
  2. Your Guaranteed Home
  3. Water Sweat



Friday, July 15, 2022

 Can I come over at 10 tomorrow. I'll have to leave before 12, going to my stomach with the women in the endless hours I have gotten to the point where X was the head and looked me up to the sky heavy and the other Ladies were cast this way they were to the edge and they all waited for a basic reason is not safe and they were not in a while back to the battlefield this morning in the past and future pain is not safe for us and we will be my best friend to help him out of the snow and he was distracted with his right eye at the end. He had a worried tin nit and a few nights in his life that were sparked to be the same color and the way he did it is the number one of them to some sex noises and they can turn themselves and the other Ladies in their wives and the other Ladies and the other.




Thursday, July 14, 2022

Bored Girl's Suicide Blood

bored girls

bored girls


knitted sweaters


Blind Bird swallows a cullable human blond human grey Ghost

The New York city cringe

Office Hours with Tim Heidecker (OHL Ep 213 7/14/22)


As Yellow as a Nirvana , Zen trance sendance , eternal reward : The Wedding of Jesus , the blue sky , coloring book clouds


I was walking slow push a shopping Trolley thru the east side of Wal-Mart in Bastrop, Texas with my mom. - Bad Food

only items made and shipped from faraway china, human right swatch all around the Earth


It's only fluorescent lights

igby goes down

it's back

middle of An afternoon at My house, the TV is On

- - 16 hours a day for fifteen and a half years

The left Sun went away

I was a brownie, we needed a little wanted rain

It came.

Wow, factor 11 and green the time of the Future, Maybe if you want.



washed eye

washed eye

brain turned off


a lone soul

prick under finger


She says Her

  - - - Said it.




Wednesday, July 13, 2022

Like Tom Waits and Stranger Things

If you walk to the southern edge of the Catskills,
don't give me a chance to cry at your heels.

If you fly like a second-class demon,
what is the name of the ugliest woman?

He does not wake with the moon wing.
The rising sun of Africa

Did you hear and feel the fear of the music and such?
You might stain your fingers.





Tuesday, July 12, 2022

The feeling of a tall strait tree trunk breaking in half

A spinal cord pressurized in the concrete floor

As it dries completely over 24 hours. 

I lie in, the semi-fancy ruffled Paris Guest bed

A fat silk worm, 200 pounds of wriggling food

A week's worth of flesh

Bodies angle for a catch

Our waters are not deep enough yet

The misleading serene surface of the lake

A nylon line, String, steel hook, shining morning sun, boldly overheating, tangled and frustrated beyond recognition or Breath, Wasted these moments

Unsatisfying

What have We

What Do we

An overlooked forest of reddish brown disgust

In a trial period rust on the brain, happy friend

Take them outback and set them 

To the path towards Gregory eternal 

Bones correct, never a pain, Heaven's at home

However, I meant what now

I mean.

Does it justice?

The meanings Them selfs . . . .


The bloods of sum Innocent Men

The Whites of my "best friend sin"


So Me, so me.




Monday, July 11, 2022

Sunny Lung, not reconstituted or redoubted

 
















 

Singing a Song to Think to Know What Is "in" My Mind

A deep sigh

I rearrange particles in my mind

to find out how the liquid of life is blessing my disguises

to rediscover a bloody image in the fiction of the fracture of the Christ.

I make his name up out of the particles which I invented to be my purpose

in the life of this Mind. It wakes up; it goes to sleep; the water wakes up with me.

I try to find a little liquid in the tinyness of crying for dreams.

They don't know what they are to be, but they must seem to themselves,

the tiny dreams that we always figure out.

To find their own names they make themselves seen.

To be seen they must know before, so that they can go where we will always know

how to become what I have

forgotten to be.

My name written on the edge of the sky.

He makes the bloody frame, disguised as my own liquid.

I must confess the rest is down to the historical fiction he writes for himself

in the Mind which we all Love,

so we must know and we must know This.


The End




https://youtu.be/fySMd2JFGgk

God needs my little Word on his lips.

Don't make a mistake, God, don't forget.

God kisses me. God misses me.

God, make me prove my worth.

God in Heaven, God on Earth

God, give us what we finally deserve.




A Never, Always Want Story - Post Wimbledon

for 7 hours, Her kids sit or play on the side of the court, and eat lunches.

A futuristic airplane lands on the court and We get on, tired and well and , obviously , beautiful .

It's like an alien spaceship.

We fly to a nice green village, and live forever, best friends and lovers, best fulfilling lives possible.

Foundations to decrease world suck and increase never forgetting to be awesome. Always being more and more awesome

Better than anywon was

The End

. . . .





These Things Will Make Me Okay

 Lavender Smoke and Starbux Cocoa


I am listening to Crystal Lane by Soror Dolorosa


I'm

Growin Older. I'm

not worth Your Time  I guess.



The Ken Burns Benjamin Franklin made me a bit horny ,  I almost cried ,  like most times ...

I drank a coffee quickly

I ate Chelsea's leftover vegetable tempura with soy sauce.


It made me feel like America  [ my past, I am a child, My Family, all of my nonsense memories ]

It made me and my future seem possible   [ people care for people ,  and  Take Care of Me ] 

[ and All Others ]

It made me an acceptable small beautiful cog

we are all wanting and trying ,  at least a little bit

we are all worth Some thing

We can all Do Something


I do not know What or How


But we are why:

They Are Why



The

End




 Go back away

                Go back awaayy.

He's gotta try to bleed on himself.

He's gotta take It back to us.




 I'm on vacation ... again.

I'm gonna sleep with a mother hen.

I'm gonna peck out the eyes of the innocent ... children.

I am travelin' thru my bloody feelin'.

I will build an old-school Spanish architectural outdoor Arcade out of fire and my own intuition.

I am very far away to practice a sin.

Stop for nothing doin' Nothin'



I am always still Home ... again.




Saturday, July 9, 2022

She almost explicitly tells us, in Station Eleven, what matters in our lives, what really lasts, what's really beautiful.


Small visible reminders of the growing number of poor struggling people
- Andee and Hilbert


She fundamentally improved my relationships with reading and writing.

[:




Thursday, July 7, 2022

Broken Moon, Flat Hole

I was born to be

Bro-Ken.

Sunday School'll [can] made us

Whole Again.




 From experience 

please check it all. 

I lost my brother in a similar place to a peace of rusty old angle bar. 

PLEASE be vigilant.



[ from a comment under a video about an "abandoned river" ]





 




Wednesday, July 6, 2022

Gallo y Caballo

. . . .

End of the story:

Will you save or not save  .... a lil goat

In Spanish .... una cabrita ?





Constitutional Remembering

    Rice Paddy 4 fell to Comrad Soviet Blood at 431 p.m. local time. His long messy beard was streaked with green poisonous fertilizer, witnesses reported.

    I coagulated myself in a padded office chair on the war room table, put a red pushpin in the middle of my forehead which was the center of Iran and totally forgot the book, the page, the note, the Word.

The End

  Tyler quinn bot his mom a bucket of roses, No Holly ;

"someone" smelled of Fried Chik N





Tuesday, July 5, 2022

I can go back to wherever I was born 

Seven days a week

I leave myself alone. 


Gimme the snacks

I never ask for.




Bloodycome on my face;

I am a disgrace

to the humanity

what happened to me what happened to you what happened to me what happened to us?

I am like the cusp on the I slaughtered the Pig on the Mule's back

and the Lamb ate my fingers off.




Joker Wins a Quarterfinal, Mom Talks with Carlos


You need to stop alone

and get a gun

and go back

to where you were born.



https://youtu.be/YNV_NVbfDHs?t=738




Sunday, July 3, 2022

Takin' my time, takin' my self out

Of all equations are Neutral....



Doesn't make me different 
Doesn't make me different 

You should be good, you should be them


In our Cartilage 

In our bar which serves Root Beer

          Americans who serve hower power Hart
          Ford, financial dependence.

That is not a case
How good this is.



Goodlife, goodnight

Shed my chandelier

A " GoodChild "

Space to Grow

A Covered Grandson

Sweet Water Rice Canyon

A Potato Gun which takes photos   [The Tourist HBO Max]

A Wounded Bundeslag








 eating a wild ladybug



https://youtu.be/RF9SULnbMNc?t=314 




Saturday, July 2, 2022

 

You want to eat breakfast?

I am going outside to ACC, to teach a class about peas, and carrots, sometimes they don't grow but we eat them when they are in the dirt holes. 

ACC means Austin Community College; I was born in Austin, Texas; I teach children as old as twenty five years old. They know things I do not know. They know thinkgs I'll never know.

You cannot predict

or even remember your life. You are like a tiny dot in the spiral of Sand Time....


summer mornings as warm as the fall




Friday, July 1, 2022

A Small Hall

 








 


ahhhh    my night sky is a candle    ahhhh


ahhhh    my night sky is a candle    ahhhh


ahhhh    my night sky is a candle    ahhhh








N Is Black Is Beauty


N's love my c h

Ninjas love my Christmas Happiness.

I'm a white racist woman of the American South.


I'm a ninja hore.

N is Black is Beauty

I go to Vegas for 4 months,

sell my body to some dumb cunts,

get funked and almost raped,

but I make big bank.

I go back to the Louisiana-Mississippi border.

I'm only an hour from the ocean.

I sit on the beach and stare at the Gulf.

I stare at the Gulf and sit on the Beach,

sand between my cheeks....




 

Thursday, June 30, 2022

Cumin Bales

  1. Pot Holes
  2. Warsps' Nest with Me
  3. Best Neighbor in the Neighbor
  4. Rock Eroded.
  5. Veins Painted.

Wednesday, June 29, 2022

I Hope

 The road just seems a place to not go,

we've been not going to that place for so long.


Cold chocolate milk and hot vanilla lattes

Hope you are ready to start today. "To day".

   [ driveway, parking spot, hands and faces up in refreshing cloudy morning air ]

The grass is greener than it was a week ago.

The trees are happy, at least I hope, they are [so]




Name

[Descending]

Holy, Holy, Holy, Holy   [Name]

I miss you.

[Ascending]

Blue, blue, blue, blue

Wanna feel your breasts press against my chest.

Five years ago-o-o

Save it for the Rest.



Double L

Hockey Sticks




Tuesday, June 28, 2022

Don't Be Shy . . . . ! ,

cancer comes to all who wait for it.

Tangerines

in the buckles of your jeans.

No one is here;

no one's against You.

. . .




Post Dawn Stroll

Why do you know life IS worth living?

What do you eat on a daily basis?

What sexual feelings may you feel?

What are the patterns of the lives of your mind? 



Secure Forest 


I'd like to thank the official stars of Neptune 




Monday, June 27, 2022

Land

  You made the wider world. 

You made the silent world. 

This Land is a land.

What are the things? 

  What are those things? 




Cuntless

 Countless memories from before we were born



[

This is in no way against abortion. I am very pro abortion, prowomen and propeople.

]

Sunday, June 26, 2022

 Metaphysical harm to

the children who were born

too


Where are you?

Where are your friends?

Why aren't you everywhere?

lookin' up to the big grey bottom of A cloud




Saturday, June 25, 2022

People Are Poor


lyrics: I thank you for coming to my rescue. I should rescue you once more. Porch it. Bop it. Slough it. Love it. Love it, love, lo, love, love. Porch, por, poor, poor.....

Poor life

Poor money

Poor soul.... Myanmar. People are poor.




https://youtu.be/seCTnP7W06E


Alcest



 

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

 


...later:


Mothering Minutehands

 







.

.

.




Black coffee and 

Bulgarian yoghurt


 (Kirkland signature summit White Mountain)




Tuesday, June 21, 2022

E S J M

 


Don't eat the water. 

It's a liquid and you'll choke.


Don't eat yourself.

You must make it up as you go. 


Why do you do so much? 

It's not worth it. 


I need all my toes amputated. 

I will learn to walk again. 


a thumbs up

Way to go

Way to Be Jesus



[ driven south on 95 by the little league fields at 5:45 p.m. ]





These Clouds Want Me to Die

They are too beautfiul.

I love everyone too much.

The meter goes up to 100.

It fills and blows up,

like an elephant ejaculating blood

on a boiling hot summer's day on Mars, the red planet.

Forgive us. We do not know what Sin is....


It makes me cry like a woman

whose baby is crying inside her

all night long.



[ Mom drives her blue Skye, Mazda CX-5, west out of bastrop. Shotgun fully reclined, I lie and stare at the large white fluffies.... ]




How do the past and future connect?

"All we ever have is now" Flaming Lips?

We live then learn, hopefully, make fewer mistakes, correct our paths, get better.

Help others.


Kristen Bell speaks on CBS mornings of beds and boobs


. . . .





Cut my balls off.

It's a sunday morning.

Tick our boxes.

I like Jewish Whoring.





Monday, June 20, 2022

Words and Ideas I Like

 

i realised resently

that this blog is like a note book

in which i jot Words and Ideas I Like.




I Like Where My Mind Goes

 [ .... ~ two hundred page book ~

This is the end: ]


They are with you.

 All are with us.

We Go to Heaven.





Peaceful Divinity

Caramel Version

Bright Yesses

Young Pines

Warm Feet

"And One"




 

Saturday, June 18, 2022




 

It's a Frozen Lake

 There's always a frozen lake right outside my front door.

I step out with a mug of hot creamy coffee, and look.

[ I'm always singing. ]


What's in Store?

What's in stock

I need a lock

for my front door.

I ain't goin' out no more.

What did I say?

It's a frozen lake.


It's All the Same

 It's all the same.

Everyone is

a little wrong.

Woke up too early,

make myself better,

make my head clearer,

make a piece of toast

I read in the New Yorker

is bad for me.

Wash a plate in a sink,

takes 2 minutes.

Feel bad for me.

Whether you're a spiritual man always in the same place on Papua New Guinea

or a preacher going to Hell deep in the Rockies.

When you wake too early,

you may think you know it don't matter;

Slowly unsurely choose to move your body,

Is it you or

Someone who chose

to live for you?




Thursday, June 16, 2022







 


More diferences between sense and nonsense:

1. Do a big nib say boo shy

I am sitting here writing this.

2. I should sleep.

No octopus beans guard firewild.

3. Fractured nipple Atica blind sex.

Tomorrow is June 17th; it is 5:30.

4. My mom's name is Barbara G. Harris.

Can anyone have less Taco blood

Arranging Feisty Fiesta

(+) [cross] Cripple Children Too.   2

(nonsense = pink) (+(+))


                                O K    <3    Heart




Human Kingdom

 Short

All are naked caucasian whites.

Man crouches and crows like a rooster, in a human backyard at dawn. Woman and man are on their hands and knees on the front porch barking and yipping. A montage of humans being other animals, similar to the one in Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls, hippos, chimpanzees, snakes, spiders, fish, mollusks.

Man in a dark dirty basement noses low to the floor, sniffing for food, like a rat.

Woman hops sporadically in hot wild grass, twitching like an insect.

They are in the wilderness, or normal environments, then they are in cities, parks, apartments, offices, grocers, restaurants, gas stations, factories, banks....

A 14 year old Alyssa sits on her unmade bed at night. Bright bluish-white security light shines through her unobstructed window. Blue light from a smart phone shows her face. She watches and listens to Human Kingdom [what you are reading] .

Her wide eyes water, unblinking. The human kingdom are loud, fast, repetitive, overlapping from the phone speaker.

Kind - Gone

Abruptly we now see a semi-suburban street, something like Silver Lake, near sunset, golden.

Chickens and dogs walk in clothes on sidewalks, like people. We see the POV of a dog, another dog walks in front of us, holding its own leash with its right front paw, leg cartoonishly bending up and back.

Chicken speaks to cell phone, "Did you hear her talking last night?" Dog: "Hey, so, how was the par-ty?" Another: "I almost made it, but I did not, want, to..."

Did you hear her talking last night?

Hey, so, how was the par-ty?

I almost made it, but I did not, want, to...

Random non-human animal in Business suit: "My mergers are projections are 4 plus 2 plus 2."

My mergers are projections are 2 + 2 + 4.

My mergers are projections are 2 + 2 + 4.

My mergers are projections are 4 plus 4 plus 2.



The End

Gullible Atrocity

Miracle Spatula

Gifted Beluga

Happy Teams

Hurt None

You try.


Free Help

Ghost Loves

Doctor Dreams

Science Friends

Humanity succeeds.




 Coping with Extremes

Make a Deal with the Health



. . . .

dunno weird 


Small Soft Sideways Apple on Stepmom's Formica Kitchen Peninsula Counter


Lonely Light 








Auto predict personal dictionary

 Gregory's translation 

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Wednesday, June 15, 2022

On the Train Back to YYZ

 2. At Tonight's Baby Shower


We at Earth and Cosmos resign to this,

Here we all can only evolve and die forever


Aquamarine haze windows , an eyeshot to Lake Ontario

Seated, I fade as in a photograph, 10:20 a.m.

A girl's name beginning in M

She was 25 God damn years old


I rubber-neck at a future-is-now complex multi-use electrical power Station

White like a massive magical sailing ship between me and the sea


Pass by plain glowing thick green-grass meadows and ditches

Take care of his/her clothes.


This may now be taking place

I am changing places , a future me


Cordially I interrupt my train in thought

a sick sweetness in the pit of my stomach , smell of new rain


far but not too far in all directions

I am not failing to go...


Tired long afternoons led inwardly to slow, melting bursts of tears , solace of this Wet Loving Landscape


The suffering meditation

I knew the reflection

I easily remember

Unprovoked meaningless absence   in   unwanted inevitable Nostalgia

   felt it out

You can stay.


Monk and Coltrane and Shadow and Abdul at Carnegie Hall on compact disc


Music For the Gods - The Fahnestock South Sea Expedition: Indonesia Various Artists Bali, Madura & Kangean Island, Indonesia (1941) GAMELAN/ INDONESIAN TRADITIONAL




Man's Horse

Love is a man's horse 

he has chained back and forth.

Man's love is a God he trained

but he is not insane since he has taken and made the time.




FFRN

 Fast Food Restaurant Napkin

Are you flimsy and white, like me?

All we can hope to be is a Final Fantasy Registered Nurse.





  1. Fragile Fingers
  2. Delight of the Church
  3. The Ghost Who Took You With




Tuesday, June 14, 2022

Alcestesque

  1. Le monde étrange des chansons
  2. Un rêve de soulagement
  3. Esprits vitreux
  4. Sans destin
  5. Renoncule sauve le monde








My translation, 

The Strange World of Songs

A Dream of Relief 

Glassy Minds          [or Intellects]

Without Desiny

Buttercup Saves the World 



I like this a lot too

 







 



when i saw the small version of this art

i thought 'it'  was a giant witch hunched over with a hood holding a staff

it is really cool

nice listening too



 There should be       choices.

We are always infinite choices.


"I am stupid. I wanna kill myself."

I never will. I never do. I never shall.


Solemnly sworn

Wedded bliss


Do you take the truth to be self-evident?

Do we take from the Truth, peace and faith?


Listen to Mirror Reaper by Bell Witch at 22:40


I am no compromise to any specifics.

Lead the legend of the child.


Downright dumb and horny, ugly bless me.


Capital punishment of stinky thoughts,

Beleaguer and belabor me, O only one.


Do not picture the proactive finish.

I am on my advice, wisdom of old friends.


Signed, 

The End


Immediate Death Suicide Prevention

Mirror Reaper, 57 minutes in



Protection - Alcest https://youtu.be/Tn7wvu8R4Wk

Wales

  1. Weaker Form of Repetition
  2. Anything But the LetteR
  3. Lazy God Leaves Eternity 
  4. Eternity Is a Dog Named Dream Sleeping on the Dirty Hard Floor
  5. Someone Sawed Off My Sweet Defense

Monday, June 13, 2022

 I am going to bed.

See you tomorrow night....

After it is the day not being gone yet.



There is nothing like us; I shouldn't be here.

I don't believe in people. 

There is something here. This is something that is.



.......  my bedroom is so full of dangerous animals 





Me, the One Thing to Be

 

                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                          



easier, easier

calculate

light grey, dark grey

bones inside

the all mighty outside






Stated Desired Purpose of Human

  1. Ten Dinar to One Fo'gotten Outlook
  2. O, Hello, Magnolias
  3. Little Coyote Fox Hides from Sunlight under a Black Pickup
  4. Plying the The Trade
  5. The Fourth One
  6. Gentle Status   [pronounced 'state us' like British English]


Americans Fear Reality



  1. Burnt Up Night                                                                                                                                                    
  2. Sailed Up Tight                                                                                                                                                                                                              
  3. Trying to Sleep                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      
  4. Quell                                                                                                                                                                                                                
  5. Stave




Til Today Is Lit

French bread, red tomato

First floor flat

White walls, opens windows

Table sea Kosher

Wait for us

while the day is lit.

Wait for us again

til today is lit.




 I could be a good captain of an insincere polling place

The vines that I find if Life would let me supercede my self 


That goes with

out what ever I was about to say. " Half 

SWM podcast Spruce Throwback, Scooter Scoots. 


In your Life, You love more of what you love what is not You. Links in the chain of thoughts, 1 in the ocean under the Waves, fathoms and knaughts, 1 above redwoods available to Angels and God, 9 Gregorys incomplete 


The complete music of Alcest, each song and instrument intentional completed. 




Sunday, June 12, 2022





 

 Monday morning going to school 

  Sunday Deity Worshipping Zuul


Don't sleeeeeeep,                 quiet cow.



 welcome to your government

Lola frosted her lady tips once, but even was not enough, Spektor hiding in her long quilty frock over hers head, what May we Hears have Been Seen Heard.

What's Come over Me, What's Gotten into Me

The titles of books bled from ghostly holes in the help of Black African Peoples, hoping to Gods, may we forever rest in Peace, veritably unkle tickle animals, say the wright Feeling him kill kiss open blood from the Right Left Man - - nope Knobody will begin again to find human luck just fretting and reeling below bottoms, then Unexpectedly jumped on the next surphase up, 

Comfort a Table

Thee I home in on, Make lasting the Dearest from Us




Wednesday, June 8, 2022

Pray for Your Death

  1. Pray for Your Death
  2. Alphabet
  3. Gerry
  4. To Be Them, To See Them
  5. You Are Joy



Tuesday, June 7, 2022

 


A Paez Child

From a trash can down the street to our yard in the ditch 



Wednesday, June 1, 2022

Four Favourite Flags

 










And





 Nantucket

                      Breakfast

Colombian

                     Dark Magic


order of Green Mountain coffee pod preference