Wednesday, October 26, 2022
The God Seems to Notice
The God seems To Notice.
There is no Noise.
I actually practically
can't need or want to be any thing,
Nor need nor want anything.
I wanna watch You Can't Take It with You.
Aaron Andee say it's really Good.
Water vapour drifts thru me in silent film air, note donnie darko's Soul. Crashing bridges, I used
To be sanfrancisco, cold as We make Our daily predictionplan; wait 4 light.
Who turns 1st?
It makes a Serene effort, inside me. Not Howl, sick scared sacred dragon
Dissipate
Why I Am a Cloud
Four people looking out Look Back a chance a reason to be All
Christian.
The End
Tuesday, October 25, 2022
Going through Manor
Going through Manor right now.
Gonna get there somehow.
I love you when you
turn my eyes into chocolate drops.
Guitar strings bleeding grainy film project on hold.
Monday, October 24, 2022
a free write
Larger scale Farm Note by Kristin Kimball
my email to Her:
Your latest note struck me. I marveled at your attention to detail, your thoroughness, your astute analyses. We all need to get out and pay attention more, especially to Nature and the fundamentals of modern human life, quality living. My best friend Aaron Mundine told me recently that most problems could be overcome or avoided if people just pay attention, most of all to themselves... I thank you for sounding my philosophising...
Free Speech (Write)
Young Sheldon season six episode 4 has fans all buzzing about the 'The Zero'
Ten times a day I trickle down the economy. I forget how to approach politics appropriately. I wonder why Kim Gordon has fucked my little pupil hole: the pupil is a hole, because I asked him to walk down the Archimedes steps. He flowed like a rabbit eaten by a snake, down down down into the bowels of Hell. He spoke about it in his book. He wrote it when he was in jail for 99 times. Why didn't he wash my toenails underneath my nailbeds? He slept inside me like a whisper, like a wandering whale on the tides of the human tits. She groped me like a shit.
Why don't we try to be a better life for the human lives that sit on trees when they grow tall?
Power move, move the power to the East. Move her neck to the east. I washed my face. She made me cry, because I did not try to believe me. Secondary citizen, wash the tits on the crane. She washed me, because she was building a building. I walked in the wetland. I was a bird. I flew down to Earth. I got stuck in the mud, plastic ring around my neck, inside my knee joint.
I died, and he was captain of the army. My mother said it grew older for a good reason, so my brother tied the book to the stork's neck, and I tried to see the moon behind the Cloud, but the Son and the Father and the Holy Ghost played Pac Man for two minutes, and he made a movie about me. Sorry you missed it. I'll see you later when cry on my grave.
https://youtu.be/6vayFy_tvY8
Actually a Draem I Just Am Thinking Up
A school, like Mina, or Hill Street... The walls outside
are green with moss or vines, some orangey bricks show.
I feel I am in the future, but I see some kids in baggy clothes
wearing backpacks walkin around; maybe I am the past...
A couple of shorts queues slowly go inside, large daark-red open metal doors.
It seems foggy, must be morning.
I feel like falling onto the damp asphalt. A middleaged blonde woman
approaches me forcefully. I get too scared, tears in my nose.
She opens her mouth close to me. I hear noise and voices,
like a quiet megaphone playing out from inside her.
I shrink. I see my clothes engulf me, i feel nude.
She continues to stare into my soul, everything else kinda disappears.
Sky looks stormy, maybe Sci Fi, orange and purple planets orbit us too fast, Eclipses.
She floats upside down, her face still facing me.
I don't know if we are going Anywhere....
Saturday, October 22, 2022
Come Back in Ten Million Years
Friday, October 21, 2022
Tropical hallmark small town
With humour , wealth and relaxation.
It's media from Australia and New Zealand.
Isolation Escape Retreat and Return
Youtu.be and streaming
Staying home
Almost all of Almost all of each day . . . .
go to the Bathroom, go to the Doctor
A brand Spanking new 80 million dollar facility
Look at thar shiny hard white floorr . . . .
Shiver Me Tingles 800 Words My Life Is Murder Mystery Road Strange Behaviour Dead Kids Chill Peep asmr
Early Actor
Everything But the Computer
- where are we - the ends of Lines
- single pixel 256 bottom right
Success code The Colour billwurtz
james clerkmaxwell
making all the Money, Crashcourse
mind-opening flipping the hand of the human
career off goal pus quickly quietly
realise some of us got
the ten Words, image the form
They Theory
Perfect bug feature
say someone
The End
"I Say My Voice"
I want make love I want make love lol Army balls At the house cycle of a bulbs Brown streak supply Maybe dicks in my house Holes
holes holes holes.
Is it meat what is meat
I think you are correct
I met you in the park on a Sunny green
Tantalize blonde woman mother of one young boy
I drink Russian vodka and cream from the cream from cow's utters and Mexican dark coffee liquor
So you on the Internet wish you were Not as shame as I Send Shane Same
Saint Saint Saint Saint
OK just relief
SANE Or a case please readMy wife
essay any
I say my voice
Thank you good night good luck
,,,....
Thursday, October 20, 2022
Wednesday, October 19, 2022
Cryonic One 3,000 a.d.
Close your eyes and forget you are Altogether
please
Cryonic principles ... a sagebrush, alive tumbleweed, a desert breathing
Is four a. m.?
I repeat a hospital, moan for me No one supervised splay megaphones on the space edges between a wall and ceiling, Top over the Bottom, Our Edge Spaces, cry tiny salty life love baby repetition. Yolanda, send the petition Religion shall be for everyone, these distinct lands
make up best solutions, make these good people ....
Work in a Time
Monday, October 17, 2022
Free Write
Splashes
mill burrito noodle neck time precisely your own special hidey place underneath stars to wake up finding your elfish toes nibbled to Pisces
nextdoor leftover human uncle fleischman gunsmoke harbour nipple test nickel in toldeo's mountain basement
I have Been Kills, which keep me reaping sad corn nibs, diary wank in the ghoul shadow makes her Freezer just fucking
Keep up
With us
she bang the doppel must muster Mustard wealth in fire regions of the French Country, Custer leavens the bone broth of gullible honourable god-forsaken Holy enemies, that they are Mightier and More Sacred and More Noble and everything you and I cannot be, because we will Actually tin can below the hymen sack and foster and die then
fine they are, how about when we try to beg a street corner for dusty crossroads, tire out and fetch longwaters
stretch out
Been good ....
Friday, October 14, 2022
https://youtu.be/V77mKfoiVug
It' going a little weird. It's hard not - I'm starting to cry, because I'm telling the truth. It's just really hard. I'm watching Tenacious D on Tim Heidecker's podcast. My sinuses started to tingle really hard, and I had to squint, eyes filled with tears. [Jack Black talks.] This is entertainment.
Anyway, we drove back from South Padre Island 3 days ago on Wednesday. It's Saturday afternoon. My mom went to a garage sale and to watch a football game I think. I don't know why she wanted to do that, but - something to connect with people, society, some kind of maybe culture, and just 'get outside of her own self for a little bit.'
I went to work on Wednesday, but I went in the building and decided not to go to my work place. I was drinking some white wine for some reason. I realised we had white wine from Patrick's and Bridgit's wedding Saturday, and I put whine wine in my to-go cup, and I drank it on the way work. I realised - I feel like, I don't really know why I drink alcohol, but it seemed like it's hard to go to work, so I might drink wine to make it easier to go to work. I don't feel, my body is more comfortable, and I can just go and talk to people at work and do the job, but I realised on the way to work, even though it seems like drinking alcohol will make my job easier, it actually just makes it a lot harder to actually go to work. I just start thinking, why would I do this when I can just not? I can just turn my car around and go back home or something. I didn't sleep enough I guess. I can just go back to bed. I think this is just an eternal problem. [laughs]
So that's what I did, and then I sent my old manager an email, because I didn't have any other contacts at work. I asked her if I could get my new manager's email, but she just forwarded my email to my new manager. I still haven't contacted them. So the next 2 days I just skipped work and drove around. I bought a bottle of rhum and drank way too much, was really tired driving home. Yeah, I guess I was drunk. So I quit my job and have to tell my mom, because I don't wanna keep pretending to go. Last night I didn't drink, but I thought I was gonna go donate plasma for $40 or whatever. There's a bonus: they give 80 people $2,500. That's over 2 months of rent. I'm pretty scared to tell my mom. I'm supposed to go back to work Tuesday. Well, I think I've already been fired, because I just haven't - I guess I notified them on Wednesday that I wasn't coming in, but then I just skipped 2 days in a row.
On Thursday I stayed in Bastrop and saw The Woman King at the movie theater. It was like $10. It was basically what you'd expect, just kinda boring, so straighforward. The 2nd in command general lady, she was really cool looking. She got shot in the back. She's really pretty. I wanna find out what her name is.
I gotta watch something else on Youtube now. Anyway, so Tuesday I'm going to get a haircut, hairtrim at Leeann's place. My mom's going too, just to talk to Leeann about her hair.
It's pretty interesting.
Let's turn my face around. I think instead of going to work Tuesday, I'm gonna tell my mom I was offered a job, because I emailed Green Gate Farms and they asked about being a field hand for 5 hours in the morning, 8:30 to 1:30. I just wanna try that. I kinda wish I hadn't quit my job. I was thinking if I could just make $4,000 dollars, working up until I move into my new apartment. Because I need money to pay the rent, but I also think, I don't know, I can just not pay rent. I don't really care if - cause I can just move back into my mom's house whenever I want. I don't have to do anything. I mean, they can send me to hospital or a homeless shelter. I don't really care. I can sleep outside. I can like pretend I'm dying and get covered by ants and crickets and grasshoppers and coyotes and deer: whitetail deer crawling over my body out in the wilderness, in the scrubland, in the brush, in the bush. And they lick my lips, and I just like turn into a liquid and soak into the dry clay earth, sandy grit in between my teeth. The sun just turns into a boy stabbing my brain, and he goes into the land where I turn into a princess, and the bubbles of gum, blue gum huge bubbles, pop out of my esophagus, and I become a cloud of lumpy space princess. And Princess Rainicorn. I just turn into a starstream of nebulae, and I forget to skin the cat and breathe the rice paddy.
Um, goodnight, I'll talk to you soon, love you.
Goodnight, I'll be everything, and I'll be everyone, night night.
Tuesday, October 4, 2022
Monday, October 3, 2022
Happy Christmas, 2,022
Chel Tim
Sea blended, I sink your telephone wish bones.
Tea in the gay afternoons best by the night you foreign
Dog, losing all rest... Diet engineering totally worshipped;
I misssed Your enigmatic bold fact, zcience be damned,
Cloudy cold mornings, dream in my very Eyes.
Always Say Yes to you, Whynot?
Dearest Freedoms, bake me to The Moon
Tropical Paradise, don'ting to wait
I love you, you see it and You know It....
time-frothy
Happy Christmas, 2,022
Brid Pat
Turtles in the creek
so Lonely you can't see.
Index and thumb like tweezers
to pick up the loose comic book page.
The wetness triangulates,
your soft eye Would detail.
The marriage of the infinite
in the seemingly mundane.
Forever cross the I's, Alone Together
at the end, atop The T.
Happy Christmas, 2,022
Lore Kit
Calm honey denotes Hermosa.
Flowers fall like a waterfall, for You.
Heroes in the Water, way hotter
then the sun, begging life beyond.
Holy Weeds seem to think You
are the moon: So Soon? Be linda,
Actually making the Dolorosa dollers,
Save Your Sin! May the Force of our
jokes, quietly on a sweet May Day,
[[ pick up slacks at 4:14 p.m. La Trinidad
The End
Happy Christmas, 2022
















