Thursday, June 13, 2019




Thursday, June 13, 2019


Notes : From Dawn to Decadence , The "Artist" Is Born


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Love

p. 66
                             Theorists + Practicioners :  Leone Battista Alberti

Michelangelo , Maderno , bernini  . .


"The West"

Already has Fallen

 " Descended "  into  Decadence

We are  merely   rearranging   facts   on  the   Floor  of   Human   History . . .


This is our Axial Age

We make a turn

Better or   Worse


Okay   ,    Maybe   .


I just drank Hlaf a bot o Chard   -  Problem


I just began to listen to Helado Negro

Album  :    This    Is    How    You     Smile

.

I tesxted Alex Ramirez  ,  "   Heard [ . . . . . ] "


I  Got ta  sign up   for  the Las  Vegas  Magic  Frest . . .

100 dollars.  Oh well ,  I got  a credit card . . .

Cap Uno .



I listened to Sharon Van Etten - Remind Me Tomorrow


 D I F F I C U L T Y


I just "sined"
 Up  and texted Kit and Pat . .


Listening to Running by Helado Negro

 . . .    .   Nice


I  hope  very  soon

I stop

Doing dumb stuff : Like Pizza , Alcohol , Inter Netties "  . .  Et Cet

Dishes . . . Sink . . .  Waste . .  Bad-ing  Body / ies

then Thinking words like :

I am going to kill myself

I am going to kill Every One

i am the best person I ever met
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<3 br="">I am the Only Person  I ever  met . . .

<3 br="">DO'nt care

DO es n't  Matter

I love everyone, I cum One Billion TImes in a row ,

Every

Attractive

Person  [ [ [ [  Females Under ~ 50  ] ] ]


I am So Extremely Tired of my Crap Mind .

It   [ I ]   feels   [ feel ]    Wierder every day .   <  H e r


H   e  r  s


Potato

Office


b . . . . .

Never

End

The End
          -  A R T   -  _  ^  _  -   W O R K  -

          P R A C T I S E    Good    God


Brunch Lake

Brunch Leak

West Bay

Bestway


I'm not Angry

I'm  The   Great   Barrier    Ree f



Wednesday, June 12, 2019

You're the Type of God I need :


             [  bill callahan  -  faith / void  ]


You're the Type of God I need :
Raise your face, feel the creed.
Raise the Faith, reveal your creed.

This small path is like a thorough Fare ,
No tall grass like over There
Wilder   North
Milder   Air

Beyond the Scare

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

My Memories


From an old recording I put on soundcloud


My Memories

my memories

My Body know what to do to keep being my Body


My Mammaries

My Memories

are My Memories

are

My Body

knows what to do to keep being my Body

My Bodies

My Memories



                                                   what are we . . . .

Or

he sings nice words

So Nicely

Audio Tran S cyrpt


[ Lucky by Kat Edmonson plays with pauses to buffer ]

I feel so good, so bad ;

I feel so happy, so sad ;

I want to be an angel ;

I want to love you

on the golf course of love.

Please be my friend ;

Let us speak about the end.

I want to love every one again.

Then begin the sentence that changes the minds of the folk heroes.

They feel like they cannot begin, but they can.

And I wonder how we will speak on the road on the street

To the people we meet,

and we tackle each other's hands ;

and the hands blow up like cancers.


I wanna love you on the Heavenly Plains;

the planes fly across the Angelic Land.

The Earth is a ball of Reasonable Love for Us All,

and we can understand, it's too perfect to rearrange.

I'm smelling your face, and your love is an angel

on the razorblade of Heaven descending upon us.




Reach around to the last option you will ever have.

You are my sense of Yes and yes,

because we are the ones who will bless

the ones

begin

I speak, I spoke, I will speak;

You make me breathe and

relieve your hardest work;

We speak to each other and

We hold each other up above the loveliness

that we love to ... haa piness ...




I feel so Light;

I feel so ... You feel

I am ... You are

The Image of a lonely star

Come to me

I will come to you ;

Now let us go, now ...

[ whistles ]  [ Kat : Just a dream ]



The  End


Kat Edmonson


Just Wait

Again.



[ silent static ]


[ sniffles ]




{ Kat : ooh }

Oh, Lucky you

Lucky, Lucky Me

























Above all else

More than any thing

All we feel is Perfect Pain


I don't really know what that means

I talked about it

I thought my phone was recording






Catch  Me Dead

For the Love of God


What did they mean? What will they mean?

Freee My Love - Adam Green

Monday, June 10, 2019





Metamucil is not the church organ

you are a miracle ,   your  fading   body


Teal  Hose  /  Hoes 


try   to   get    less    cancer


Pretty Little Girl

Large Lovely Guy

Hey  ,   You    ,   Dar       Ling        Baby

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


Saturday, June 8, 2019

Strangel


Hey. It is like a free write. A free writing exercise of freedom.

My bones are cold in the morning. Dear Flatulence,

I know you will find us well and good, as Saturday morning

Becomes the infinite Dawn of Sunday morning. All the mists

And for the Everness I miss The. e.

Don't never look now

I spill the yellolk on the Moose Tide at 7

U only mistake the Wander, for the Real next Best yet Hold juice For

The Onliest

My Children

B hi

Beg A Begin

 WHEN    I    AM    THE    END

Blue.    Beach.      Bleach.     Coral.      A shell.

So I make you. I make of you

You Biquitous

Quit

The Biscuits

I am an angel

In 2,023, I just got your message and Your Meaning and your wet cleaning

Women

You are Simple and the Best

           Lates

                                 Bruise.            Beige.

I love

You



                            .
                    O K 
 - ~ ^ >     Per fect
                   I . You


                                                                                                     [ egojo ]

12 51 pm

( Love Yourself - Sufjan )

               I was viewing Tru Dectiv Seson 3 at then. Carmen ^ lovely.

To do List  = 

  1. Sit well . ( sally )
  2. Listen well to People , Think well , Talk well .
  3. Set up new hot tub pump.
  4. Read my books that I began , More than 2 pages a day , at a time , One sesh , One sitting. I am.
  5. Eat good salad , meats , Prepare , Perfect Portion , Fortify , Enough energy , For Best decisions
  6. Look for jobs , ACC library , schools , Bastrop . . . wherever. ~~ Be Good Person
  7. b as correct as I knowhow. Do right. Figure Out myself * Soul  Life  Meaning  Cal Ling












Friday, June 7, 2019

Hold Me on the Inside


Hold Me on the Inside


       what      he       said

. . Forget . . What . .


" Forget yourself

You are the Albatross "

            -Me


i didn't know

that they didn't know .



The Tale of Grehopitiru and Bermuda

In 1998, I rode Bermuda, the black horse, into Marlborough. I was 29 year-old white prince Grehopitiru.
As we crossed the city line, 13 townsfolk threw flowers that bounced off me and Bermuda.
We stopped at the first inn, The Lonely Pussy. The innkeeper, Lola, gave us each a pint of hot strong beer. Bermuda and I gulped them down then went to our usual room, 208.
Bermuda curled up on the ten foot wide bed of hay in the center, and I kicked my boots off and lay on the floor boards by the open door.
We had just come from destroying the evil city-state of London.
We slept fourteen hours.
At 7:01 am Bermuda and I walked downstairs and hugged Lola's burly figure "Goodbuy."
We walked for 20 minutes and 20 hours to the town of Elk Grass 399 miles inland, near the center of Indian Land.
We met Hope Leaven Worth near Saint Petersburg and Saint Augustine and Jacksonville Floridas.
Walkin' on the side of The Farm
to Market road
85%   drunk    on   sweet   alcohols . . .

                                              Is    it   Me   ?

l i s t e n   t o   Panther    by     Big   Stick .


Oaky ,  Back to the Story :   Bermuda  got a little thorn in    His Her  THeir  Left  Front  Paw.

We were 20 miles south East of Elk Grass and the Grasses were Winners, If N you Know what i Mean.
l i s t e n  to  Summercamp vs Fake Moustache Tree   by   Boats

She He THey  was  in pains   so  I helped   . .  I help

Then  Our  Athletic Friends  by  Boats .

a n d     La   Luz    by    Los   Dead    Dreams

.  The  End

A Molecular Average Age of All Pink Bunson Burners 

And Why

Cremation     Reversal

Elder Berries

Elder Flowers







Saturday, June 1, 2019

Canberra, Canada


Shape    SHape    Shape

Love Leaf   Love Leaf   Love Leaf


Couture   Couch   MeaL


Canberra, Canada


We Canberra lot. How much can we bear?





Plastic Half a Year

Day Before

Three Steps by the Back Door

37,000 Trees and Other Plants

Saturday, May 11, 2019


The album cover of In League with Dragons    is    epic   as .

I was going to post it to facebook ,  but  did  not  work  out

i like the songs a lot


Facebook   is   very   annoying   often

I   am   more annoyed by myself   for  wanting to share so much  Stuff  ,  thinking  I  will   mean  anything   important   to  anyone  else . . .

i dunno ,  something like that, I want to stop using facebook again, and stop thinking about it,

stop filtering things and life thru internet

I just heard of  Yum Yum and Dragon  by  Flaming Lips

very  weird ,  or they want me to think . . . ha [ :  yes

Now Holly Herndon is Truly weird , the sounds , music , crazy , wild

                         " Frontier "

My mom and I watched 2nd half of  My Brilliant Career  last eve.

It is  really   nice.

I wonder why I want to put all these spaces between words

I have some  annoying   form   of  claustro phobia

it invades every facet of my thought

even huge valleys  feel  trapped   if  mountains  surround

it sucks


i listened to Kishi Bashi two days ago

very  nice


We are about to go Groceries , 1832 market and HEB


it is good


maybe   it   is   my   3  to   5    second   attention  span

Does   Me     In


okay

we gotta  bring  Emerson   in

He just Peed  lying   down   on  edge   of  Patio

Belly

Legs

Towels


Purpose

Human

Life

Near Ness

Beauty

Forever









Thursday, May 9, 2019

important feelings ... Tin Kows




Important feelings I feel too much Blood and happy Death
for the beginning, the Inner farce,
the faces grow and believe the yellow hot shame Burst and
what ever they do it is all there does to them for them and for everone   
then   some   pushes    follows    begs   asks  nicely    forests    forgets    broke    special  . . . . 
        Tin   Kows    dance 








Reception of Jesus and


Relaxation after yoga

 Yoga pose Shavasana , Corpse

I want useful thoughts , complex , progressive , divine , Real , Good

I think :

The regular course of human lives , birth , death , wake , sleep ,

relative health , relative ill - ness , dis - ease

Average , Normal ?

The regular Hope of human Minds , a human consciousness and body

and the collective universal consciousness and body


\


Good eternity at the wedding reception of Jesus and . . .

All My People :

The HG TV crew , Joanna Gaines , Lindsey Bennett

Louie CK walks up , reediculous sex joke

 everyone welcome , love , laugh , live . . .

Reggie Watts   center   makes  everone   feel   god . . .

Jacques Barzun of course , best cool

Good guys , Movies Television

Best women

And  A'  course ..  Aaron and Andee and

Immediate Families

Singers , Song Writers , Musicians ,

Writers , Annie Clark , Miranda July

Old Friends

Soon - -  -  to be Friends

Tibees , Toby  -  All  the  Youtube  -  Dodger

Every One

Who Makes However Smiles

Inner Light

The Most Forever

The Ones  to  Never  Name


The End . . .

More people

i know

Alex ashley kim anna anna annar ann crystal jade nova katherine kelly casey jesse julie andrea nikki
max him him her her them     and so   so   forth   on

The End

.

Tuesday, May 7, 2019



Hope   You

Have   a

Good


H  Y  H  A  G

A Library of Dead Souls

A Garden of Sleepy Dreams

A Graveyard of Correct Feelings


Souls Dreams Feelings

Syncopatic, Synchronous, Spontaneous, Simultaneous

Disparate, Desperate, Dual, Dividual ... Diebold

Functional, Foundational, Formulaic, Futurology







Monday, May 6, 2019


Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy Italy

500 million square miles

I'm goin back to Africa

goin back to Africa


Mark!   Mark.   Mark ,

I   think   we're    happy   we.   need.    your.   car







To age
Age of time
I'm 30
30 people. 1 year old, 2 and so on.
Stand on an old asphalt road. Cracks. Holes.

The Body floats, hot air, starlight of the Sun, hugest Cloud.
Wet insides. Dry . dry .
Pains . Slips . Smooth . Tired .

A different perspective , not your old , never theirs , you become anyone
Else . . . .
The end
Of now

Sunday, May 5, 2019



Sunday, May 5, 2019


The terms for the RYB tertiary colors are not set. For the six RYB hues intermediate between the RYB primary and secondary colors, the names amber/marigold (yellow–orange), vermilion/cinnabar (red–orange), magenta (red–purple), violet (blue–purple), teal/aqua (blue-green), and chartreuse/lime green (yellow–green) are commonly found. The names for the twelve quaternary colors are more variable, if they exist at all, though indigo and scarlet are standard for blue–violet and red–vermilion.
In another sense, a tertiary color is obtained by mixing secondary-colored pigments. These three colors are russet (orange–purple), slate(purple–green), and citron (green–orange), with the corresponding three quaternary colors plum (russet–slate), sage (slate–citron), buff(citron–russet) (with olive sometimes used for either slate or citron).[8][9] Beyond that are shades of grey blue grey , which approach but never quite reach black.
The RYB color terminology outlined above and in the color samples shown below is ultimately derived from the 1835 book Chromatography, an analysis of the RYB color wheel by George Field, a chemist who specialized in pigments and dyes.[10]

Secondary 
  yellow
  orange
  red
  purple
  blue
  green
  yellow
Tertiary 
  orange
  russet
  purple
  slate
  green
  citron
  orange
Quaternary 
  russet
  plum
  slate
  sage
  citron
  buff
  russet
Quinary 
  plum
  blue grey
  sage
  khaki
  buff
  puce
  plum
our hot tub
at 9 o clock , sunny

Minimum Distraction
Of Talent
Of Torture
Minimum Distribution
Maximum Talent

Abuse
Forgiveness
and Insanity
and . . . . . . . . 
forgot.

Meaninglessnesses
M E A N   I N G   L E S S   N E S S   E S

An infinite number of infinitely small Smallnesses










Saturday, May 4, 2019


I dreamed i i pushed a huge ~45 degree-leaning. Tree down with my foot in my front yard. Counting trees approximately ,  Imy sister in law and my brother pat. He made me feel bad. He told me that I sold the tree by pushing it down. I tried to explain my innocence and I woke up ang ry at pat wanting to smash his face.

Yesterday with my mom coughing dvery t seconds before bat the breakfast table .....  i turn off the oven  ...

The end

Why Are You So Angry

Just Change Again


. .. . . . . . ... . .

Friday, May 3, 2019


So   What   Is  the   Name

And   What  Is   the    Name

What is a name

What is the name?


Roast     Slow     Snakes


I   ate   the  snow    cones    The   Maker


I wrote a book it was Green and Bold an' Brown

I read a book and it took   Me   Under    Ground




the   end








Thursday, May 2, 2019


I am home alone.

My mom went shopping in Austin and to dinner with friends who she worked with. Holly.

I drank wine and a little more alcohol.

I listened to Baby Dayliner and little danced.

I just heard Love Somebody by Okkervil River. It's good.

Now is Goose Snow Cone by Aimee Mann. I like it.

I thought of a title:

My Eye Cuts the Wild Wind of No One's Everywhere


I want to drive to a gas station and buy 5 Texas Two Step lottery tickets.

Now is I Don't Want to Grow Up by Broken Social Scene.


No Where's Everyone



I want to lose 20 pounds.

I want to read good books.


I just put on The Nashville Sound by Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit.

It's great.

I just texted Aaron and asked if he had heard of Jason Isbell. He said no, and he'd check them out.

i poured the rest of the tequila. i wonder if my mom will notice and what she might think of it.

I feel a little shame. I should poop. ... I did


Like People Who Are Good People


Chaos and Clothes

it has been about 30 minutes since i began typing this



I am going to go to the closest gas station in less than an hour. I need to win the lotto.

I do not worry about getting arrested for drunk driving.

I imagine the relief of going to jail or prison. I am stuck. I have no choices to make for a while.


The Speckled Word


Okay, maybe later, bye.