hello diary

It's a Sunday morning at 10:45. I have been up for about 45 minutes.

I woke before 8, then went to Tim's bed to sleep more. My neck is a pain on the right.

I was looking for tim's letter from the bank and I looked everywhere and thought i had accidentally thrown it away but then i just moved the calendar on the coffee table and it was underneath it. I got onto his facebook account. I'm on his computer now. I looked at hundreds of dani schumacher pictures. it was not completely perverted. she is very beautiful.

Friday night patrick and I watched submarine. I enjoyed it just as much the 2nd time. Yesterday he put on ghostbusters. Mom bought a new car and took us to dinner. I drove kit to the airport about 24 hours ago. He is in Miami. He and Lorena will cruise around the gulf of mexico. Too often what my eyes see feels very disconnected from what I am. It is a holy day. The anniversary of jesus's resurrection. I miss the heck out of julie.. and andrea but that is a different and confusing situation. I want to know what she thinks of me. Physical appearances are too important. Tiim comes back from houston today. I imagine he had sex with whoever he went to see. Lately i have been at a sort of loss about what to do from second to second. I need a book by gertrude stein. I have to write a paper about her. she is very beautiful.

Oh, I am going to see ashley today. That is happy and exciting. We will sit and walk and eat together and see things and talk i presume. We will also hear things. Noises and objects and life.

Things make noises. People make noises. animals make the noises. Birds, crickets, locusts, cicadas, turtles, tarantulas. People hoot. Hollers shout.

I have to buy wine cheese and crack hairs.

I have pants but no wear them, I wear shorts, I wear T shirt. I am caveman I am man man.

I have long legs I have business today.

Today, I am going to be a friend first and enemy 2nd, I am my countryman. I am supportive of US legal rights. I believe the fight to be equal my Momma. Industry capitalism, True be your friend.

My life and the Anti-deponents. Succubus Martial law opponents.

Collateral for tea bleeding tax exemptions.

This makes no sense im sorry

Seee the story fight the power. Powers be. What to do now. There's a cat im frantic. I know you i know about your life i know about your causes. i make a difference to myself. you make a difference to myself.

hm, waht isle es there. be creative. what does poetry mean. when will the sky open to me. Noodles in my head. This has been 30 minutes of me. I forbear my energy. Predication. Go Bye.

Have a futuristic nonchalance, bee bop sha bop shalom my baby